LOGINTWO WEEKS LATER....' I have been dreaming things that don't make sense to me. I hear things on repeat like a song, in my head. Not only that, but I saw that man again. He came by my house. He doesn't know that I've known he's been watching me. I wonder why he shows up at those times, when I hear someone call for me in my dreams.'The passage I have gone through, is among the early entries in my journal.The transaction from short notes to longer notes, shows that I had more to share as I grew older.I recognised a mistake I made then. I never wrote the dates but was quick to pour out everything on paper. Other entries show that I rushed through my notes at times, I scribbled a lot.I have made it my mission to go back in time and start reading through my journal entries. I started doing this a few days ago. My gut tells me that the journal is incomplete. I feel like this journal is a continuation on my growing years.Another one exists but I have no clue where to look for it.I don't
Goodbyes are never easy, especially today being one of those days that I have to. Time got in the way again and has invaded into our bubble.I wish time didn't move too fast but here we are. I woke up this morning to the thought of what today means. That alone dampened my mood.I should be used to this. The goodbye.With situations changed, this road is where we will need to get used to. Overall distance might become a norm, until things settle and we figure out our next move for the future.It won't be long until I'm done with senior year.We've gone down this road before and we will continue to do so because situations have changed. Distance will have to become a somewhat norm until we figure things out once I'm done with senior year. The new season is here and I will have to adapt.My heart refuses to say goodbye.He said he would be back soon but a part of me feels like he isn't as certain, as all the the other times.What is soon?How soon?Ever since he announced it, deep dow
A content smile paints my face when I feel arms wrap around my waist. " Now this is a perfect morning for me." He says in my ear, his breath brushing against my ear." A perfect morning huh?" I ask, looking at him through the mirror." You're the first person I woke up to this morning, it's good enough for me." My face warms up when last night comes into mind. My eyes drop to my feet and I bite on my bottom lip, holding back from saying something until I figure out a way to word things properly. I don't want to sound weird." Muffin?" " Hmm?" I answer, not budging. " I have something I want to tell you." That calls for my attention. My eyes rise to the mirror and I look at him expectantly.This doesn't satisfy him and so, he tilts my head in a way our eyes meet." Now I've got your attention." He mumbles, eyes fleeting down to my lips briefly before he looks into my eyes again.And I thought he had something on his mind." What have you been thinking about?" Is he seriously goin
" Casey?!" I continue walking, ignoring him.He doesn't stop following me as I head for the stairs." Casey-wait!" He grabs a hold of my arm, stopping me on the first step.I quickly pull back and say, " finish that call and then take me home." " W-what? No." He shakes his head, looking a little panicked. " Casey listen to me-------"" I don't want to be where I am not wanted Ethan!" I cry out, my emotions getting the best of me.Tears won't stop falling and it makes me feel more upset. I feel like a cry baby too which does t help how I feel." What are you talking about? Ofcourse you're wanted, I want you. Baby come on, I want you here. That's the whole reason I even suggested we spend time together this weekend, I want(he lets out a breath), Casey, I'm here because of you and no one else." I'm already shaking my head, " I don't believe you." He stumbles back, being startled by my response." How can you not believe that I----" " No, I can't believe I've given you so much room,
IN THE LAND OF THE BLACK SHADOW PACK....She had looked at him with different eyes than the ones he had gotten used to.He'd started to ease into her welcoming and familiar gaze, but not this. Again, she became guarded. He could feel the non-existing wall building on top of the one that had already been there. That clearly bothered him and he couldn't deny it.Thankfully, none of those around him that noticed, mentioned anything. It hung dry in the air.When he'd introduced her as a friend to his father, he'd realised after some time that he meant it. In the beginning, it had come as a surprise to both of them but it didn't feel out of place. Time had been short, he hadn't known her for long and yet, being around her felt like he was meant to be in her presence. The heir of the Black Shadow Pack, who had faced some of the worst experiences known in their world, was bothered so much by the way a new comer in town had looked at him. It should have not lingered in mind and marinate itse
' Am I just unlucky?' " Casey?" I flinch in surprise when a hand makes contact with my shoulder.The many thoughts that had crowded my head, have now ceased.I look up behind me and meet Ethan's concerned eyes. " Call your mom back baby. I'll walk out officer James." He says, with my phone in hand.Mom called and I didn't even hear it? Where is my head right now?" Okay." I take it and start scrolling through it." Hey?" I look at him again. " Would you like me to take you home instead? Maybe you want us to call off------" I shake my head no, " I want to stay here with you." Despite the turnout from tonight, my weekend plans with Ethan remain the same." Okay," he kisses my forehead. " I'll be right back." He says against my skin." Hmm." I nod, watching him leave until he disappears from view.I take a moment to prepare myself, for the call I'm about to make.When I'm ready, I press the call button. On the third ring, she answers.The conversation with my mother is not long. From







