For the rest of the day, I didn't know what to do. I walked around the house, then went back to my books. Failing to find anything useful, I got up and walked around again. I felt so powerless. This was so much worse than when I had to stay away from Cassie, at least then I knew that she was alright. Now I didn't know anything,
I turned into my crow form and flew around for a while, it usually helped to calm me down and to sort out my thoughts and feelings. Should I go and see Freya? Would she know where Cassie could be? No, she told me that she couldn't help. Should I tell Nick what was going on? I decided against it. I told myself that it was because I didn't want to waste time, but in reality I didn't want to admit to Nick that I had failed. Besides, it was my mess to clear up.
I flew around until the sun came up before I headed back home. I knew I n
"Dammit Jax, Wake up. Don't do this to me." I opened my eyes. It took me a while to realise where I was. I was no longer in a sitting position but lying down on the floor with Leah sitting on top of me. What was going on? "Thank god, you're awake." Leah looked at me, relief written all over her face. "Your heart stopped. What happened? Did you talk to Cassie?" I collected myself and explained everything that had happened. Leah listened attentively, but when I got to the end, she seemed disappointed. Leah let out a sigh. "So we still don't know where she is?" I shrugged and gazed into her eyes. "At least we know she is alive." Both of us were quiet for a while. I guess we wer
Leah came around the house the next day. I was excited and eager to share my plan, so before she even had a chance to say anything but good morning, I started talking. "I think I know how we can get to Cassie." "Really, how?" Leah sounded hopeful but at the same time she looked a bit sceptical. I walked into the living room and gestured for her to follow me. I approached the table, where I had left all the books that I had picked out the day before, and started showing her different pages from different books. "Maybe you can try to send me to Cassie, almost like a reverse summoning spell." Leah glanced at all the books and notes with raised eyebrows. "None of these spells seems to show you how to do that. And there is nothing in
I was back in the fields again, like in my dreams, but I somehow knew that this was the past. It was like I was back in my past body watching through the eyes of a younger me. I worked for a farmer, Edmond. Freya had sent me there to get acquainted with the human world. His wife had died a few years ago and his children had moved away, so it was mutually beneficial. He knew what I was, but treated me like a son. I had been warned about using my abilities and discouraged from going into the village, as it was full of witches that didn’t take well to outsiders. There was also the chance someone would be able to discover what I was. While I was on my way to pick up a horse from a field, I ran into the most beautiful woman I had ever met. She looked like Cassie, but slightly different. She had the same piercing blue eyes, but her hair was blond. She looked up at me with watery eyes and apologised for trespass
The next day, even though I knew that I wouldn't see Katie, I went to the place where we used to meet up. Memories of me and Katie flooded my mind and made me miss her all the more. I blinked away some tears. Would I ever see her again? My eyes fell on the spot where I proposed to her, a letter had been placed underneath a stone. I bent down and picked it up. It looked a bit battered, but it was still readable. The letter was addressed to me. I opened the envelope to read it, and my heart stopped. The letter was from Katie, she was writing to tell me that she was expecting and that I was the father. All common sense left me and I made my way to the village. I needed to see Katie. I didn't care who I would have to fight to get to her. I knew that her mother was the high priestess and that they lived in the middle of the village, so that was where I was heading.
There were a lot of discussions about rules I would have to follow, but I didn't pay too much attention. I was too caught up with the fact that Katie's parents had actually agreed for me and Katie to marry each other My thoughts got interrupted as I heard them mention that they wouldn't want me living in the village. "The farmer that I live with outside the village would happily accommodate both me and Katie." I told them, even though I hadn't actually asked him, but I knew he wouldn't mind. "There is no way that the priestess in training will live anywhere else but in the temple. We have a reputation to uphold." Elise said sternly. "I don't mind moving into the temple." "We cannot have a demon living in the temple, it w
Several weeks went by. I loved having Katie as my wife. As the birth of our daughter grew closer, I became more reluctant to leave Katie's side. One day while helping Edmond repair a broken fence. My mind was preoccupied and I accidentally used too much force hammering the wood panel. It broke into several pieces. Edmond made his way over to me and picked up the broken pieces scattered on the ground. “What troubles you? You haven't been acting like yourself lately?” I scanned the area and conjured up a new wood panel before meeting his gaze. “It’s just… I’m worried about Katie and our baby. I keep feeling like something bad is going to happen and that I will lose them.” Edmond gave me a reassuring smile. “It’s completely natural to be scared.” He handed me a nail and
Two days later, the ceremony for Katie's passing was underway. Because it had to be held in the temple, I wasn't sure if I would be allowed to attend. I had begged Katie’s parents to make an exception, to allow me to say a proper goodbye. They reluctantly agreed to discuss this with the elders. On the morning of the ceremony, I paced around the healing ward with Leala Fey in my arms, awaiting the verdict. After what felt like ages, Elise, Katie's mother, walked up to me. I bowed my head to show her respect. “It has been decided. You will be allowed to attend the temple this one time.” “Thank you,” I said with a smile. Elise stared at me with a pinched expression. “It’s what Katie would have wanted.” She turned and started walking away.
My consciousness slammed back into my body. It took some time for me to realise that I was back with Cassie by my side. "I had a baby." I whispered quietly, mostly to myself. "A beautiful baby girl." Cassie turned to look at me. "It was you, it was always you, in my dreams. I wasn't sure, but it was actually you. It actually happened." What was she talking about? Then a light went off in my head. Cassie is Katie. Somehow she must have experienced the memories of us too. I gave her a hug. "I found you." I wasn't sure whether I was referring to the fact that I had finally located Cassie or that I had finally found the missing part of my soul, either way I was happy. Holding on to Cassie, I looked around the area, trying to figure out where we were. Everything was dark.