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Chapter 4 The First Time

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Khalia

A boutique hotel in Poblacion, Makati.

It was mid-tier, modern, and entirely unattached to either of our personal histories. I had booked it under a corporate alias, paid in advance, and selected a room with a minimalist, industrial design.

No cozy rugs, no romantic lighting, no sentimental art on the walls. Just exposed concrete, clean steel fixtures, and a king-sized bed with crisp, clinical white linens.

It was perfect.

A sterile testing ground for a purely physical hypothesis.

According to the G****e Calendar invite I had sent Atasha precisely twelve hours prior, the slot was blocked from 7:00 PM to 8:30 PM. Ninety minutes.

Sixty minutes for the physical objective, thirty minutes for the post-encounter logistics and departure window under Clause 2.1.

At 6:58 PM, the electronic lock on Room 404 clicked.

Atasha walked in, carrying her work tote. She had changed out of her office attire into dark denim jeans and a simple white button-down shirt.

Her eyes scanned the concrete walls of the room, a slight, cynical smirk pulling at the corner of her lips.

"Very chic, Khali," she said, shutting the door behind her.

"Feels like an upscale bunker."

"It eliminates domestic variables," I replied, standing near the window. I had already taken off my blazer and watch. My laptop was safely tucked away in my bag.

"Are you ready to execute the terms?"

Atasha set her bag on the luggage rack and walked toward me.

Her steps were slow, deliberate, her eyes locked onto mine.

"You're still talking like we're about to sign a construction permit. Are you going to keep that tone the entire time?"

"It keeps us anchored," I said, though my throat felt like sandpaper.

She stopped right in front of me. The scent of her—not the cedarwood of my apartment, but a faint, intoxicating trace of jasmine and rainwater—vandalized my clinical resolve.

"Let’s see how long your anchor holds, Ms. Salvador," she whispered.

She reached up, her fingers unbuttoning the top two buttons of my blouse.

Her knuckles brushed against the sensitive skin of my collarbone, and my entire corporate blueprint dissolved.

The calculation failed.

I grabbed her wrist, my grip tight and unyielding. I didn't push her away.

Instead, I spun her around, pinning her back against the cool, unyielding surface of the exposed concrete wall.

Atasha let out a sharp gasp, her eyes widening as she looked up at me.

The clinical facade was gone.

The architect was dead.

There was only a starving woman who had spent seven hundred and thirty days pretending she hadn't memorized the exact curvature of Atasha Clemente’s spine.

"Ninety minutes, Tasha," I growled, my voice raw and dangerously low, losing every ounce of its professional cadence.

"Shut up and kiss me, Khali," she demanded.

I leaned down and took her mouth.

Atasha

The cool concrete against my back was a stark contrast to the absolute wildfire of Khalia’s lips.

If our prologue was a desperate, tear-soaked anomaly, this was an execution of pure, unadulterated gravity.

Khalia didn't kiss like a pragmatic planner; she kissed like a woman trying to tear down a fortress brick by brick.

Her tongue parted my lips with a possessive urgency that left me completely breathless, her hands gripping my hips so tightly I knew they would leave faint, ghost-like imprints on my skin tomorrow.

I wrapped my arms around her neck, pulling her closer, tangling my fingers in the neat, low bun she always wore until the pins scattered across the industrial floor.

Her dark hair fell free, framing her sharp jawline, making her look wild, untamed, and breathtakingly beautiful.

We stumbled toward the bed, the movement clumsy and frantic, completely devoid of the elegant precision Khalia pridefully maintained in her daily life.

We hit the mattress together, the clinical white sheets twisting around our limbs as we frantically rid ourselves of the barriers of our clothes.

Every touch was a re-mapping of territory I thought I had lost.

When her fingers traced the curve of my waist, my body remembered the exact rhythm she demanded.

When her lips moved down to the hollow of my throat, biting down gently just enough to make me arch into her, a soft, broken sound escaped my lips—her name, spoken not as a colleague, but as a prayer.

Khali. Please.

She paused for a fraction of a second, her dark eyes looking down at me through the shadows of the room.

Her breathing was a ragged, uneven drone, her chest pressed flush against mine. For a fleeting, dangerous moment, the walls of her emotional cage cracked.

The look in her eyes wasn't just physical hunger; it was a profound, aching vulnerability that mirrored the terrifying depth of my own unspoken feelings.

I love you, my soul screamed into the silence. I never stopped.

But before the words could find their way to my lips, Khalia dipped her head, burying her face in the crook of my neck as she moved against me, driving the thoughts from my head with a fierce, intoxicating passion that consumed every remaining inch of my sanity.

We broke every unspoken boundary of a casual arrangement in the dark of Room 404, drowning in a depth that neither of our written rules could ever hope to contain.

Khalia

At 8:28 PM, the alarm on my phone vibrated silently on the bedside table.

The clinical reality reasserted itself with the brutality of a sudden downpour. I sat up, the cold air of the hotel room hitting my bare back.

Beside me, Atasha was curled on her side, the white sheet pulled up to her shoulders, her breathing soft and even. She looked incredibly fragile in the dim light.

My chest ached with a sudden, terrifying weight. The data was clear: ninety minutes in a neutral room hadn't neutralized anything.

It had only amplified the threat.

I forced myself out of the bed. Without looking back, I gathered my clothes from the floor, dressed in the dark, and tied my hair back into its standard, rigid structure.

I left the electronic key card on the desk, grabbed my laptop bag, and slipped out of Room 404 exactly two minutes before the slot expired.

The drive back to my condo in BGC was a blur of neon lights and heavy traffic. My hands shook slightly against the steering wheel. As soon as I walked through my front door, the silence of my apartment felt suffocating.

I pulled out my phone and opened our encrypted chat log.

Khalia: Room 404 cleared at 8:29 PM. The objective was completed successfully. I will review the northern retaining wall adjustments based on your canopy roots tomorrow morning before the 10:00 AM stakeholder meeting.

I stared at the screen, waiting. Five minutes passed. Then ten.

A single bubble appeared, then vanished. Finally, her response came through.

Atasha: Received. The concrete drainage files have been uploaded to the shared drive. Goodnight, Partner.

I set the phone face down on the kitchen island. The word Partner stung worse than Ms. Clemente ever could.

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