LOGINSloane
I somehow made it through another day of school. I can’t wait for graduation. One more month, then I’m free.
Of course, that also means that Slade will be on his own in high school, but I have to hope that Uncle Roman will work with him enough over the summer that he’ll be able to defend himself once I’m gone.
As soon as I get in the backseat of the car and see Uncle Roman’s disapproving glance in the rearview mirror, I know that Principal Rollins called him.
“You want to tell me what happened today, Sloane?”
I don’t look at Slade who is in the front seat. I don’t want Uncle Roman to know that I keep getting in trouble because he’s being bullied at school. I can’t help what happens next year, but for now, I’m more than capable of keeping it between me and Slade.
“Some Beta got mouthy with me, and I taught him a lesson,” I say, not at all sad that Beta Louis had to have his nose reset before going home. I wonder if he told his father that it was Sloane Hartwell who broke it, or if he made up some lame excuse about tripping and falling.
Uncle Roman sighs an exhausted sigh. “Sloane ...”
“Don’t worry, Uncle Roman. I didn’t kill anyone, and in a month, you won’t have to worry every time your phone rings on a school day,” I say, not wanting to hear it for the hundredth or maybe the millionth time.
He twists, putting his arm on the back of Slade’s seat and turning all the way around to look at me.
“You know I love you, right? You know Aunt Samara loves you?” he asks me.
I do know. I know they’ve never treated me any differently than they’ve treated their own pups. They offered to give me their name, which I accepted. They told me that I could call them mom and dad, but I’ve never been able to do that.
“I know,” I say softly, looking out the window.
“If you ever need to talk ...” he begins.
“I’m good.”
I glance at Slade, who gives me the look like he wants to tell them the truth, but I subtly shake my head before looking back outside.
“You’re a strong wolf, Sloane, but you can’t take on the world.”
Yeah? Well, maybe the world should stop trying to take me on. Maybe then I wouldn’t have to put on such a tough exterior all the time.
On the ride back to the pack, I vaguely listen to Uncle Roman talking to Slade. Instead, I wonder why Benedict Winslow is suddenly showing an interest in me. Why the hell was he asking what I was doing this weekend? It’s not like him to try and embarrass me. Up until now, that hasn’t been his style and he almost seemed ... hurt that I didn’t jump when he wanted to talk to me.
For some reason, he always seems to be around when Slade is being bullied and I’m punching some asshole’s lights out because of it.
And I catch him watching me. A lot.
I snort. Maybe I should just spar with him and help him get it out of his system.
“What’s funny, Sloane?” Uncle Roman asks. He doesn’t miss much, I’ll give him that.
“What do you know about the Winslow family?” I ask.
“The Winslows?” I’m thankful that he’s driving. If he wasn’t, I’m sure his gaze would be intent on me. “They are very well established in the werewolf community, they are a powerful family, although not as powerful as we are.”
I know a lot of our pack’s power comes from Aunt Samara. She has a white wolf like my mother did, all the way up until she murdered her mate, my father, because she didn’t think he was ever going to have a pack. Apparently, the most important thing to my mother was being a Luna. She even betrayed her wolf, causing her to lose the blessing of the Moon Goddess and making her a regular wolf, just like every other she-wolf. Just like me.
Aisling whimpers in my mind again.
‘It’s not you, Ais. I told you that. You deserve so much better. You deserve to have the stature that comes from being a white wolf. I just wish I could have given that to you,’ I tell her.
I don’t blame my wolf at all. I put the blame right where it belongs, on my mother. She did this. She ruined our legacy. My mother and Aunt Samara were the last of the white wolves, she-wolves descended from a pure line of Alphas. White wolves were well thought of and much desired as mates. Since my father was an Alpha, unfortunately born from a mistress rather than a mate, I technically should carry the white wolf gene. But because my mother betrayed the mate bond, killing my father, the Moon Goddess punished her. And apparently the sins of the mother are passed to the daughters.
I’m thankful that my sister Aria was too young when our mother died to understand the legacy that she should have been born with. She’s been raised to believe that she, like me, will have a wolf that is a regular wolf. However, I was only a year younger than she is now when our mother died. I knew about my mother’s legacy and expected to have a white wolf. But apparently, that line will only pass through Aunt Samara’s daughters from now on.
“Is there a reason you’re asking about the Winslows?” Uncle Roman asks.
“Benedict Winslow is in my class. He asked what I was doing this weekend and I was trying to decide if he was being nice or if he was trying to embarrass me.”
I watch my uncle’s eyes narrow in the rearview mirror, and I realize I’ve probably said too much. I don’t tell my aunt and uncle much about what goes on in school. There’s not a lot they can do about it and in truth, it would only make my life more difficult if they tried to step in.
“Is Benedict harassing you,” Uncle Roman growls.
“No. No, it’s nothing like that. I just ...”
I just what? Why did I fucking ask about him?
“He’s never shown an interest in me before, so I’m not sure why he’s suddenly trying to strike up a conversation with me now.”
“Did you talk to him?” he asks me.
“No. I told him to go find someone who was interested in swooning over him because I’m not,” I say, staring out the window again and thinking of Christa inviting him to her birthday party. As if she’d ever be worthy of being mated to Benedict. She’s as fake as they come, spending more time primping in front of a mirror than studying. She’s got the personality of a rock and about the same IQ.
“I don’t remember hearing that he’s been on your hit list in the past,” Uncle Roman says. I glance at him wondering if he’s keeping track of all the ranked members I’ve punched. Knowing my uncle, he probably is.
“No, that’s why I was surprised when he tried to talk to me today. He usually keeps his distance.”
“Well, from what I’ve heard, Benedict understands the legacy he’s about to walk into. He started attending pack meetings with his father in preparation to take over after he turns eighteen. I don’t know what he’s like at school or as a man, but in my interactions with him as an Alpha, I’ve been impressed,” Uncle Roman says. That’s high praise coming from my uncle.
We pull up to the packhouse and he turns around to look at me again. “So, maybe don’t break his nose until you know for sure that he’s being an asshole, okay?”
I grin at my uncle. “No promises,” I say before getting out.
He shakes his head, but I swear I see the hint of a smile on his face. My uncle has always indulged my need to be strong and even after I started getting in trouble at school, he didn’t stop training me to be a powerful warrior. Now, only he and Aunt Samara are strong enough to take on me and Aisling.
“Dad!” Aria and Theo yell, racing out of the packhouse to come greet us. He easily scoops both of them into his arms.
“How are my pups?” he asks, hugging them fiercely.
I smile. This is what a family should look like. This is what MY family should have looked like.
Aunt Samara is waiting for us on the patio.
“Welcome home, Slade. How was school?” she asks.
“Fine,” he says with the grumpiness of a teenager.
Aunt Samara takes it with a grain of salt and turns to me. “And you, Sloane? How was your day?” she asks. I can tell that she knows about my altercation with the Beta asshole, so I go for grumpy teenager as well.
“Fine.”
Rather than letting me pass like she let Slade, she pulls me into a hug.
“You know I’m here if you ever want to talk,” she whispers.
I nod, hugging her back. Her clean, fresh scent always helps to calm me.
When I pull away, she looks at me to make sure I know she’s serious before looking past me at Uncle Roman. “Hello, my mate.”
“Hello gorgeous.”
I don’t wait to hear them kissing. I know it’s coming, so I head inside.
“Oh Sloane? You’re grandfather Waylon is coming to visit this weekend.”
Great, just what I didn’t want. My biological father’s father coming for a visit.
BeatriceI cannot believe that my son refused to return to the pack knowing that I had planned a party for him. For goddess’ sake, we have allies here, people who are or should be important to him. More important than that Hartwell bitch anyway.My mate was no help. He just keeps telling me that Benedict is going to be Alpha and he doesn’t need to do anything that any of us tell him to do.Wrong! The child obviously doesn’t understand the value of choosing the right woman to be his Luna. And that girl isn’t the right choice.When he doesn’t return home for breakfast, I’m fuming. I’ve worked so hard, planned to make sure the most eligible Alpha and Beta females are here for his birthday. Against my better judgement, I invited all the Hartwells, just like he instructed me to do, so you’d think he could at least show up to interact with the true guests of honor before his Alpha ceremony.“Excuse me, Luna. If I may ask, where is Alpha Benedict?” Alpha Stephanie asks. She’s my first choice
SloaneI wasn’t sure what to expect spending the night in a hotel room with Benedict, but it wasn’t what I got. I didn’t expect laughter, and teasing, and honesty, and vulnerability, and most of all, happiness. But that is what I got.We didn’t go through two boxes of condoms, but we did finish off one and started the second. In between rounds of sex, we talked, touched, explored, and bared ourselves, bodies and minds to each other.I’ve never felt more connected to someone, more heard and understood, then I do after one night with Benedict.Eventually, we fall asleep, wrapped in each other’s arms. In the morning, both of us struggle to wake up.“Will you think less of me if I tell you I don’t want to get up and go back to the real world?”I chuckle. “No, but I will remind you that you and I both have responsibilities that we can’t ignore, especially considering we have another party to attend tonight.”“I’d rather stay here with you,” he murmurs. His eyes are closed and he’s more rela
BenedictI clink my glass to Sloane’s taking a slow sip of the champagne while we sit on the couch together, looking out over the city. I’m not sure I’ve ever felt this relaxed in my life. It’s not just having come incredibly hard. I’m sure that helps, but it’s more than that. It’s the woman beside me. It’s being here with her. I know this room was ridiculously expensive, but to have this time, to be able to be with Sloane like this, it’s worth every damn penny.“So, Alpha Sloane Hartwell, how does it feel to be a high school graduate?”“Fucking incredible,” she says, making me laugh. “I’m so glad I’ll never have to go back there.”“High school wasn’t very good to you, was it?” I ask, sliding my fingers over her hand. She’s facing me on the couch and I pull her legs over mine, wanting the physical contact between us.“Not really, but it’s done. Tell me, are you ready for tomorrow night?” she asks.I run my fingers over hers, thinking through my answer. No one has asked me that. No one
Sloane“I’m not sure I’ve ever felt this at peace,” I say to Benedict as we stand together looking out over the city.“I feel the same way. I couldn’t wait to get you alone tonight. Besides the obvious, that I really like you and I’m completely and totally attracted to you, I can be me when it’s just the two of us.”I turn in his arms, sliding my arms around his neck.“You mean no one else gets this relaxed side of you?”He shakes his head no. “Does anyone else get the vulnerable side of you?”“I HATE being vulnerable,” I say.“And yet, I get to see that side of you,” he says, brushing my hair behind my shoulder. “I’m perfectly happy to stay out here, but I promised to feed you a burger and fries.”“I can wait for food. But was I mistaken about seeing a bottle of champagne and a bouquet of flowers inside?” I ask him.“Tonight is a special night for both of us. I wanted to celebrate with you.”I slide my fingers through his hair, making his body shiver. “What exactly does celebrating co
BenedictI had every intention of quickly saying hello to my friends and family and then getting back to Sloane. My mother, however, had other, not so subtle, plans.“Benedict, you can’t just run off! I’ve invited some of our allies to come early to watch you graduate. You must come say hello. They’re just outside.”Bethany had given me a look which told me everything I needed to know before I walked outside with my parents. Before leaving the auditorium, I looked to make sure Sloane wasn’t searching for me. I nearly snarled out loud when I saw her hugging Alpha Will. I had no idea he was coming tonight. I watched, longer than was appropriate, to make sure he didn't try to kiss her.When I stepped outside, I realized that my mother had indeed invited several of our allies to come to my graduation. Every single one of them are Alphas who have eligible daughters near my age.“Benedict, you remember Alpha Stephanie?” my mother says.“Of course. How could I forget?” I say congenially. Thes
SloaneI truly had no idea that Benedict had been competing with me academically for two years. I thought, like me, he had learned that we were both close to becoming Valedictorian at the end of this year.It makes more sense to me now that he’s been watching me so closely for so long. That’s why he’s been around every time this year when I’ve gotten into a fight with someone because they picked on Slade. He’s been casually watching me while I was actively ignoring everyone.I could feel that he meant every word he said during his speech, damn the man. I had planned to throw out some nice platitudes about Benedict and now I’m going to have to get all fucking mushy and say how I really feel about him.‘Be the Alpha. Be the Alpha,’ I say to myself as I step up to the podium and look out over the student body, willing myself not to choke.‘Tell the truth, and be yourself, my human,’ Aisling says, giving me her strength.“Good evening, everyone. I’m proud to stand before you tonight, not j







