LOGINRYDER’S POV.
My phone buzzed, and I answered it quickly. I knew it was going to be my cousin—I had been waiting for this call all day. Her mother called me earlier to report her missing. She said she fled with some boy, whom she clearly disapproved of because he had no interest in education. This wasn't the first time she ran away from home. But this was the first time she ran away from home because of a boy — wasn't surprising though. Her father was a bit stricter than my father. If he was my father, I wouldn't have dared come out. He would have disowned me in a public meeting — that's if I'm lucky. Unlike my father, who simply didn't acknowledge my existence. Mei Ling was the only family that I could talk to. She was still little when I figured I was gay, and she was the first to know of it. We were also the bad egg of the family. Everyone knew about it, so the other family members stayed away from us. And since we grew on each other, anytime her mother had issues with her, she called me to knock some sense into her. “Ryder?” she called. “Hey, what’s up?” I asked, trying to sound calm even though I already knew. “I… I ran away,” she said. I sat down, gripping the phone tighter. “You did what?” “I know she called you,” she scoffed. “I can't hide anything from you, can I?” I laughed. “Nope.” I sighed. “So… who's this boy?” “The boy I love,” she replied coldly. You wouldn't have run away from home if you hated him. I sat down on a nearby bench. “Who is he, Mei Ling?” “He's some boy from school. The one I told you about.” I nodded. “And I'm pretty sure your mother asked you to forget about him and focus on your studies. I thought you were over him. It's been two years.” “Are you siding with my mother?” She asked, angrily. “You know I'll never do that.” “I don't understand what her issue is. It’s not like I dropped out of school or anything. My grades are fine. I’m still at the best high school in China.” I couldn’t help laughing a little. “You’re sixteen. Sixteen, okay? You can’t just run off with a boy. You need to finish school first, or you’ll regret it. Trust me, finishing high school comes first.” She laughed too. “I want to experience love. Just a little.” “You think running away is love?” I asked, shaking my head. “You’re thinking about a kiss and maybe holding hands, not the bills, the stress, the reality.” “But Ryder,” she said, “I really like him. He’s great. He’s Chinese. If I wanted to rebel, I could have dated a foreigner, or—” She paused. “Or I could be… you know… gay.” I laughed out loud. “That’s… actually a fair point. But still. Go home. Your mother is worried. She just wants the best for you.” “I don’t want her best,” she said firmly. “Her best isn’t my best. I want freedom. I want to be like you.” I frowned. “You want to be like me? Free? You don’t even know what that means. You need money, plans, the ability to survive on your own. Making sure your parents are the one that will regret it.” She hesitated. “What if… what if I’m pregnant for him?” I froze. “Are you?” “I thought about it,” she admitted. “You’re sixteen,” I said, my voice sharper now. “Go back home. Now. I’ll talk to your mother. That’s it. You’re not running off… at least not now.” “Will you?” she asked nervously. “Yes. I will. But you have to promise me you’ll stay put.” “I will… but you need to be fast,” she said. “His parents… they threatened to drag me back home. I want mom to be the one to beg me.” “Okay,” I said, standing up. “We’ll fix this. Just… calm down, alright?” “No, she should be the one to calm down,” she said. “It's bad enough I didn't drop out to pursue my idol dream. What more does she want? My life?” I laughed. “I got to go. Talk to you later.” “Bye,” she said and the call ended. I shoved my phone in my pocket and started walking. Just as I turned a sharp corner, someone bumped into me. “Oh, sorry!” he said quickly. I looked up to see a guy smiling awkwardly. I was about to walk off when he stopped me. “Wait… are you Ryder?” he asked. I raised an eyebrow. “Yeah. Who’s asking?” “I’m Peter,” he said, holding out a hand. “I was Aiden’s roommate. Used to be.” I stared at him. So this is Aiden's crush. Honestly… Aiden was way hotter than this guy. He could have done better. I just smiled politely. “Nice to meet you. Aiden has said nothing about you.” He laughed. “Aiden doesn't talk much.” Agree to disagree. “Well, see you around,” I said and turned to walk away. Peter smiled back. “Hey, um… Aiden and I—we’re hanging out tonight. He wanted to invite you. Thought you might come.” I laughed, surprised. “You want me to come? With… you guys?” “Yeah,” Peter said, shrugging. “We’ll just chill, watch some movies, and have fun.” My lips curled into a mischievous smile. Showing up will only make Aiden explode. And I wouldn't want to miss that opportunity. “Alright, I’ll be there. Sounds… interesting.” “Great! Cool. I’ll text you the details,” Peter said and walked away.AIDEN'S POV. I couldn't contain my excitement. This fake relationship was an opportunity for me to completely destroy the chance of Peter ever getting back with Daniel. And it was also an opportunity to finally confess my feelings to him. “Feeling good about today,” Ryder teased. “You and your lover are going to spend some quality time together.” He paused as if remembering something serious. “Oh, I almost forgot, gay people are broken so you might try to fix him.”I walked over to him, my fists clenched so tightly that I could have sworn I heard my bones crack. “What's your problem?” I growled. God forbid I make one angry statement. But I really shouldn't have said that. Right? He closed the gap between us, staring deep into my soul. I wanted to move back but my legs were frozen to the ground. “You know exactly what my problem is,” he replied coldly. Peter walked out of the bathroom, but froze, seeing us standing so close together. “If Aiden was gay, I'd have sworn there is so
AUTHOR’S POV. Aiden’s living room was messy but warm.Empty soda cans were on the table. A big box of pizza sat open in the middle. The smell of cheese filled the air. The TV was on but no one was watching it.They were all sitting on the floor. Peter sat between Riss and Ava. Ava was almost glued to him. She had one arm around his shoulder like she was protecting him from the world.“You don’t deserve that idiot,” Ava muttered, biting into her pizza. “Daniel is trash.”Peter sighed. “Can you not?”“No, I cannot,” Ava snapped. “He cheated on you. I am allowed to curse him.”Peter rubbed his face. “Ava, please. I’m already tired.”Riss leaned back against the couch. “She’s been cursing him for the past hour. I’m surprised Daniel hasn’t felt it spiritually.”Ava glared at him. “This isn’t funny.”“I didn’t say it was funny,” Riss replied calmly. “I’m just saying Peter said he’s fine.”Peter nodded. “I am. I’m happy I’m here. With my friends. And my favourite cousin.” He bumped Ava ligh
RYDER’S POV. My phone started ringing the moment I stepped out of class.I checked the screen. It was my Mom.I sighed softly and answered. “Hello, Mom.”“Ryder!” she said happily. “How are you? How was your class?”“It was fine,” I said, walking down the hallway. “Boring as always. The professor talks too much.”She sighed. “Tell me about it.”I forced a smile, causally waving at a classmate. “Bye,” I whispered. “Good. Are you eating well?” she asked.“It’s only been a month,” I said. “I’m not dying.”“You sound thinner,” she said.“You can’t hear thinness through a phone.”“A mother can,” she replied.I smiled a little.“How is college?” she asked again.“It’s fine.”“And Aiden Miller?” she said, her voice filled with disdain. I rolled my eyes even though she couldn’t see me. “I’m going to survive him too.”“He's just like his father, isn't he? A dull asshole with a butt shaped head and a tiny prick,” she insulted. “Woah! Chill out, mum.”“I just hate the Millers.”Same here. T
AIDEN’S POV. “What are you doing here?” I asked, still holding the blanket tight to my chest.Ryder brows furrowed. “What do you mean?” he asked. “This is my room. And that is my bed.”I blinked.My brain felt slow, like it was still asleep.“Your bed?” I repeated.Oh, I was a dumb fuck. I slowly got up from the floor and wiped my forehead with my hand.“Don’t ever do that again,” I said.“Do what?” Ryder asked, still smiling.“Kiss my forehead.”He laughed louder this time. “Oh relax,” he said. “You looked cute. I couldn’t help it. You almost remind me of the time you slept on my bed at the club.”I glared at him. “Shut your cunt up,” I said through gritted teeth, my fists clenched. “The next time you do that, I swear I'll kill you.”“Okay, okay,” he said, raising his hands. “You’re so dramatic in the morning.”Right then, the door opened and Peter walked in.He looked fresh, like he had just washed his face. His hair was still a little messy.“Good morning,” he said softly.“Morni
AIDEN’S POV.I felt something soften inside me the moment Peter said that. I could proudly use the phrase “butterflies exploded in my belly”Those might sound so little to others, but to me? It felt like the whole. “Come in,” I said quietly, stepping aside. “It’s fine.”He walked in slowly, like he was scared I might change my mind. I closed the door behind him and turned to face him.“I'm sorry for disturbing whatever it was…”I cut him off. “It's fine. We were not doing anything important.”“You should have at least knocked,” Ryder frowned, folding his hands on his chest like a worked up cock. I slowly turned to him with a glare. “What does that mean?”“It means he should have knocked before coming in,” Ryder repeated, locking eyes with me. I wanted to give him a befitting response, but Peter stopped me. “You're right,” he nodded in agreement. “It's just old habits, I guess.”Ryder forced a quick smile and then looked away. My fists clenched so tightly. I wanted to walk over to
AIDEN’S POV.I sat there, frozen, while Ryder pulled back from Peter and laughed like nothing had happened.He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, smiling wide, like he’d just won something.The room was quiet for a second — too quiet. Then his phone beeped. Ryder looked down at it, his smile fading just a little. He checked the screen, typed something fast, then stood up.“Duty calls,” he said lightly. “I’ve got something important to handle.”Ava groaned. “You’re leaving already?”“Yeah,” he replied. “Rain check.”He grabbed his jacket, turned to me with a proud smile, before walking out. Oh, the urge to punch that smug face in front of everyone. He knew Peter was taken, yet he kissed him. He knew I liked Peter a lot — that didn't stop him either. I sat still, my hands clenched on my knees, my heart still beating too fast as I watched Peter instead.He was smiling.That made my stomach twist.How could he smile when Ryder kissed him? Does he know who Ryder is? I don't, but







