Chapter 46

AVA

      When I open my eyes, it's morning already. I pat Asa's side of the bed and it's empty. Where did he go? Last night was the best night of my life. It was amazing and Asa actually deprived me of my sleep. We had sex this morning and late last night again. I am not getting tired of this anytime soon. 

    Sitting up from the bed, I wince at the pain in between my legs. God, it hurts so much. I push the duvet aside and there's my innocence, stained against his white sheets. 

" Shit." Has he seen it? What's gonna be his reaction if he finds out he's the first man I've ever come in contact with sexually. I remembered he asked me yesterday and I lied. I lied because I didn't want him to stop. 

    I wanted to get rid of my virginity once and for all and Asa was just the man available and I'm attracted to him. Something I had to use to my advantage. I get out of bed, wincing at the pain in