Forgive and Let Go

Forgive and Let Go

last updateLast Updated : 2021-08-21
By:  Brandy DouglasOngoing
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Being overweight isn't always the easiest thing. For Olivia(Liv), she was always pretty confident in herself. She may have always called herself fat and ugly in front of her best friend(Becca), but in public, she would never talk about herself like that. To the public eye, she was confident and sexy. Follow along with the story of how Olivia met Johnathan (JP). Will she forgive him for all the things he has done to complicate her life or will she let him go and find someone else who deserves her? Or will she forgive him but still let him go for someone else?

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Chapter 1

10 years ago

"Come on Liv. I promise you look fine."

"I do not look fine. You have put me in this tight-ass dress that is showing too much for my own comfort."

"What is too much about it? You have nice boobs. Showing cleavage is a good thing. I thought you wanted to hook up with someone tonight? And as for your ass. Girl, you are thick as hell. Those guys aren't going to know what to do when they lay eyes on you."

Turning around looking at my reflection I frown. I'm not your average girl. I have long black hair that reaches my waist. My eyes are a bright shade of green. Tonight I am a little taller because of the heels I am wearing, but normally I barely reach 5'3 in height. As for this thickness that my best friend, Becca, is referring to.. well let's just say I'm fat. I have a big ass because of my weight. That's all there is to it. She has me wearing a tight red dress that falls right above my knees. My boobs are pushed up and almost falling out of the dress. Of course, guys will be all over me. They are all looking for some pussy. This is a college party after all.

"Let's just go before I end up taking everything off and sitting my fat ass in front of the TV for the night."

Becca squeals with delight and grabs my hands pulling me out the door behind her.

Thirty minutes later we are walking up a long driveway and into the front door of someone's home. Right time we get in good Becca smiles at me before leaving me standing there alone to go look for some guy she had just started seeing. I make my way into the kitchen to get a drink. Just as I go to take the first sip I am bumped into by some guy.

"Oh shit. I'm sorry." He says before looking my way. As I look up at him the first thing I notice is his eyes. They are green but they have a hint of blue mixed in with them. Before either of us get anything else out of our mouths a taller girl shoves into me saying, "Get the hell out of the way." "Oh, there you are JP. I have been looking for you baby."

I turn and walk back out of the kitchen before I hear any more of their conversation. Just as I make my way to the living room where there are many people dancing, I feel hands on my waist. "Hey there beautiful. You want to dance?" Turning around to see who has their hands on me I notice it's a cute guy with brown hair and brown eyes. He is probably around 5'7 or so.

"Sure." I put my drink down on a nearby table. I know not to go back to that drink afterward.

The guy, whom I'm not sure of his name just yet, grabs my hands pulling them up around my neck as his hands rest on my hips.

"What's your name?"

"I'm David. What's yours?"

"Olivia"

"Nice to meet you, Olivia. Why haven't I seen you around here before?"

"You too. I'm still in High School. My best friend is seeing some guy who goes to the college here." I see his face turn to worry. I know exactly what he is thinking.

Laughing, "Don't worry. I'm legal. I am 18."

He smiles, "Oh thank god. I didn't think you looked too young. You have a sexy ass body." His hands slide down to my ass as his eyes fall down to my breast.

"You aren't too bad on the eyes either."

Looking around the room I notice the same guy from earlier watching us. When he sees me looking his way he smiles. Oh hell no. I know that look. There is no way a guy is going to be looking at me that way when I know he has a girlfriend. That is one thing that I can not stand. A guy hitting on a girl or looking at a girl in that hungry way when they already have a girl.

Giving my attention back to David, "Kiss me"

"What?"

"I said kiss me" I pull his head down to me and press my lips into his. It doesn't take long for him to begin kissing me back. His hands giving my ass a squeeze. I part my lips so that his tongue can slip inside and dance around with mine. I run my fingers through his hair. Finally, we pull apart so that we can both catch our breath.

"Wow"

"Wow, yourself" I look around to see if that guy was still standing there watching me. To my surprise, he was. This time though his lips were on the neck of the girl that had come to the kitchen looking for him. He was kissing her neck but looking over her shoulder at me. What the fuck is this guy's problem.

"Do you want to go upstairs?" David slides his hands back up to my waist pulling me against him. I could feel him, his dick now hard, pressing into my stomach. It really doesn't take much to get a guy horny and ready to go.

"Lead the way"

David grabs my hand and pulls me through the crowd of people. As we are passing by where the guy and his girlfriend are standing, the guy reaches out to David.

"Where are you headed, man?"

"What does it look like?" He smiles back in my direction

"Oh, so this is going to be your first fuck of the night?" The guy looks over at me and smirks.

David looks at me and then back at the guy, "Really man?"

Before he could say anything back I jump in, "So what if I'm his first fuck of the night? I can promise you I'll be the best and he will come back for more. Come on David. Take me upstairs."

I could tell that pissed the guy off.

David laughed pulling me up the stairs behind him. As soon as we enter the bedroom I am shoved back into the closed door as he locks it. His mouth kissing down my jaw and onto my neck. "You are so sexy." He reaches down to the bottom of my dress to pull it up and over my head leaving me standing there with no bra and lace boy shorts. "Fuck baby." He bends down taking one of my nipples into his mouth while his hand grabs and rubs the other.

Just as I begin to unbutton his jeans there is a pounding on the door behind me.

"David! Are you in there?" I hear a female voice yelling from the other side.

David jumps back from me, worry in his eyes.

"Fuck!" he groans

"David! Open the fucking door right now. I know you have another bitch in there. Just open the damn door."

"Are you kidding me? Let me guess that would be your girlfriend, right?"

David bites his lip, " Fiance actually."

Grabbing my dress I pull it back over my head and unlock the door to an angry female standing there. Before she can say anything to me, "I am so sorry. I didn't know this dick had a girl in his life." Turning back to David, I draw my hand back and punch him in the face. "If I would have known you had a girl, I would have never agreed to even dance with you, let alone come this far with you. You have a beautiful fucking girl standing right here. Do better!"

Turning back to face the girl, "As for you, if he has done this before, get yourself a new man. No girl deserves to be cheated on, especially not over and over again."

I step around her and head back downstairs. As I reach the end, the guy (as I'm calling him) stops me.

"What do you want?"

"I want to introduce myself. I'm Johnathan. Everyone calls me JP though. I'm sorry by the way. I should have warned you that he had a girl."

"Yeah, you could have warned me. It's not your fault though. Guys are just dicks when it comes to being faithful to someone. I'm Olivia. Everyone calls me Liv."

"That's why I won't commit to anyone. I like sex too much. I don't want to have sex with just one person."

"What about that girl you were all over earlier?"

"That's Maggie. She is just my party girl. If there is a party, I'm hers and she is mine. But outside of the parties, we don't talk."

"That has got to be the craziest thing I have ever heard. So, how many girls do you have?"

"There is Maggie at parties. Then there are 3 other girls I see throughout the week."

"And they all know about each other?"

"I mean they don't know who each other are, but they are aware that I'm fucking other people and not just them."

"JP! We are about to play a game. Are you coming?" Maggie comes running up to him. She glances over at me and rolls her eyes, " Why is it when I walk off and come back you are here talking to me guy?"

I can't help but laugh. Especially after what JP just told me. "That's my cue to leave. You have a good night with YOUR man"

"Wait a minute" JP calls after me pulling away from Maggie to chase after me.

"What?" I ask him.

"I would like to see you again. Can I at least get your number?"

"No."

"No? Why not?"

"I don't need any type of relationship with a man whore. Do you know how much drama that would bring into my life?"

"Oh come on. You can at least be my friend."

"Ok, fine I'll make you deal"

"What's that?"

"If you really want to see me again, you'll find a way to see me again. Have a good night JP." I smile and turn back around, walking away from him.

I can't seem to locate Becca so I send her a quick text message letting her know that I was taking a uber home. I was done with this party.

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The novel is a story of Romance and Revenge. This is written by the author Brandy Douglas. Olivia was dumped by JP before for being overweight. This motivated her to improve and stand out. While she became self-assured and exudes confidence in public, she decides to ignore anyone only to fill up her insecurity. Until one day she met Jonathan (JP) and decides to forgive him. But another instance brings her to make a serious decision to let Jonathan go for the second time or find someone else who merits her in his place and completely forget all the pains...

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51 Chapters
10 years ago
"Come on Liv. I promise you look fine.""I do not look fine. You have put me in this tight-ass dress that is showing too much for my own comfort.""What is too much about it? You have nice boobs. Showing cleavage is a good thing. I thought you wanted to hook up with someone tonight? And as for your ass. Girl, you are thick as hell. Those guys aren't going to know what to do when they lay eyes on you."Turning around looking at my reflection I frown. I'm not your average girl. I have long black hair that reaches my waist. My eyes are a bright shade of green. Tonight I am a little taller because of the heels I am wearing, but normally I barely reach 5'3 in height. As for this thickness that my best friend, Becca, is referring to.. well let's just say I'm fat. I have a big ass because of
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I found you (10 years ago)
Every time the door of the diner I worked in would open, I would turn my attention to it just to see if it was JP walking in. It had been a week since the party. I am not sure why I would expect him to find me, but part of me was hoping he would."Are you expecting someone?" Becca bumped her arm into me."What? Why would you ask that?""Oh come on, I have noticed how every time it opens you quickly look over.""I don't know what ... " just as I was trying to finish my sentence the door dings. I look over to see him standing there. He smiles as his eyes find mine."Oh my god... Olivia. That's who? You have been waiting to see JP?""W
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You are an asshole (10 years ago)
After JP dropped me off at home that evening, I ran upstairs to call Becca."Hey girl!" She answers her phone almost immediately."Hey. I just got home. I just wanted to let you know I was alive." I laugh"Where did y'all go?""He took me to some little ice cream shop that's about 30 minutes from here.""Awe, that's cute. Did he try anything?""Surprisingly, no. He was cool the entire time. We asked each other questions for a while, but then it got awkward when we got on the subject of sex. He wanted to know why I was so touchy on the subject of sex.""Did you tell him?"
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I need your help (10 years ago)
For the next week, JP kept calling my phone, coming by my job, and showing up at my house. The second week I didn't hear anything from him. Then three weeks later, on Friday, as I am walking out of my school, I see his truck and him leaning against it. I groan but I walk up to him and stop. I cross my arms over my chest and look at him. Other girls are walking by looking at us and whispering. Seems like a bunch of these girls knows exactly who he is. Great."What do you want JP? Why are you here? I thought maybe you finally got it through your head that I do not want anything to do with you.""Look, I'm sorry. I did the one thing I told you I wouldn't do. I didn't take up for you. I ruined your night. I don't deserve to even have you as a friend but I still want to be your friend. I'm sorry I'm such an asshole."
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You did good (10 years ago)
When we arrive at the party, it is already in full swing. This party was actually at JP and Nick's place. Lord, they had a huge home."Are you ready to do this?" I ask him. We have been sitting in his truck for the past 5 minutes."Can we start this another night? Can I at least get one more night in of crazy sex before I begin to be a good guy?""You have to choices. One, you put on your big boy pants and get this going tonight. Or two, we don't do this at all. So which would you prefer?"He takes just a minute before he finally looks over at me and says, "Fine. Since multiple girls are already going to hate you for this, would you want to do something for me?""Depends on what that
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Samantha (10 years ago)
Monday morning at school multiple girls stopped me to ask me how I knew JP. A few of them even had pictures of our heated kiss that took place. This was supposed to be hard on him not me too. Why is it when it comes to JP there is always drama? My cell phone vibrates in my pocket. I have a text from JP. Lucky me!JP: Are you busy after school?Liv: I leave here at 11. I have to be at work at 12.JP: What time do you get off?Liv: 4, Y?JP: I am supposed to see Samantha tonight. Can you come with me?Liv: Umm.. what do you normally do with her?JP: We go to the mall and then we end
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Three months later-After graduation (10 years ago)
"All I am saying is the two of you spend more time together than the two of us do anymore" Becca whined."Yeah, but that's because you are always with Nick. Sorry, but I don't want to sit around while the two of you have y'alls tongues down each other throats.""I know, you're right. Here they come now." Becca has a big smile on her face."Hey, baby!" Becca jumps in Nick's arms."Hey, Liv." Nick smiles at me before kissing Becca."Hey" JP walks over to me"Hey""Congrats. You are no longer a high school student" He laughs."I know
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Time to tell everyone (10 years ago)
It's been a month since the night that JP and I both confessed our feelings to each other. We decide to give it a go but on the hush-hush. Yeah, not even Becca or Nick knows about our relationship. We already spend so much time together as it is, so no one suspects anything different."Get. Off. Of. Me." I tell JP in between kisses."Why" He frowns at me pushes his self up to sit straight on the couch in the house that he and Nick share."Becca and Nick will be walking through that door at any given minute.""So what? Haven't we hid our relationship long enough?"I sigh, it's like we have this same conversation every time I tell him someone will be around soon. I hear keys in the doo
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First date (10 years ago) Pt. 1
It has been 3 days since we told Becca and Nick about us. Three days since our little sexual encounter. Sexual frustration is a real thing. I used to think otherwise but since that day, just being around JP makes me want to rip his clothes off and have him fuck me.I am currently sitting in my room going through emails. During the last few months of high school, I did loads of college applications. I have so many unopened emails from colleges. I'm not quite sure if I was accepted or denied, but I figured I might as well go ahead and begin looking through them now so I can decide where I want to go. Before I met JP I wanted to go to a school that was 5 hours away, in a whole different state. Now, though, I'm not too sure what I want to do. JP and I haven't even talked about it. I do know that I am going to school to become a surgical technician. I thought about going to be a doctor but af
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First date (10 years ago) Pt. 2
"I'm sorry about that, Liv.""It's ok. No need to apologize you sure didn't do anything wrong. She is just not over you. I guess that's what you would call it""You know, to be honest with you, I tried to be more than just sex for her. Before I decided to have all 4 girls. But she didn't want anything more. Now that I'm committed to you, she wants my attention. That's all this is with her.""You mean you had real feelings for her?""Yeah, back when we were freshmen. She didn't want me in that way. So I let her go. Then Sophomore year I started seeing Lacey. Lacey was just someone I slept with. Then came Samantha. Once Maggie caught wind that I was messing around with someone she came back wanting sex. That is all she ever wanted. Then
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