เข้าสู่ระบบSienna’s POV
The moment Noah shouted, I saw Liam panic. His eyes immediately searched for Emily, who looked pale and trembling. In an instant, all his attention shifted to her—as if I, lying helpless on the pavement, no longer existed in his sight. "I'm okay..." Emily whispered shakily, her body visibly trembling. "I just... I’m scared of blood. Phobia. Don’t worry about me. Sienna… she’s the one who needs help." Those words should have moved me. But it all crumbled when I heard Noah’s voice—sharp and full of certainty. "Auntie Emily, your face is so pale! Dad, take her to the hospital, quick! Mom’s just pretending to be hurt to steal your attention from Auntie!" I froze. Not from the pain in my body, but from the stab in my chest that hurt far more. That child… my own son… thought I was just a nuisance. Liam stood stiffly, his gaze shifting from Emily’s pale face to my broken figure on the ground. But when Emily let out a soft whimper—whether from fear or something else—I knew I had lost. Liam helped her up, gently lifting her toward the car. As they passed me, he covered Emily’s eyes, as if I were something too disgusting to look at. Before getting into the car, he turned and said quietly, “Emily can’t look at blood. She’s too fragile. I... I called an ambulance. They’ll be here soon. Just hang on, okay?” Just hang on, okay? Just like that, I was left behind. Again. Their footsteps faded. The car door shut. And the world fell silent again. I looked up at the sky. Too bright. But my vision was blurry. I wanted to laugh—but instead, blood dripped from the corner of my mouth. Warm and salty. The ambulance arrived. Faintly, I heard someone speak. A paramedic, maybe. “Damn. She’s bleeding, and they just left her like that?” *** I opened my eyes. The sharp scent of antiseptic greeted my nose. Everything was white and still. I was in the hospital. My body felt heavy. Sore. Every small movement felt like it tore something inside me. A male doctor walked in, glancing at the chart in his hand. “You have a mild concussion and some abrasions. Nothing serious, but we recommend a four-day stay for recovery.” I nodded. There wasn’t much to say. The physical pain… somehow felt lighter than the wounds no one could see. The ones that kept throbbing relentlessly. After the doctor left, I stared at the ceiling. Eleven more days until my contract with Liam ended. Once I left this hospital… I’d have only seven days left. Seven days to freedom. But even that hope felt fragile when I overheard two nurses gossiping outside my room. “Hey, did you hear? Emily’s also being treated here. I saw her being carried in by her boyfriend—Liam, right?” “Oh my god, she’s so cute! Liam even called in a specialist for her and booked the VIP room! Like a K-drama!” I lowered my head. My hands clenched the blanket. Cold. Not from the room’s temperature, but from my frozen heart. I stood up. Slowly. Even though every step felt like walking on knives. I followed the signs toward the VIP rooms, leaning against the wall. Through the slightly open door, I saw them. Emily sat gracefully on the hospital bed, her face tired but peaceful. Noah sat beside her, holding her hand tightly. And Liam—feeding her porridge with tender care. His gaze… so warm. So gentle. A gaze I never once received, not even after five years of marriage. I stood at the doorway like a stranger. Like an outsider spying on someone else’s happiness. A passing nurse let out a soft chuckle. “They’re the perfect couple, huh? Liam was totally panicked earlier, almost crying. Looks like all those rumors about their love story might be true.” I offered a faint smile. “Yeah. They looked really happy.” Then I returned to my room. Slowly. Since the accident, not a single message had come through. My phone was silent. No word from Liam. Not even from Noah. No one asked how I was doing. Except for one notification—an email. A reminder that the deadline for an international writing competition was near. I stared at the screen, then pressed the call button. “Liliana, could you please bring my laptop to the hospital?” Not long after, Liliana arrived and handed it to me. The following days, I spent writing. For the first time in five years, I returned to myself. Not as someone’s wife, not as a mother clinging to the remnants of love, not as a shadow swallowed by wounds. I wrote. Endlessly. In the neutral, quiet air of the hospital room, I felt free. I even turned off my phone and went completely offline. I had come home—to my own world. By dawn on the fourth day, a nurse came in with a bright smile. “Congratulations, Mrs. Sienna. Your test results look good. You’re allowed to go home today.” I looked out the window. The sky was clear. The air felt light. I had finished my manuscript. And I had closed a dark chapter of my life. When I turned my phone back on, the screen instantly filled with over 99 unread messages and missed calls. All from Liam. But for the first time… I didn’t rush to read a single one. I stood silently at the doorstep, gazing at the yard that once felt familiar—now… it felt like a stranger’s. In my hand, the manuscript I had written over the past four days was tightly held—a silent witness to those quiet days in the hospital. Four days without a single warm message from my husband or child. Only dozens of missed calls from Liam… that came when everything was already nearly too late. As I stepped inside, one of the housemaids greeted me with a look of relief. “Mrs. Sienna! You’re finally home. While you were away, Mr. Liam was like a lost man. Nothing tasted right to him.” I gave a faint smile. So that was why he kept calling? Not because he was worried. But because… his appetite was affected. I slowly took off my shoes, placed them neatly on the rack, and walked into the living room. There, I saw Liam sitting on the sofa, hunched over, his face weary. As soon as his eyes met mine, his expression changed drastically. “Sienna?” He stood up quickly and came toward me. “Where have you been? I called so many times! Why didn’t you answer?”Noah's POV "Rachel."She turned around looking a little surprised that I spoke up. Her eyebrows went up slightly. "What?"I could see that she did not care about what I was going to say but I did not care about that.I put my hand in my jacket pocket. Pulled out a ticket. I held it for a moment then gave it to her.Rachel looked at the ticket at me. "What is this?"I took a breath. "It is a car race." "I am going to compete in it." She looked a little confused like she did not expect me to say that.I kept talking, my voice a little stronger this time. "Maybe I am not good at painting."I looked at her being honest. "But it is not yet."Rachel did not say anything. She just kept looking at me. I could not tell what she was thinking.I clenched my fist slightly. "N
Noah's POV The cab stopped just in front of the show. I opened the door before the car was fully still. My hands gently went for a picture I had held, like it was the most precious thing in the world.Because that’s exactly what it felt like.This wasn't just a picture, it was proof of my first step.I gazed at the tall structure in front of me, fancy and packed with nicely dressed folks. The smell of paint and cloth already felt close to me even before I walked in.My heart pounded.“I’m here.”I stepped inside.The air was packed, but not loud. All talked in soft tones, looking at each work with deep care. The pale walls had artworks from different creators; some strange, some lifelike, a few really amazing.I swallowed. I couldn’t lose.I walked to the spot given to me. My hands started to peel off the cover of the picture I was holding.
Noah's POV I took a breath then I climbed out the wind felt stronger outside I stood on the edge gripping the wall and the window frame tightly.I whispered, "Do not look," but of course I did and instantly regretted it. It was too high.I swallowed hard. I had come this far. There was no turning slowly. I lowered one foot searching for a foothold, on the outer wall my fingers tightened, gripping hard to keep my balance.A little more, a little more suddenly my foot slipped. my heart shot up into my throat I almost lost my grip my body swayed dangerously but I quickly held on tighter my breathing turned chaotic.“Calm down, calm down."I shut my eyes for a second then I forced myself to focusSlowly and carefully I lowered myself further.One step. Two steps. Finally my feet hit the ground.I let go and stumbled back a few steps.I made it. I actually ma
Noah's POV Dad glanced at me quickly. His look wasn’t mad, wasn’t rough but strong enough to leave no space for a fight.“Eat first.”That was it. No explanation. No answer.Then he turned, and walked to the door, each step feeling very slow in my eyes.“Dad.”I called out again, but he didn’t stop.The door popped open, and before I could say nothing elseBang. It shut again.Click.The sound of the lock echoed through the room. I stood still, not moving or talking for a bit.Then slowly the feeling of disappointment and hurt.An empty laugh came from me. “Good,” I whispered to myself.My hands clenched again. It was not my Mommy who did not believe me now my Daddy too.No one wanted to listen to me, no one trusted me.I stared at the door for a time hoping it would open again this time.
Noah's POV I did not know how much time I had been sitting by this room door. The night seemed long too long.At first, I kept hitting it and shouting for Mommy hoping she would unlock it and hear. But as time went on even my own voice began to feel useless, swallowed by the quiet.There was no reply, no steps, no clue of anyone out there. At last, I just sat on the floor, leaning by the locked door with my head down and my breath slow but deep.Anger boiled in me, quick and unyielding. Was it truly that tough to simply wait two weeks?I scrubbed my face hard. “I’ll say it all.” I whispered quietly, trying to keep that vow.I never wanted to keep this away for always. I just needed some time, a bit more time. Two weeks. Only two weeks.After that, all would be done. I would show them. Show Mom. Show Dad. That I wasn't just having fun, that all I did had a point.So why wouldn't the
Noah's POV I let out a breath and gently set the phone down on the seat beside me. My gaze shifted forward toward the street city lights glowing faintly in the distance.My mind never truly rested. Everything that had happened today replayed over and over again.The training. The pain. My coach’s voice.Beneath it all. One face that kept appearing no matter how hard I tried to push it away.Rachel.I clenched my jaw. I didn’t know when everything had turned into this. At first it was curiosity. Just a desire to try to prove that I wasn’t only "good enough" at one thing.Now this was no longer just trying. This was an obsession.I leaned my head back against the seat, closing my eyes for a moment. My body was completely exhausted. My mind kept racing without pause.I remembered Rachel’s expression every time I mentioned something. The way her eyes lit up whenever she t
Sienna's POV Holding Noah's hand, he gasped and gasped. "I want to see it!" “Later, after dinner, okay? At present, get your toys sorted out first with Nanny's assistance.”Noah got up and nodded obediently. "Yes, Mommy!" he said, then ran towards his toy shelf. With a smile on my f
Sienna's POV The moment the apartment door shut behind me, silence wrapped itself around the room. No sound of Noah’s little feet running to grab my attention, no warm aroma of coffee drifting from the kitchen like it had that morning. Just me, an empty space, and the faint hum of city traff
Liam's POVI looked at him again. Noah briefly glanced at me before quickly returning to his plaything. I had a positive outlook despite the brief but hopeful view.While stirring the pan, I asked "Noah, do you want toast or scrambled eggs?" There was no immediate response from him.
Sienna's POV My words made him giggle softly, though he quickly bent back down, busy stacking the blocks again. Pride shone on his little face, as if he wanted to prove to the world that he truly could be that strong.The nanny looked at me, nodding politely. “Don’t worry, Ma’am. Noah wi







