AVA      You know one thing about falling in love, is it makes you do a lot of things you really don't wanna do. It's crazy and for some awkward reasons I've never been in love. I don't even care much about men because I guess I was pretty busy thinking of pockets to pick from.   I look out the glass walls of the cafe as I watch this couple walks by. They look happy or they're pretending to be happy.  I hum to the song blaring from my earphone as I eat my dozens of donuts. An average girl shouldn't be eating this but I was never an average. In fact whatever thing I am today wasn't really me f

AVA    Closing the living room door, i proceed to climb upstairs. " Ava." My aunt calls out. I groan and halt on the staircase." Where are you coming from?"" I was out alright?"" Out? Picking pockets." " Goodnight aunt." I smile sheepishly at her and climb the stairs to my room. 

AVA    My eyes look up at Asa pleadingly.  I guess he's the only one who can challenge his brother and I'm in badly need of a savior right now. Asa doesn't even look bothered. His hard glare shoots at me and i know I'm going to die useless." Please don't kill me. I don't wanna die." I plea. Coen pulls me up.       A guy walks out of a room holding a switchblade. I start to sob like a lost child and I whimper loudly. Nicholas is already irritated by my continuous whimpering. I can't die like this. Not this useless." Let me do it." Asa says at once stretching his hand out to collect the knife from the guy who's holding it.   Everyone looks at Nick for approval. I notice Asa glares at the guy holding the knife. He quickly gives the knife to Asa. Asa walks to me and grabs my arm." I don't wanna stain the fl

AVAI take a deep breath and shut my eyes and reopen them again. He's gone and I'm alone in his bedroom. I go back to cleaning his bedroom as i try to stay focused. I need to get out here. I need to go back to my life where no one controls me or try to tell me what to do. Where i can do whatever the eff i want without thinking about a handsome douchebag who's gonna hurt me.I'm worried about Jen and my aunt. I hate it when people worry about me especially when I'm fine. I groan, my new life sucks. I can trade anything right now to get out of this hell hole. I can't sleep with Nicholas because of anything in this world. I can't bear to let him call me his slut or even treat me as one.I clean the already cleaned bathroom and go to Asa's bedroom. I knock on his door and no one answers. I angrily knock again and no response. Maybe he's not in or maybe he's acting bitchy just like twin brother by keeping

      I hurriedly climb the stairs to my floor as I bite my lip. I feel disgusted and filthy. Never in my life have I ever thought someone would force me into sleeping with them. I rush inside my room and shut the door as I lean against my door. I slide down and pull my knees to my chest. What even inspired God to create a man like Nicholas. Does Nick even cares about people's feelings? Of course he doesn't. He can do whatever the eff he wants and no one's gonna question him. Well no one except his brother who's his equal.    I need to get out of here. I think of every possible means of getting out without getting caught. And the only way to get out of Nick's sexual proposal is by thinking of an escape tonight. It has to be tonight or I'm fucked forever. Someone knocks on my do