"What can I get you to drink?" I stare at JP. He looks sexier now than he did 2 years ago. I can't fall into that smile trap though. Stay focused Olivia.
As if he knew what I was thinking he smirks at me. "I'll take a beer."
"Ok, I'll be back over in a few minutes." I flee away from their table as fast as I can, almost tripping over my feet in the process. I go to the bar to put in his order. Then grab the other tables' drinks and take them to their table. As I go to walk by another table, one of the men that has been drinking a beer reached out grabbing my wrist pulling me into him. He was smiling and laughing.
"Come on baby, give me a kiss" he kept saying. He was completely wasted so I didn't let it bother me too much.
"I'm sure the
The next morning I wake up to both missed calls and text messages. A bunch of them were from Austin but there were also a couple from Becca and Nick. I didn't call nor text Austin last night when I made it home. So he was blowing up my phone asking if I had made it. Then he sent a text saying that he knew I was home because he ended up calling Becca. Nick sent a few messages saying that he was sorry he didn't tell me about JP. Just as I was going through the text from Becca, my phone rings. It's Austin."Hey.""Hey. How'd you sleep?""Can't complain. How was the rest of your night at work?""It was fine. Everything went smoothly. How is your wrist?""It's fine. Just bruised. What are
I am currently sitting at Nick and Becca's place with the two of them and JP."I can't believe that douche bag. I hate to say it but I think he was already hooking up with that Clair chick at the nightclub." Becca shrugged."Oh well, it doesn't matter either way. One day I will be knocked off of my feet by a good guy. So far I've had shit luck." I glance over at JP."Oh please don't you two start," Nick said giving me a warning."She's right. Liv, you will find a decent guy one day. But with you not doing anything with them.. that's going to be hard. You better go sign up on Christian mingle." He begins laughing like he just said the funniest thing he's ever heard."You know, you're
I could hear Austin groaning as JP yelled at him and then I heard the front door slam. I knew JP had kicked him out. I then heard JP in my kitchen moving dishes around and cleaning up.After changing out of the shorts I had on and putting on a pair of baggy jogging pants I go back into the kitchen. I stand back and watch as JP washes my dishes. I couldn't help but chuckle as he cursed when he wet the front of his shirt by accident. Of course he heard me and cut the water off before turning around to look at me."You could have stayed in your room, you know? I would have found you when I was done with your kitchen. The food is not good though. It all burned.""I know. I figured I would come help you clean up. Thank you by the way. I don't know what would have happened if you wouldn't ha
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.That's all I can say over and over again as Liv sleeps hugged up to my arm in front of me. I did not mean to fall asleep on the couch with her.Being this close to her only makes me want to rip her clothes off of her and make her scream my name. She has no idea the kind of effect she has on me. What sucks, even more, is the fact that I really don't think that I can have any kind of relationship with her beside a friendship. I'm going to talk to my lawyer about this. Why can't I have a relationship with someone if Maggie is sleeping around and she has our daughter? I shouldn't have to be miserable, should I?Liv's phone begins ringing causing her to let go of my arm. She doesn't wake up though. Maybe I can pull my arm off of her and get up without causing her to wake u
It has been 2 weeks since JP moved in with me. Two weeks since Austin tried to rape me. I haven't slept well since the night JP and I slept on the couch together. I will sleep for an hour or two and then I'm right back up. I have started having panic attacks, but haven't told anyone. Luckily JP hasn't heard me wake up trying to catch my breath. I don't need him worrying about me with everything he already has on his plate. Maggie seems to be calling him non-stop nagging about anything and everything. I honestly feel bad for him, I wish there was something I could do.A week ago I started a new job working from home as a customer support specialist. I log onto my computer around 8 am and stay on there until 4 or 5 pm helping customers with their billing issues for apple. Some days are better than others. I never realized how nasty people could be on a phone until this job. JP gets up befo
It has been 2 weeks since JP moved in with me. Two weeks since Austin tried to rape me. I haven't slept well since the night JP and I slept on the couch together. I will sleep for an hour or two and then I'm right back up. I have started having panic attacks, but haven't told anyone. Luckily JP hasn't heard me wake up trying to catch my breath. I don't need him worrying about me with everything he already has on his plate. Maggie seems to be calling him non-stop nagging about anything and everything. I honestly feel bad for him, I wish there was something I could do.A week ago I started a new job working from home as a customer support specialist. I log onto my computer around 8 am and stay on there until 4 or 5 pm helping customers with their billing issues for apple. Some days are better than others. I never realized how nasty people could be on a phone until this job. JP gets up befo
I am currently sitting on my bed butt-ass naked looking at JP as he waits for me to answer his question."Liv, stop overthinking everything. If you don't want to that's fine. We can continue what we are doing right now.""I... I want to. Your dick is huge though, won't it hurt?"JP stands up and gets on the bed with me. He pushes me back so I am laying and he gets on top of me. His knees are in between my legs and he is holding his self above me."It probably will hurt but I will take it easy with you." He leans down and kisses me.As we are kissing I run my hand down to his manhood again and rub his length. It wasn't enough though. I wanted to feel him. "Take your shorts and boxers
It has been almost a month since JP and I had sex. To go ahead and answer your question that I know you are thinking, No I did not get pregnant. Thank god. JP freaked out that night and he hasn't touched me since. It's hard to even get him to stay in the same room as me for more than 5 minutes. Even though we were both caught up in the moment, he blames me. He blames me for calling him into the bathroom and the two of us ending up in my bedroom. I wish I could go back in time and just erase everything that happened that night. Mainly the part where I lost my virginity. Becca was beyond disappointed in me, but we are ok now.So that leads to now. I am currently sitting on the couch drinking a beer and watching transformers. JP had yet to get home. Which was nothing new lately. He would stay out as late as possible just so we wouldn't have to see each other. Little did he know I was up and