Aiden's Point of View
"Are you okay?" Regie asked.I nodded and took the table napkin. Oh, man, that was embarrassing.Wyatt caressed my back and asked, "Are you okay, babe?"B-Babe?! That's so common!We didn't talk about the endearment, so I was surprised.I turned to him and nodded, "Yeah, I'm fine."Marcus smiled and said, "Good to know that you're fine. So, may we know your name?""I'm Aida," I said."She's Aira," Wyatt said.What the fuck?!We spoke at the same time, so I wouldn't wonder why his cousins looked at us in shock and exchanged glances with us. I thought Aida was my name? Why did he say that my name was Aira?The two of us looked at each other. Because I was annoyed with him, I stepped on his foot under the table. He's really the one to give us reason to get caught!"Ah..." he scratched his head and laughed, "I just bit my tongue so I said Aira, but her name is really Aida."His cousins smiled. Wyatt seemed to convince them, because they just nodded."Let's order," Cynthia said, then raised her hand to call the waiter.After we ordered, we just chatted until the food arrived."Wow, you really look like Aiden," Criza suddenly spoke up. "If Aiden were just a girl, I might think she's the one in front of me right now."I simply glanced at Wyatt before I said, "Not too much.""Don't tell me you're Aiden's twin?" Cynthia asked.I immediately shook my head and said, with a wave of my hand, "No. Uhm... Maybe we just really look alike.""Wyatt's childhood best friend is Aiden, so maybe he also looked for someone who looks like Aiden," Marcus joked.I just pretended to laugh, even though the conversation was awkward for me. I probably look like Aiden because that’s me! But of course I can't tell them that if I don't want to get caught. Also, it's embarrassing because they might think I'm a pervert because I wear women's clothes. Sigh."It's good that my cousin chose this girl," Ryan said, laughing."Of course, I'm handsome, so I need a girlfriend who's beautiful," Wyatt boasted in response.Ah, really? I'm beautiful, so why did you make me your girlfriend?"Hmp!" Criza pouted. "I suddenly missed Aiden. I'm used to the fact that whenever Wyatt is invited to eat outside, he's always with him."Just because of that, do you miss me? Maybe you like me too?"Hey, Criza, watch your mouth," Regie warned."Aida is here, but our word of mouth is Aiden; maybe later Aida will be jealous of him."Huh? Why should I be jealous of myself?"That's right, let's just forget about Aiden for this day," Wyatt said.Wait, let me introduce his cousins first. Marcus is the oldest of their cousins and will soon graduate from college. Ryan, on the other hand, is the second-to-oldest; he is in his third year of college, and he's attending the same school that Marcus attends. Regie and Cynthia are about the same age as Wyatt and I, and we both attend the same school. We are still in our first year of college. Criza is the youngest of all; she is only in grade 11.Regarding Wyatt's cousin who confessed to me that he liked me, it was Regie. I don't know if the bad wind caused him to suddenly confess.[Flashback]We were doing homework in the garden of Wyatt’s house. We were accompanied by his cousins Cynthia and Regie, who had homework that was similar to ours.We first decided to rest for 15 minutes because Wyatt was tired of answering. Wyatt and Cynthia left to get cookies and juice inside the house, while Regie and I were left in the garden."A-Aiden," he uttered.I turned to him and asked, "Why? Oh, are you sick?" I touched his forehead when I noticed his face was red. "You're not hot," I said."Uhm... here," he said, handing me a small piece of paper, which I accepted.The paper was folded, so I still had to unfold it so I could see what was inside. My eyes widened when I read what was written there."I like you." The letter says.I turned to Regie and saw that his face was very red."What's t-this?" I asked."There's something written there; can't you read it?" He asked back."No, what I mean is, why is there a note saying I like you here?" I sighed.He turned to me and said, "Because I like you.""What?!" My brows furrowed. "You can't like me; I'm a guy like you.""I know..." His face saddened, and he avoided looking at me."I'm sorry, Regie. I can't return your feelings for me," I said."It's okay," he nodded, "the important thing is that I finally said how I feel.""I'm sorry..."[End of Flashback]That happened when we were in Grade 11. Maybe what Regie felt towards me was just infatuation because we were young. Maybe he just enjoyed being with me, and he just misinterpreted how he felt. It's been two years, so maybe he doesn't have feelings for me anymore. Regie is a good friend, and I like him as a friend, and that’s it. Not that I hate it because we're both men, but because I haven't even thought about entering into a relationship.I've seen two men dating, and there's nothing wrong with that. They look even better to stare at than a toxic relationship, just like the ones we are watching today in the restaurant. Really? They are fighting in a public place?"I told you to break up with her, but you didn't do it!" The woman shouted."Hey, calm down. A lot of people are already watching," said the man, trying to calm the woman down."What's calmed down? You think when I cheat on you, you'll calm down, huh?!" The woman shouted again."Please..." the man looked around as if ashamed of what his girlfriend was doing."Show me your girl, now!" The woman shouted.Because of their noise, the staff at the restaurant approached them and forced them out. That's better because they are bothering the people who are eating.If I were to enter into a relationship, I would not do what the woman did. What does she want to show, and why does she have to scandalize in a public place? To embarrass her partner? That's lame. They can talk about that privately."Hey, are you okay?" Wyatt whispered to me.I turned to him, "Hmm? Yes, why?"“We can go home if you feel uncomfortable,” he said.I looked at his cousins as they talked about the woman and man who had been fighting earlier, then I turned my gaze back to Wyatt."We can finish the meal before leaving; it's embarrassing for your cousins," I replied.He nodded and smiled at me and said, "Okay."After dinner, we said goodbye and went home. Criza suggested that we all take a picture before we go home because this is the first time that Wyatt introduces someone to them. We didn't refuse, and we agreed to take pictures. Marcus added that he would call Wyatt when they decided to eat outside again.When we got home to the condo, I immediately undressed and went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. After me, Wyatt took a bath. I was answering questions in my workbook when I felt Wyatt sitting next to me.Okay, I'm just curious. We use the same body wash, but why does it smell nicer when it comes from Wyatt? Geez."What are you doing?" He asked.I rolled my eyes. Isn’t it obvious what I’m doing?"Are you blind?" I asked sarcastically.He laughed because of what I said: "How were you before? Are you okay?"I nodded. "I feel fine, because I already know them.""Ah, right," he whispered to himself.I was surprised when he suddenly pulled out the workbook I was answering. I turned to him and stared at him. Goodness, isn't he tired? Will this man tease me again?"Give it back," I commanded.He shook his head and said, "I don't want to."My eyebrows met, and I tried to reach my workbook. He stood up and lifted the workbook into the air. Damn it. How can I reach that goal? I'm small; I'm only up to his chest."Give it back to me, Wyatt. It's not funny," I said."Reach for it. When you reach it, I won't tease you for a week," he said."You think I'll believe it? Give it back!" I said then jumped to reach the workbook.Instead of getting the workbook. Wyatt and I both fell to the floor. I'm on his top while he's laying on the floor with his hand still raised.I sat on his stomach and said, "Give that back to me."He averted his eyes before throwing my workbook in my face. He even pushed me so he could stand up.It hurts, ha!"Don't answer that for today. Let's just watch a movie," Wyatt said, and he went to my room. When he came out, he was holding a DVD, which he inserted into the DVD player.I sighed and did nothing but follow his wishes. I also can't concentrate if I continue to answer. Maybe I'll just continue it tomorrow.The show has already started. Wyatt got up, took some food from the refrigerator, and set it down on the table in front of us. We eat while watching.We're already in the midst of watching the two stars exchange saliva.I winced because they've been kissing for too long."Aish, enough already." I said it angrily.How many minutes do they plan to do that? Tch.Wyatt laughed and turned to me, saying, "You don't have any experience with kissing yet?"I turned to him with a frown and said, "I haven't even had a girlfriend yet, and you expect me to have an experience?"He shrugged. "That's true.""How about you? Do you already have experience?" I asked."Hmm..." he smiled, "Yes, when I still had a girlfriend."I looked back at the TV and said, "Okay." I answered, and no one spoke.What we are watching is over. I picked up the remote to turn off the TV. As I stared at the TV, I remembered the scene where the two stars were kissing."So, how does it feel?" I asked while staring at the TV."Huh?" Wyatt, who looks confused.I turned to him and asked, "How did you feel when you kissed your girlfriend?""How does that feel?" He was still confused by the question.Tch. Why did I even bother to ask this man? Handsome but has a slow brain.I threw the throw pillow at him before standing up. "Nevermind," I said. I had already crossed over my foot on his thigh to leave when he suddenly grabbed my wrist, causing me to stop. My position now is that his thigh is in the middle of my two legs. "Why?" I asked."Wanna try it?" He asked.My two eyebrows met, and I withdrew my hand from him. "Huh? Are you nuts?"He laughed softly, "Why? You want to know how it feels, don't you? I forgot how it felt, so I want to try it again.""But we're both men," I replied.He tilted his head and said, "So what? Come here," he pulled me, causing me to sit on his lap.My two legs are open!Because of our position, my face immediately turned red. "H-Hey—" but I couldn't finish what I was going to say when he suddenly kissed me.At first, I didn’t return his kisses out of panic. But eventually, I followed his lips. He bit my lip to get his tongue inside my mouth. He twisted his tongue and seemed to invite my tongue to do what he was doing.I mimicked the movement of his tongue. For a few more seconds, I felt like I was getting drunk on his kiss, as if I didn't want to stop it. I felt Wyatt's hand caress my back until he inserted his hand inside my shirt. He's now touching my skin."Hmp~" I moaned. His palm feels hot.Damn. Why is my heart beating so fast?After a few minutes, Wyatt parted our lips. He looked at my eyes for a moment before he hugged me and put his head on my shoulder."Ugh, fuck," he cursed.Aiden's Point of ViewAfter a few minutes, Wyatt parted our lips. He looked at my eyes for a moment before he hugged me and put his head on my shoulder."Ugh, fuck," he cursed."A-Are you okay?" I asked.I grabbed his shoulder and forced him to face me. I was shocked when he suddenly pushed me, causing me to fall to the floor. All I could do was follow him out of my apartment with my eyes, since I was still in awe over what he had done to me.What the fuck, man!? Is he mad at me? Is he really the one who has the courage to be angry with the two of us? If there's anyone who should be angry, it's me. He kissed me first! I just imitated what he did. Wait, don't tell me... I'm a terrible kisser? Did I bite his tongue by any chance?But still! Why does he have to push me? Does he hate it that much? Did it bother him because we're both men? But he was the one who initiated it, wasn't he? He kissed me, and then he suggested that we try it. Then, when I said that we were both men, he just ans
Wyatt's Point of ViewI ran after I pushed him. Fuck. Why did I do that? Yeah, he looks like a girl, but what crossed my mind to do that? And to my best friend of all people? Argh, what is going to happen tomorrow? What if he suddenly walks away from me? What if he thinks I took advantage of the difference in body types we have? Aish. You Wyatt! You're an asshole! How did you do that to Aiden? To that innocent Aiden. Damn it.I went straight to my room when I got home. I lay down and almost banged my head because I couldn't forget what had happened earlier. It's like I'm going crazy!His skin... it's so soft. And why are his lips so soft? It's like I didn't want to stop the kiss there earlier. Haa, fuck. If I didn't stop, I might lose it and do something that might ruin our friendship.The next morning, Aiden didn't go to the house, making me think he might be angry because of what I did last night. Aish.I wouldn't have gone to school, but I didn't want him to think I didn't go becau
Aiden's Point of ViewWe went back to the classroom together. All the eyes of our classmates were on us, but as before I didn’t pay attention to that. I sat in my chair and so Wyatt did. A few more minutes later I heard Wyatt's voice up close. When I looked at the person next to me in the chair I saw Wyatt standing by his side. Wait, don't tell me he's going to swap seats again now that we're okay? When Wyatt noticed me looking at him he smiled at me. I don't know but I suddenly averted my eyes."Let's exchange seats, hmm?" Wyatt said to the man sitting next to me.The chair made a sound, maybe the one sitting next to me stood up. To find out if what I had in mind was right, I turned to him. But instead of seeing my seat mate's face, Wyatt's face greeted me. He's wearing a big smile. I stared at him for a few more seconds until I suddenly felt my heart beat faster again.Oh, gosh. What's happening to me?Our prof had arrived for the next subject so I had a reason to avoid Wyatt's gaze
Aiden's Point of View"Why are you mad at me?" I asked, starting to get annoyed with him.He scoffed, "You're really asking me why? Isn't it obvious yet what makes me angry?""I am not doing anything!" I defended myself.He smirked and averted his eyes, "Yeah, yeah. Whatever you say."I bit my lower lip and held my tears back. Why is he so mad? I don't really avoid him, I only avoid his hand. Because he doesn't know how I feel, he can say that. He didn't know that I was going crazy every night thinking why I was like this. Every time we stare at each other, my heart beats faster than I used to. And every time we just touch for a moment I feel electricity in my body that I have never experienced before.For a moment of silence, my tears finally fell down. I sobbed, and when Wyatt heard it, he immediately turned to me. I just stared at him as my tears just kept coming out.Wyatt wiped his hand over his face when he saw me crying. He sat down again while his palm remained covering his fa
Aiden's Point of View"Aiden, can we talk?"I looked up and saw Danica. She bent down and played with her fingers."Sure," I replied."Uhm, can we go to a quiet place? We're just the two of us," she said.I stood up, "Okay."She nodded and started to walk. I just followed her and walked out of the classroom. I noticed that Hans's gaze followed Danica and me but I just ignored it. Wyatt is not yet in the classroom lest he be late for class. It looks like he was really drunk last night.Danica took me to the rooftop. When we entered, she immediately closed the door. I just stared at her as I waited for her to speak. I don’t know what we should talk about. Is it about what I saw last night? If she's concerned that I'll spread the word about it, she's safe because I'm not close to our classmates. And I won't get anything good if I spread it."About what happened yesterday—"I cut her off, "Don't worry, I won't talk about that. Is that all you're going to say?"She looked at me then shook
Aiden's Point of ViewI pulled out my phone and texted Wyatt.To: Wyatt,Danica will come over. Are you coming?After I sent it, I waited for Wyatt to look at his phone. After a while he peeked at his phone but he did not reply.Of course, he's on a date.I continued walking to the fast food place to eat breakfast there. After dinner I went back to the condo to clean up. It would be embarrassing if Danica found out that the room was dirty. I have also prepared on the table the workbooks that I will answer so that we can answer as soon as she arrives.While waiting for Danica to arrive I opened my laptop and posted on a web site."I need help. I can't figure it out so I need to post it here. I'm a guy and I have a guy best friend. One time, we kissed and after that day I had a strange feeling. Whenever I look at him, my heart will race. Every time we touch I feel electricity flowing all over my body. And when I saw him kissing a woman, it feels like my heart is being stabbed by multipl
Wyatt's Point of ViewWhy did Aiden go to school today? He was obviously still feeling sick. Did he force himself to go even though he knew he was not feeling well? I'm concerned but I don't want to approach him. After what happened at the bar, I know that his perspective towards me changed.I just want Danica to stay away from Aiden. That's why I kissed her. I don't want her near him, not because I like her and I'm jealous. It's because I only want myself to be near Aiden and no one else. I don't want anything special in his life besides me and his family. They know nothing of Aiden’s life so they have no right to approach him. Only me... It has to be only me.Yesterday when he did not go to school I secretly went to his condo. I never woke him up because I didn’t want him to see me, he might say I was interfering with his life. I knew he was pointing differently when he told me, "We all have privacy. That's your life so why would I interfere?" But still, it hurts my feelings.[Flash
Wyatt's Point of View"Why? You don't like my kiss?" I asked, seriously. "Am I not good?""What the a-are you saying? Stop your nonsense, we have class today," he got off the bed, he was about to go out of the room when he was out of balance.I immediately stood up and attended to him to help him stand.I clicked my tongue, "Tsk. Don't be so stubborn. If you can't, don't force yourself anymore.""What if my grades drop?" He asked.We went out of the room and I slowly sat him down on the couch in the living room.I sat down next to him, "You'll only be absent for one day, not the whole semester."He bowed his head, "Even so..."I heaved a sigh, "Just stay here with me, okay? I'll take care of you." I stood up and went to the kitchen to cook."What are you going to do?" He asked.I turned to him, "Cook, what do you think?"He just pouted and did not answer anymore. As for me, I just focused on cooking. While waiting for the rice to cook I texted Jacob.“To: Jacob,Make me an excuse lett