LOGINAIDEN'S POV.
Ryder and I spent the following week trying to ignore each other—but he made ignoring people, the one thing I was good at, completely impossible. Ryder was always bringing girls back to the dorm—he claimed they followed him. He never cleaned his side of the room, never lowered his voice, never cared how late it was when he stumbled in smelling like someone else’s perfume. My father tried to get me moved to a different room, and for the first time in two years, the school shut him down without a second thought. I didn’t know whether that was a good thing or not. I was halfway down the path to my class when something smacked the back of my head. “Ow—what the hell—” “Morning, Glass God!” Ava’s voice chimed, bright and unapologetic. I sighed before I even turned around. Of course it was her. Ava stood there grinning, hands behind her back like she hadn’t just assaulted me in public. “You’re going to crack my skull one of these days,” I muttered, already walking away. She fell into step beside me easily. “Relax. Your brain is priceless. I’d never damage campus property.” I rolled my eyes. “You’re exhausting.” “And yet you love me,” she said sweetly. “So. Can I come over later?” I stopped walking. That made her stop too. “You never come over,” I said slowly, studying her face. “Why now?” She blinked once, then smiled wider. Way too innocent. “Of course I have a reason.” I narrowed my eyes. “Ava.” “Okay, okay,” she laughed. “Fine. I need an excuse to see Ryder.” My face fell. Anger rose fast and hot in my chest. Ryder had only been here a week, and somehow half the girls on campus had already paraded through my room like it was a tourist attraction. I was starting to seriously doubt if he was gay—or if the word even meant the same thing to him as it did to me. “No,” I said flatly, resuming my walk. She scoffed. “I don’t need your permission to see him.” I rolled my eyes. “You don’t need to use my room as a way to fulfill your fantasy either.” “C'mon,” she pressured. “This is the first time I actually want to come to your dorm.” “I don't recall asking you to come over either,” I shot back. She snorted, rolling her eyes. I thought that was the end of the topic, but I was wrong, it was only the beginning. “So what’s he like?” “Annoying.” She gasped dramatically. “And hot.” I shot her a glare. She giggled. “You didn’t deny it.” I clenched my jaw. “Every girl on this campus talks about him like he’s some kind of god.” “Well,” she shrugged, “he kind of looks like one.” “He’s gay,” I snapped. She nodded enthusiastically. “Exactly. That’s what makes him hotter.” I stopped walking again. “What?” She sighed dreamily. “I know I can never have him. But two guys kissing?” She fanned herself. “That’s all I want in life.” “Don’t act like a creep,” I said, disgusted. She laughed. “Too late.” She bumped my shoulder. “So can I come over? Just to introduce myself. As your friend.” “You can go yourself,” I said coldly. “Leave me out of it.” She pouted. “At least describe him. it's the least you can do since you don't want to introduce me to him.” I ignored her. A normal person with brains would have connected the dots and shut the fuck off. But Ava being Ava won't. Brain was the only luxury she didn't have. “I don’t know why you’re getting mad,” she continued. “You should be happy. Your roommate is the campus fantasy.” “I want him out,” I snapped. She blinked. “Out?” “Yes. He’s loud. Disorganised. Always around people. Always—” I stopped myself. “Always?” She smiled, her lips curled into a mischievous smirk. I was going to say naked, but thank goodness I didn't. It would have fueled her questions. And I didn't want to think of Ryder's body. I can't count how many times I went hard just hearing his soft mumbles as he sleeps. Or how hard I become, hearing his low, but moans as he touches himself. “Always being himself,” I quickly said, swallowing the lump in my throat. She burst out laughing. “I would kill to live with Ryder.” I didn’t respond. After lectures, she was there again. I have never seen Ava this determined for anything in my life. “I’m coming over,” she announced. “Why do you like making my life more difficult?” I groaned. “I just want to see him,” she defended. “He posts pictures of himself every day,” I said tiredly. “Just stalk his socials like everyone else.” Riss, one of my friends—someone my father hated simply because he was Black—laughed behind me. “Ryder’s the party guy. Cool. Rich. Knows what’s up. You should be more like him, man.” I groaned. “Not you too.” “He’s a bit overrated though,” Riss added thoughtfully. “Girls just trip over him because he’s a bad boy.” I nodded immediately. “Exactly.” Ava snapped her fingers. “Okay. I won’t come over if you answer one question.” “Dont fall for it.” My brain shouted. But as usual I didn't listen. I hesitated. “Fine.” She leaned in. “Is it true he’s really ten inches?” I raised a brow. “Ryder’s six-three.” She burst into laughter, hitting my shoulder repeatedly. Riss shook his head. “That’s not what she meant.” Realisation hit me like a truck. My mouth dropped open. “That’s disgusting.” “You’re sick,” I added. Riss sighed. “Never ask a guy that again. They’ll think you’re a creep.” She laughed harder. “That’s why I ask people who already know I’m a creep.” I walked away. She followed. “I can tell just by looking at him,” she called out. “Well, see you guys later,” Riss called out and followed the other way. But Ava followed me all the way to my dorm. I tried to shut the door in her face but she pushed past me. Unfortunately Ryder was in the room. “Hi,” Ava greeted Ryder, coolly like she wasn't just screwing him in her imagination a few seconds ago. Ryder was sprawled on his couch, phone in hand, completely unbothered. He looked up when the door slammed shut. “What do we have here?” Ryder asked, removing the plugs from his ears. Ava cleared her throat, giving me a side eye. But I ignored her. I was already focused on the sound coming from my bedroom. Ryder’s expression gave nothing away, but the look on Ava’s face told me I hadn’t imagined it. It was unmistakably moaning. Something in me prayed it was p**n just left to play loudly in the room — which was disgusting by the way. I rushed forward, pushing the door open. Immediately I froze. There were two strange naked guys on my bed — making out. Two idiots were making out on my bed.AIDEN'S POV. I couldn't contain my excitement. This fake relationship was an opportunity for me to completely destroy the chance of Peter ever getting back with Daniel. And it was also an opportunity to finally confess my feelings to him. “Feeling good about today,” Ryder teased. “You and your lover are going to spend some quality time together.” He paused as if remembering something serious. “Oh, I almost forgot, gay people are broken so you might try to fix him.”I walked over to him, my fists clenched so tightly that I could have sworn I heard my bones crack. “What's your problem?” I growled. God forbid I make one angry statement. But I really shouldn't have said that. Right? He closed the gap between us, staring deep into my soul. I wanted to move back but my legs were frozen to the ground. “You know exactly what my problem is,” he replied coldly. Peter walked out of the bathroom, but froze, seeing us standing so close together. “If Aiden was gay, I'd have sworn there is so
AUTHOR’S POV. Aiden’s living room was messy but warm.Empty soda cans were on the table. A big box of pizza sat open in the middle. The smell of cheese filled the air. The TV was on but no one was watching it.They were all sitting on the floor. Peter sat between Riss and Ava. Ava was almost glued to him. She had one arm around his shoulder like she was protecting him from the world.“You don’t deserve that idiot,” Ava muttered, biting into her pizza. “Daniel is trash.”Peter sighed. “Can you not?”“No, I cannot,” Ava snapped. “He cheated on you. I am allowed to curse him.”Peter rubbed his face. “Ava, please. I’m already tired.”Riss leaned back against the couch. “She’s been cursing him for the past hour. I’m surprised Daniel hasn’t felt it spiritually.”Ava glared at him. “This isn’t funny.”“I didn’t say it was funny,” Riss replied calmly. “I’m just saying Peter said he’s fine.”Peter nodded. “I am. I’m happy I’m here. With my friends. And my favourite cousin.” He bumped Ava ligh
RYDER’S POV. My phone started ringing the moment I stepped out of class.I checked the screen. It was my Mom.I sighed softly and answered. “Hello, Mom.”“Ryder!” she said happily. “How are you? How was your class?”“It was fine,” I said, walking down the hallway. “Boring as always. The professor talks too much.”She sighed. “Tell me about it.”I forced a smile, causally waving at a classmate. “Bye,” I whispered. “Good. Are you eating well?” she asked.“It’s only been a month,” I said. “I’m not dying.”“You sound thinner,” she said.“You can’t hear thinness through a phone.”“A mother can,” she replied.I smiled a little.“How is college?” she asked again.“It’s fine.”“And Aiden Miller?” she said, her voice filled with disdain. I rolled my eyes even though she couldn’t see me. “I’m going to survive him too.”“He's just like his father, isn't he? A dull asshole with a butt shaped head and a tiny prick,” she insulted. “Woah! Chill out, mum.”“I just hate the Millers.”Same here. T
AIDEN’S POV. “What are you doing here?” I asked, still holding the blanket tight to my chest.Ryder brows furrowed. “What do you mean?” he asked. “This is my room. And that is my bed.”I blinked.My brain felt slow, like it was still asleep.“Your bed?” I repeated.Oh, I was a dumb fuck. I slowly got up from the floor and wiped my forehead with my hand.“Don’t ever do that again,” I said.“Do what?” Ryder asked, still smiling.“Kiss my forehead.”He laughed louder this time. “Oh relax,” he said. “You looked cute. I couldn’t help it. You almost remind me of the time you slept on my bed at the club.”I glared at him. “Shut your cunt up,” I said through gritted teeth, my fists clenched. “The next time you do that, I swear I'll kill you.”“Okay, okay,” he said, raising his hands. “You’re so dramatic in the morning.”Right then, the door opened and Peter walked in.He looked fresh, like he had just washed his face. His hair was still a little messy.“Good morning,” he said softly.“Morni
AIDEN’S POV.I felt something soften inside me the moment Peter said that. I could proudly use the phrase “butterflies exploded in my belly”Those might sound so little to others, but to me? It felt like the whole. “Come in,” I said quietly, stepping aside. “It’s fine.”He walked in slowly, like he was scared I might change my mind. I closed the door behind him and turned to face him.“I'm sorry for disturbing whatever it was…”I cut him off. “It's fine. We were not doing anything important.”“You should have at least knocked,” Ryder frowned, folding his hands on his chest like a worked up cock. I slowly turned to him with a glare. “What does that mean?”“It means he should have knocked before coming in,” Ryder repeated, locking eyes with me. I wanted to give him a befitting response, but Peter stopped me. “You're right,” he nodded in agreement. “It's just old habits, I guess.”Ryder forced a quick smile and then looked away. My fists clenched so tightly. I wanted to walk over to
AIDEN’S POV.I sat there, frozen, while Ryder pulled back from Peter and laughed like nothing had happened.He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, smiling wide, like he’d just won something.The room was quiet for a second — too quiet. Then his phone beeped. Ryder looked down at it, his smile fading just a little. He checked the screen, typed something fast, then stood up.“Duty calls,” he said lightly. “I’ve got something important to handle.”Ava groaned. “You’re leaving already?”“Yeah,” he replied. “Rain check.”He grabbed his jacket, turned to me with a proud smile, before walking out. Oh, the urge to punch that smug face in front of everyone. He knew Peter was taken, yet he kissed him. He knew I liked Peter a lot — that didn't stop him either. I sat still, my hands clenched on my knees, my heart still beating too fast as I watched Peter instead.He was smiling.That made my stomach twist.How could he smile when Ryder kissed him? Does he know who Ryder is? I don't, but



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