LOGINThree hours later, I stood in front of my vanity mirror, smacking my bloodshot lipstick together before pouting at Becky's reflection.
"Becky, you don't have to follow me. I'm fine," I insisted. "Miss Victoria... you are still staggering," she countered, crossing her arms. "Let me drive you at least. I just want to make sure you are safe." She actually had a point. "Fine, Becky. You almost sound like a mom," I muttered, rolling my eyes as I grabbed my small purse. Becky let out a visible sigh of relief, and we headed out to the car. She started the engine but paused, throwing one last, heavy look my way. "Are you sure you want to do this? It's a one-time and forever thing, Miss Victoria." "As sure as daylight!" I threw my hands up in the air. Times like this were exactly why I loved having a convertible. Becky shifted into drive and zoomed off. The New York streets were alive, flashing past us in a blur of blinding neon and chaotic energy. I knew the city never slept, but tonight felt dialled up to an eleven. Was it the Fourth of July, or have I just been an extreme introvert? "Here! Pull over here, let's go in here!" I gestured excitedly toward a massive building vibrating with heavy, jarring bass. Blazing across the front in bold lights was the name: THE GATES OF HELL. "That's one hell of a name," Becky muttered, her eyes widening at the attention-grabbing facade. "I bet I'll find something hot in there, then," I squealed, unbuckling my seatbelt and stepping out onto the pavement. But Becky remained behind the wheel, her knuckles white against the steering wheel. "I don't feel good about leaving you all by yourself in there..." She tilted her head, peering nervously at the crowded, chaotic entrance. "Becky, I'm a grown woman. I feel good, and I'll be fine. Trust me." I gave her hand a reassuring tug and blew her a kiss before walking away. But the truth was, I did not feel good at all. In fact, I felt completely shitty. But I would rather drown in the gates of hell with a hot demon than drown in my own bed while the phantom echoes of Trisha's moans tortured my sanity. "Hey," I murmured to the buff female bouncer standing by the entrance. Something about her imposing build screamed that I was in the exact right place. If I didn't find an Adam tonight, who knows? I might just settle for an Eve. A slow smirk drew across her lips. She averted her gaze and gestured for me to walk right in, keeping it strictly professional. Yeah, right. The music blasted my eardrums the moment I crossed the threshold. Faint neon blues and deep reds flashed rhythmically, making it almost impossible to discern a single human face. "What kind of overly stimulation is this?" I muttered, navigating through the sea of sweating, pulsing bodies. Suddenly, the DJ cut the music. "Okay, okay! I see we are all hyped up right now!" The crowd erupted into a deafening uproar. "Then we all know what time it is, my ladiessss!" the DJ screamed into his microphone. The crowd went wilder. What time was it? "Sexyyyyyyy Lucaaaa!!!!" They chanted in unison. Right on cue, the house lights went completely black, and a piercing spotlight slammed onto the stage. Standing there was a nearly naked, breathtakingly hot guy. My jaw dropped. The women around me went into an absolute frenzy. He was a professional dancer, and his body was practically sculpted for sin. I could stake my life savings on it. The DJ spun the next track. The familiar beat hit the speakers, and I squealed. "Oh my god! That's my song!" Let me take you down... I sang along at the top of my lungs, completely caught up in the vibe until Mr. Hot Stuff finished his set and disappeared from the stage. By then, my throat felt like sandpaper. With the bizarre, elevated way I was already feeling, common sense told me tequila was a terrible idea. But my feet moved much faster than my brain. I leaned against the bar counter. "Bartender... six shots of Sex on the Beach, please." "Six shots? Are you trying to forget your own name?" a smooth, male voice murmured from right behind me. Yes, actually, I was-but that was absolutely none of his business. I turned around, fully prepared to snap, but my eyes widened. "It's you, isn't it?" he said. Me? My cheeks instantly flared hot. The dancer from the stage actually knew me? His gaze wasn't exactly cold, but there was no excitement either. He double-tapped the dark wood of the bar. "Two shots of whiskey, please." Within seconds, the bartender slid over a lowball glass with ice rattling inside. The man swirled the amber liquid, leaning in. "You have something that belongs to me."he said. "I think you are clearly mistaken..." I stammered, utterly confused. He glanced around the crowded bar cautiously, checking his surroundings before leaning even closer. His breath brushed my ear. "The little package?..." He cocked his head, waiting. Sudden, blinding realization hit me like a train. Wait... wait. "The delivery guy?" He swallowed both shots of whiskey in one fluid motion. "You're trying to be funny," he said, his face a perfect, unreadable poker face. Before I could reply, the distinct, wailing screech of sirens echoed from right outside the club entrance. "Fucking hell," he muttered, throwing his head back in annoyance. "What do they want?" I asked, looking toward the doors. "I thought security here was supposed to be tight." "We just have to sit back and wait," he said, but instead of waiting, he spun out of his seat. "Well, where are you going?" I called out. "Did you really think I was just going to sit here?". a sharp glance over his shoulder, he grabbed my hand, and yanked me along. My head continued to spin as he pulled me down a dim, narrow hallway, away from the craziness of the main floor. "Wait, wait... where are you taking me?" I protested, trying to resist his iron grip on my wrist. "Shh. Just follow me." He reached the end of the hall and used his boot to kick open a slightly unlatched door, pulling me inside a private room. "What is this?!" I cried out, finally wrenching my wrist free. "I need you to be quiet. It's the least you can do for me right now," he spat, pacing back and forth across the floor like a caged animal. "You know what I think? I think you're crazy, and I'm calling Becky this exact second," I said, anger finally overtaking my confusion. "No, you can't bring anyone else into this!" he snapped, his eyes flashing. "Is this... a kidnap? Are you kidnapping me?" He stopped dead in his tracks. Slowly, he turned to face me. My heart beat like a bass drum against my ribs with every slow, deliberate step he took toward me. He didn't stop until he completely invaded my personal space, towering over me effortlessly. This was completely, totally not how I wanted this night to go. I whimpered softly, refusing to acknowledge the strange, twisted thoughts suddenly flooding my mind. "Actually, yes. It's a kidnap," he whispered, his warm breath fanning against my nose. "What are you going to do about it?" Thud. Thud. Thud. A heavy, violent pounding rattled the door. " We know you're in there. Open the door!" a firm, authoritative voice echoed from the hallway. A dark smirk drew across the man's lips. He continued to hover over me, his chest pressing closer and closer against mine. Everything was happening too fast. My brain couldn't process it. I opened my mouth to scream or say something, but only a faint gasp escaped. "I need you to close your eyes and stay perfectly still," he murmured, locking his gaze with mine. His eyes issued a silent, heavy dare. The pounding at the door grew louder, more frantic, but he completely ignored it. Keeping absolute eye contact, he slid his cold hands down my thighs, slowly trailing them upward until his palms rested against the bare skin of my hips. I swallowed hard. "W-what are you doing?" The words barely managed to escape my throat. Shakily, I reached out and gripped his broad shoulders for support as his fingers hooked into the fabric of my panties, slowly sliding them down. Was this really happening? With a guy whose name I didn't even know? I had saved my virginity all these years, only to give it away to some anonymous club dancer in a back room? "Stop it..." I whispered faintly, though my voice almost cracked. Suddenly, the door flung open, clicking heavily against the wall. He reacted instantly, trying to pull my underwear back up, but I shoved him away in a panic. "I can do it myself!" I hissed. As I adjusted my clothes, I felt something small and hard brush against my bare skin. "What's that...?" I whispered. "Shh," he hushed me. - "Wait... Victoria?" The firm, authoritative voice called my name from the doorway. Oh, shit. This just went from bad to worst. "What are you doing here with...?" The Deputy's voice trailed off, his eyes shifting to the dancer, who had nonchalantly thrown himself backward onto the room's small daybed. "You don't talk to my girlfriend that way, Deputy," the man said, a mocking smirk plastered across his face. "Girlfriend?" the Deputy repeated, his voice laced with disbelief. In my head, I repeated the word, too. Girlfriend?! "Officers, search him," the Deputy ordered sharply, his eyes snapping back to me and locking onto my face. "We received info that this young man, Lucas, is in possession of an illegal substance tonight. A tiny, wrapped-up parcel." The Deputy clicked his tongue against his teeth, stepping fully into the room. "But I think I have a much bigger problem on my hands now, don't i?" he said rigidly. He didn't blink, his gaze suddenly blistering with an equal dose of deep anger and crushing disappointment aimed directly at me. "Victoria Lurkin. I'm going to as you one last time. What the fuck are you doing here?" He bawled his eyes out askingLUCAS POV “Hey.” Maddie said softly as she folded her hands together underneath the large sweater she was wrapped in. She looked cleaner, fresher and collectively bright I cleared my throat, unsure of what to say or do, i just simply held on to her door knob as the thousands of questions echoed through my mind all at the same time. Then she looked over her shoulders and around, then shrugged her shoulders. “I guess we have a lot to catch up on…” she said finally, a small smile breaking out on her cracked lips.“Oh uh yeah..” i chuckled nervously, “ i guess.” Was this really happening, …was she awake?, my heart juggled through all the many things i wanted to say to her, all the letters i sent to her, all the wasted years i spent searching for whom my soul was without her. “But this is quite a pink room.” She chuckled quietly, I bit back a chuckle, holding it back with a fist of my hand, “Truth is, -—, i designed this specially for you.” I took a step further into the room. her
{now playing: earned it by the weekend } Lucas pov She was right. Damn it … she really was, if the press as much as suspected anything they would drown us with their rolling cameras. So I moved closer to her. She kept her eyes wide open, filled with questions and uncertainties. They were a bit swollen and glossy, I could easily tell she had been crying for so long. But why? Then her lips parted slightly. This was the nearest I’d been to her since the hot and mind blowing session at Carcassonne, I could feel her heat bursting through the tiny space between us, This wasn’t happening—, fuck Lucas ….I wasn’t supposed to feel this way. I hated her …I hated that she broke my trust and left me for dead!Then slowly a line of tear rolled down her eyes, running into her plump lips….”what are you doing Victoria?” I mouthed inaudibly, tracing the warm liquid around her lips as she closed her eyes shut. Damn you. I crashed my lips on hers slowly, my heart raced, maybe this was a wrong ide
Victoria pov “Miss Victoria,?!” Becky’s shrill voice cut through the hallway from behind me, I stopped still,holding the flowing remains of my wedding dress in my hands. “Were you ever going to tell me you were getting married?” She asked, “or was I just going to pick up bits and pieces from the news?” I scoffed and turned around. She was putting on a floral pink dress, just like what any maid of honor would wear on a ceremony of her close friend. But this wasn’t a wedding, it was just a contract. “Are you c-crying?” she asked stepping forward, “Uh—, Becky,” I breathed in sharply. “ I I wish I could explain to you but these past weeks have been —tough” my throat tightened. “Lucas and I, we have our differences now and I don’t think we will ever be the way we used to be…” I trailed off, wiping off the rows of tears running down my right eye. “Wait.” She chuckled hesitantly. “Then why did you marry him.” She furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. “I didn’t have a choice.” I answe
Lucas pov "Remember not to screw this up." My father walked in and stood at the entrance saying. He was suited up in a plain white tuxedo suit, casting a sharp sync with his grey turning white hair. "You look dashing." I stated blandly. Nearly rolling my eyes."It's a cause for celebration, or don't you think so?"he asked, I scoffed, cause for celebration or blackmail? You never cared about my activities-, I wonder what sparks your interest now." I shrugged out the black tie painfully suffocating me. He looked around the empty room with his lips pursed tight, casting judgmental looks on every item his eyes fell on and then lingered a bit longer on the tossed tie. "Julian was good with Knotting ties you know." He said,"And then he died." I shot back. " I don't need to remind you that it's a wedding and not a memorial.-,oh wait," I tipped the end of my chin now saying, "Is this even a wedding or a set up for your astute hate for Maddie. You know what?-I don't even wanna talk abo
The aisle was lined with nearly or more than a hundred white flowers on each sides, it all almost felt real. What was this? A ‘crazy rich asians’ wedding?” I mentally chuckled as i took my first step. The guests which i had no idea whom they were all rose up to honor the bride, as curtsy demands of course but the, my throat suddenly tightened, There was no groom waiting at the end of the aisle. Where was lucas?The lace of my dress all so suddenly felt suffocatingky tight and my palm moistened with sweats from the internal volcano erupting within me. Isn’t the groom supposed to be waiting for the bride?” Someone whispered from the sidelines,”The murmurs were small and hushed at first, but then it broke into entire audible conversation between guests with each Walk i took.“Dad….” I took a deep breath saying, “the groom,—,” my voice trembled, “he’s not present.” “He will be here soon. Just put a smile on your face.” He said, tightening my arm around his, his Rigid posture The p
THE WEDDING DAY(Throwback) “Trisha!,” i stared at the mirror assessing Trishas wedding dress. She rushed in, eyes wide open as i smiled brightly at my reflection. “I look so pretty in your wedding dress,” i gurgled excitedly. “Don't you ever fucking do that again!” She yanked the veil from my hair…. “ its not a good feat to wear a brides dress vicky, are you crazy?” “Oh…uh, I'm sorry” i zipped down the dress immediately and suddenly, there was a banging knock at the door. “Ill get that.” I scurried off saying.“Uh, the bride isn't ready yet. How can i help you?” I answered the event planner who stood at the door face paled out like she had seen a ghost, “Whats wrong?” I asked, “Its been called off.” She answered in. Barely audible whisper. “What, did you just say?” Trishas voice sounded from behind, it came off as a hollow, breathless gasp, and i could see the ripple in her heart through her glossy eyes. “Wait…wait…how did this happen?” I continued to bask in my hopeless co
VICTORIAS POV: I woke up to a stinging headache and a tousled hair spreading over my face, and also, was that saliva drooping out of my cheeks? I rolled out from the bed and grabbed my robe.“Ughh…” i hated mornings i groaned, looking at my reflection in the mirror. Then slowly my brain began to
(The following morning)"I feel like I can take a day off but those models, we can't afford to lose them." I'll be waiting for you in the office, please don't be long. Becky squeezed my arm into a bear hug. ", I don't know what I'd do without you Becky." I blew her a kiss as I lazil
"Deputy, we couldn't find anything." one of the officers said, after thoroughly searching through the entire room."That's because I don't have anything on me deputy. Just, my girlfriend and I engaging in random adult activities." he said, with his tongue dancing in his cheeks. The tensi
I pushed through the blinding tears and retreated my footsteps slowly. "no..." I continued to repeat to myself. "no..""Vicky... please...Vicky wait ..." Carl hurriedly picked up his briefs and dangled Into a pair of trousers."yes, that's right Vicky.... run before it gets late







