LOGINThree hours later, I stood in front of my vanity mirror, smacking my bloodshot lipstick together before pouting at Becky's reflection.
"Becky, you don't have to follow me. I'm fine," I insisted. "Miss Victoria... you are still staggering," she countered, crossing her arms. "Let me drive you at least. I just want to make sure you are safe." She actually had a point. "Fine, Becky. You almost sound like a mom," I muttered, rolling my eyes as I grabbed my small purse. Becky let out a visible sigh of relief, and we headed out to the car. She started the engine but paused, throwing one last, heavy look my way. "Are you sure you want to do this? It's a one-time and forever thing, Miss Victoria." "As sure as daylight!" I threw my hands up in the air. Times like this were exactly why I loved having a convertible. Becky shifted into drive and zoomed off. The New York streets were alive, flashing past us in a blur of blinding neon and chaotic energy. I knew the city never slept, but tonight felt dialled up to an eleven. Was it the Fourth of July, or have I just been an extreme introvert? "Here! Pull over here, let's go in here!" I gestured excitedly toward a massive building vibrating with heavy, jarring bass. Blazing across the front in bold lights was the name: THE GATES OF HELL. "That's one hell of a name," Becky muttered, her eyes widening at the attention-grabbing facade. "I bet I'll find something hot in there, then," I squealed, unbuckling my seatbelt and stepping out onto the pavement. But Becky remained behind the wheel, her knuckles white against the steering wheel. "I don't feel good about leaving you all by yourself in there..." She tilted her head, peering nervously at the crowded, chaotic entrance. "Becky, I'm a grown woman. I feel good, and I'll be fine. Trust me." I gave her hand a reassuring tug and blew her a kiss before walking away. But the truth was, I did not feel good at all. In fact, I felt completely shitty. But I would rather drown in the gates of hell with a hot demon than drown in my own bed while the phantom echoes of Trisha's moans tortured my sanity. "Hey," I murmured to the buff female bouncer standing by the entrance. Something about her imposing build screamed that I was in the exact right place. If I didn't find an Adam tonight, who knows? I might just settle for an Eve. A slow smirk drew across her lips. She averted her gaze and gestured for me to walk right in, keeping it strictly professional. Yeah, right. The music blasted my eardrums the moment I crossed the threshold. Faint neon blues and deep reds flashed rhythmically, making it almost impossible to discern a single human face. "What kind of overly stimulation is this?" I muttered, navigating through the sea of sweating, pulsing bodies. Suddenly, the DJ cut the music. "Okay, okay! I see we are all hyped up right now!" The crowd erupted into a deafening uproar. "Then we all know what time it is, my ladiessss!" the DJ screamed into his microphone. The crowd went wilder. What time was it? "Sexyyyyyyy Lucaaaa!!!!" They chanted in unison. Right on cue, the house lights went completely black, and a piercing spotlight slammed onto the stage. Standing there was a nearly naked, breathtakingly hot guy. My jaw dropped. The women around me went into an absolute frenzy. He was a professional dancer, and his body was practically sculpted for sin. I could stake my life savings on it. The DJ spun the next track. The familiar beat hit the speakers, and I squealed. "Oh my god! That's my song!" Let me take you down... I sang along at the top of my lungs, completely caught up in the vibe until Mr. Hot Stuff finished his set and disappeared from the stage. By then, my throat felt like sandpaper. With the bizarre, elevated way I was already feeling, common sense told me tequila was a terrible idea. But my feet moved much faster than my brain. I leaned against the bar counter. "Bartender... six shots of Sex on the Beach, please." "Six shots? Are you trying to forget your own name?" a smooth, male voice murmured from right behind me. Yes, actually, I was-but that was absolutely none of his business. I turned around, fully prepared to snap, but my eyes widened. "It's you, isn't it?" he said. Me? My cheeks instantly flared hot. The dancer from the stage actually knew me? His gaze wasn't exactly cold, but there was no excitement either. He double-tapped the dark wood of the bar. "Two shots of whiskey, please." Within seconds, the bartender slid over a lowball glass with ice rattling inside. The man swirled the amber liquid, leaning in. "You have something that belongs to me."he said. "I think you are clearly mistaken..." I stammered, utterly confused. He glanced around the crowded bar cautiously, checking his surroundings before leaning even closer. His breath brushed my ear. "The little package?..." He cocked his head, waiting. Sudden, blinding realization hit me like a train. Wait... wait. "The delivery guy?" He swallowed both shots of whiskey in one fluid motion. "You're trying to be funny," he said, his face a perfect, unreadable poker face. Before I could reply, the distinct, wailing screech of sirens echoed from right outside the club entrance. "Fucking hell," he muttered, throwing his head back in annoyance. "What do they want?" I asked, looking toward the doors. "I thought security here was supposed to be tight." "We just have to sit back and wait," he said, but instead of waiting, he spun out of his seat. "Well, where are you going?" I called out. "Did you really think I was just going to sit here?". a sharp glance over his shoulder, he grabbed my hand, and yanked me along. My head continued to spin as he pulled me down a dim, narrow hallway, away from the craziness of the main floor. "Wait, wait... where are you taking me?" I protested, trying to resist his iron grip on my wrist. "Shh. Just follow me." He reached the end of the hall and used his boot to kick open a slightly unlatched door, pulling me inside a private room. "What is this?!" I cried out, finally wrenching my wrist free. "I need you to be quiet. It's the least you can do for me right now," he spat, pacing back and forth across the floor like a caged animal. "You know what I think? I think you're crazy, and I'm calling Becky this exact second," I said, anger finally overtaking my confusion. "No, you can't bring anyone else into this!" he snapped, his eyes flashing. "Is this... a kidnap? Are you kidnapping me?" He stopped dead in his tracks. Slowly, he turned to face me. My heart beat like a bass drum against my ribs with every slow, deliberate step he took toward me. He didn't stop until he completely invaded my personal space, towering over me effortlessly. This was completely, totally not how I wanted this night to go. I whimpered softly, refusing to acknowledge the strange, twisted thoughts suddenly flooding my mind. "Actually, yes. It's a kidnap," he whispered, his warm breath fanning against my nose. "What are you going to do about it?" Thud. Thud. Thud. A heavy, violent pounding rattled the door. " We know you're in there. Open the door!" a firm, authoritative voice echoed from the hallway. A dark smirk drew across the man's lips. He continued to hover over me, his chest pressing closer and closer against mine. Everything was happening too fast. My brain couldn't process it. I opened my mouth to scream or say something, but only a faint gasp escaped. "I need you to close your eyes and stay perfectly still," he murmured, locking his gaze with mine. His eyes issued a silent, heavy dare. The pounding at the door grew louder, more frantic, but he completely ignored it. Keeping absolute eye contact, he slid his cold hands down my thighs, slowly trailing them upward until his palms rested against the bare skin of my hips. I swallowed hard. "W-what are you doing?" The words barely managed to escape my throat. Shakily, I reached out and gripped his broad shoulders for support as his fingers hooked into the fabric of my panties, slowly sliding them down. Was this really happening? With a guy whose name I didn't even know? I had saved my virginity all these years, only to give it away to some anonymous club dancer in a back room? "Stop it..." I whispered faintly, though my voice almost cracked. Suddenly, the door flung open, clicking heavily against the wall. He reacted instantly, trying to pull my underwear back up, but I shoved him away in a panic. "I can do it myself!" I hissed. As I adjusted my clothes, I felt something small and hard brush against my bare skin. "What's that...?" I whispered. "Shh," he hushed me. - "Wait... Victoria?" The firm, authoritative voice called my name from the doorway. Oh, shit. This just went from bad to worst. "What are you doing here with...?" The Deputy's voice trailed off, his eyes shifting to the dancer, who had nonchalantly thrown himself backward onto the room's small daybed. "You don't talk to my girlfriend that way, Deputy," the man said, a mocking smirk plastered across his face. "Girlfriend?" the Deputy repeated, his voice laced with disbelief. In my head, I repeated the word, too. Girlfriend?! "Officers, search him," the Deputy ordered sharply, his eyes snapping back to me and locking onto my face. "We received info that this young man, Lucas, is in possession of an illegal substance tonight. A tiny, wrapped-up parcel." The Deputy clicked his tongue against his teeth, stepping fully into the room. "But I think I have a much bigger problem on my hands now, don't i?" he said rigidly. He didn't blink, his gaze suddenly blistering with an equal dose of deep anger and crushing disappointment aimed directly at me. "Victoria Lurkin. I'm going to as you one last time. What the fuck are you doing here?" He bawled his eyes out askingvictoria pov “Kill?”Naah that was overboard, i was thinking kidnap, or get her to run and never come back, but kill? A hard no. I drew in sharp breath. “I have better options Christopher—“I didn't ask for your negotiation skills.” He cut sharply. “Do you think magdalene would spare your life if the cases were reversed?” “Battles are won, kingdoms are brought to their knees, only by a ruler who understands the cost of sacrifice.” “And if that sacrifice is self?” I countered. “Then you lose it and seek for redemption elsewhere,” I chuckled weakly, “All for Lucas?” “All for what you deserve.” He answered. I shook my head, “i cant.” “Five years is a long time to be alone Victoria.” A wry sneer escaped his lips again. “Im not a murderer Christopher.” I fisted my hands tightly by my sides. He narrowed his eyes and pulled his suit jacket together as he took a step closer to me. “If you don't, then i promise you,— he said, his words hanging like a metal bell over my neck. “eve
Victoria pov I adjusted my white dress and fixed the gloves back on my hands. “Are you okay?” Becky rushed up to the entrance, panting. “Yeah, of course, why?” I sniffed in deeply. She tilted her eyebrows up, pointing her thumb behind. “ i thought i saw Lucas storm out, with some lady by his side.” She said. “Oh uh yes i guess.” “Well, i think you should know something…” she said,I shook my head lightly, brushing her off. “I uh, i dont wanna talk about it becky so. Please. Lets just drop this.” I choked out. She nodded sympathetically and extended a curt smile. “I was going to say i might know something that could make you feel better.” I chuckled bitterly. What? So now I'm the depressed and dumped newly wed who desperately needed some sort of asylum? Well news flash? I dont need to wallow in more self pity than i already do. “…..so what do you think?” Becky squealed excitedly. I lifted up my eyelids to meet hers, her eyes were bright and alive compared to the red puffine
LUCAS POV “Hey.” Maddie said softly as she folded her hands together underneath the large sweater she was wrapped in. She looked cleaner, fresher and collectively bright I cleared my throat, unsure of what to say or do, i just simply held on to her door knob as the thousands of questions echoed through my mind all at the same time. Then she looked over her shoulders and around, then shrugged her shoulders. “I guess we have a lot to catch up on…” she said finally, a small smile breaking out on her cracked lips.“Oh uh yeah..” i chuckled nervously, “ i guess.” Was this really happening, …was she awake?, my heart juggled through all the many things i wanted to say to her, all the letters i sent to her, all the wasted years i spent searching for whom my soul was without her. “But this is quite a pink room.” She chuckled quietly, I bit back a chuckle, holding it back with a fist of my hand, “Truth is, -—, i designed this specially for you.” I took a step further into the room. her
{now playing: earned it by the weekend } Lucas pov She was right. Damn it … she really was, if the press as much as suspected anything they would drown us with their rolling cameras. So I moved closer to her. She kept her eyes wide open, filled with questions and uncertainties. They were a bit swollen and glossy, I could easily tell she had been crying for so long. But why? Then her lips parted slightly. This was the nearest I’d been to her since the hot and mind blowing session at Carcassonne, I could feel her heat bursting through the tiny space between us, This wasn’t happening—, fuck Lucas ….I wasn’t supposed to feel this way. I hated her …I hated that she broke my trust and left me for dead!Then slowly a line of tear rolled down her eyes, running into her plump lips….”what are you doing Victoria?” I mouthed inaudibly, tracing the warm liquid around her lips as she closed her eyes shut. Damn you. I crashed my lips on hers slowly, my heart raced, maybe this was a wrong ide
Victoria pov “Miss Victoria,?!” Becky’s shrill voice cut through the hallway from behind me, I stopped still,holding the flowing remains of my wedding dress in my hands. “Were you ever going to tell me you were getting married?” She asked, “or was I just going to pick up bits and pieces from the news?” I scoffed and turned around. She was putting on a floral pink dress, just like what any maid of honor would wear on a ceremony of her close friend. But this wasn’t a wedding, it was just a contract. “Are you c-crying?” she asked stepping forward, “Uh—, Becky,” I breathed in sharply. “ I I wish I could explain to you but these past weeks have been —tough” my throat tightened. “Lucas and I, we have our differences now and I don’t think we will ever be the way we used to be…” I trailed off, wiping off the rows of tears running down my right eye. “Wait.” She chuckled hesitantly. “Then why did you marry him.” She furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. “I didn’t have a choice.” I answe
Lucas pov "Remember not to screw this up." My father walked in and stood at the entrance saying. He was suited up in a plain white tuxedo suit, casting a sharp sync with his grey turning white hair. "You look dashing." I stated blandly. Nearly rolling my eyes."It's a cause for celebration, or don't you think so?"he asked, I scoffed, cause for celebration or blackmail? You never cared about my activities-, I wonder what sparks your interest now." I shrugged out the black tie painfully suffocating me. He looked around the empty room with his lips pursed tight, casting judgmental looks on every item his eyes fell on and then lingered a bit longer on the tossed tie. "Julian was good with Knotting ties you know." He said,"And then he died." I shot back. " I don't need to remind you that it's a wedding and not a memorial.-,oh wait," I tipped the end of my chin now saying, "Is this even a wedding or a set up for your astute hate for Maddie. You know what?-I don't even wanna talk abo
I pushed through the blinding tears and retreated my footsteps slowly. "no..." I continued to repeat to myself. "no..""Vicky... please...Vicky wait ..." Carl hurriedly picked up his briefs and dangled Into a pair of trousers."yes, that's right Vicky.... run before it gets late
"Trisha!" I screamed into the phone. "guess guess guess what!""Im just coming from the phone store, it had a fault and that's absolutely the reason why I'm calling this late." I said in between breaths smiling from ear to ear. " Easy darling easy....you sound so excited, what
(The following morning)"I feel like I can take a day off but those models, we can't afford to lose them." I'll be waiting for you in the office, please don't be long. Becky squeezed my arm into a bear hug. ", I don't know what I'd do without you Becky." I blew her a kiss as I lazil
"Deputy, we couldn't find anything." one of the officers said, after thoroughly searching through the entire room."That's because I don't have anything on me deputy. Just, my girlfriend and I engaging in random adult activities." he said, with his tongue dancing in his cheeks. The tensi







