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40- Intensity of Silence
And when the call ended, I bursted, “Blaze didn’t know about us, did he? Is he coming here? Was he angry? What did you talk about?”
“Calm down, Avery. Everything is fine… isn’t it, Ashley?” Jeremy said, taking me sit and handing me a glass of water. “Here, drink this and calm down…” I took it with my shaky hands and began to drink it. “I didn’t know you were so scared of him…” Jeremy mumbled. “I am terrified of him… I might show it to him but I am.” I breathed out, taking deep breaths to put my vexed self at serene. “Not show it?” He raised an eyebrow. “I don’t feel frightened in his presence.. mostly.” I responded truthfully.
“It’s the effect of mate-pull to feel secure in the presence of your mate.” Ashley said, looking away. “It’s just an effect not the actual emotion of your heart.” Jeremy said. I nodded. “I know… I know…”
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Guilty Passion 41- Senseless Talks
Blaze POV:- When I saw him holding Avery, my anger burst, not being able to watch some person touching her and moreover making her wince was too much for me to take- especially when the person is none other than her lover. I fucking hate the fact how it evoked such unwanted sensation of wrath and jealousy in me, my mind was at lull completely when I came, burying the bitter actuality where she went with the intent to meet him but thankfully he didn't listen to her and I came on time before she could win his trust but I managed to swallow it up… not anymore. I could sense Avery's fear emitting from her very soul, the deep terror of facing my rage was clear in her and it was hard for her to stay composed and not break but all her efforts were in vain as I could feel it in my every bone: the urge to teach her a lesson but I have to refrain myself.
Guilty Passion 42- A Decision
I have to make a decision. Kill her No, Mate her. Killing her sounds better though. But, taking her life for being my mate is too much. Mating her sounds better. But, what about her unbearable presence? Ugh! Filled with extensive seething and no senses, I went home. My mind blank, nothing flashed in it and left me void as my step moved on their own to my room. I washed my face and looked at my reflection in the mirror. You are a monster. That's right, I am a monster, so let me show you what this cold-hea
Guilty Passion 43- A Monster After all
"What do you know about me?!" I yelled at her. She shivered and shut her eyes as her breath hitched. "You know nothing…" I whispered, pulling away from her. She was losing her breath, countless skipped heartbeats of dread. The fear of facing my actions. I took off my shirt and unbuckled my belt. "No. No. No. No… Blaze.." She whispered in extreme consternation and appall. I smirked darkly and pulled her back. I grabbed her neck, she coughed, trying to remove her hand which restricted her breaths. I was choking her with the determination to kill her. I want to end this ordeal. "You are mine. All mine." I declared in a furious tone. A tear rolled down her cheek, she was losing her breath, trying to push me off from her. "I… should have killed you." I said, loosening my grip over her and moving down. She
Guilty Passion 44- Meaningless Remorse
"So you are a monster after all…" When Avery’s voice reached my ears, I stopped. This sentence is the last thing I want to hear from anyone. I was left with the inability to speak, feel, comprehend. An intense pain shot in my heart as it broke me from inside mercilessly. My breath stopped as tears brimmed in my eyes. Either drunk or not, intentional or unintentional, I could never force anyone. I shouldn’t have. How depraved have I become? “What happened huh? Do it. I am not stopping you.” She said emotionless. The tears from my eyes fell directly on her cheeks as she narrowed her eyes at me, not understanding what made me cry. “Do it, Blaze.” She whispered, angrily. Without any control, my tears began to fall as I removed my hands from hers hesitantly and moved from the bed, sitting on the ground. She sat up and grabbed my shirt and began to wear it, “Why did you stop at the last moment? My tears, my pleads didn’t affect you so what awoke your dignity?” She jeered. I hugged my kne
Guilty Passion 45- Prepare
Avery POV:- “What’s with your change?” I asked him in a cold tone. Not being able to grasp the sudden change of air from senseless lust, need and force to unbearable remorse, pain and heartache. What made him come to his senses and stop from making an irredeemable mistake at the very end? When he was one bite away to claim me as his, what remorse faltered his actions and shred effectless tears of agony? And deep down, I knew he’d stop. “I SAID GO!” He yelled, breaking into inaudible sobs but I could still feel the despondency emitting from him which made a needle prick in my heart. His vast ocean of torment can’t redeem his actions, irrespective of anticipation I could feel the same heartbreak as his for some obvious reasons. With a glare, I stood up and without sa
Guilty Passion 46- Unexpected Rescue
I shut my eyes and screamed when he attacked me but then I heard another voice and looked up to see the same obsidian wolf I saw outside my window, staring at me a lot of times which never fails to elicit eerie sensations in me. For the first time I saw him this close to me as I could clearly see his enthralling silver eyes similar to Blaze- Wait, what? He killed the wolf right in front of me as I continued to convulse fiercely, losing my breath and not being able to make his action of saving me. It was nothing but an unexpected rescue. My body aches in massive pain. I was terrorized to no extent when he turned to me. my breath hitched when my eyes locked with his, my heart stopped along with my whole be
Guilty Passion 47- Untold Feelings
“Why didn’t you tell me before?” I asked while he rubbed my back, forming goosebumps over my skin as he was cleaning my body. “This cannot change the fact I am still a monster in your eyes. You saw me as a savage creature before and now you know I am one.” He explained, moving to my hairs and massaging them tenderly. “And what about the tears you shred…?” I asked. “I have emotions as well.” I closed my eyes and lowered my head. I winced when he touched my shoulder which had a bruise over it. “Does it hurt?” He asked, brushing his fingers over it as I convulsed by the contact. “The bruise or truth?” I asked, with my grip getting tight on me but no matter how hard I try to deny it, I am still relaxed in his presence.
Guilty Passion 48- A Fair Deal
After pacing around he came to me. He bent on his knees, tears were brimming in his eyes as he put his hand over my laps and finally looked at me with his profound gaze of tears, distress, pain and grief.“Let me be completely honest, Avery...” He gulped, his voice was husky but filled with sorrow, with a deep inhale, he continued, “I needed you… badly. Every inch of this body does. The core of my body is fucking burning to mark and mate you but I can’t do it because my heart is not convinced of my urges. My heart cannot love you but it doesn’t want to reject you either. Maybe it’s because of the mate-pull that I hold lust for you but there is no love for you and it hurts me sometimes to do this to you and not being able to liberate you from this dilemma of mine.
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