MasukThree years ago, I escaped the empire that raised me. I left behind my father’s world of blood, violence, and impossible choices, determined to become someone else. Someone ordinary. For three years, I believed I had succeeded. Then my father was murdered. One phone call drags me back to the compound I swore I’d never return to, where grief quickly gives way to betrayal. The man I planned to marry isn’t who he claimed to be, old enemies are hiding in plain sight, and everyone seems to want something my father left behind. Everyone has lied to me. Everyone… except Raze. He was my first sin. My greatest weakness. The only man I’ve never been able to forget. I walked away from him three years ago. He waited 1,095 days. Now he’s done waiting. The woman I buried has only one choice left. Become the weapon I was raised to be… or die pretending I was ever meant for a peaceful life.
Lihat lebih banyak“What are you doing here?”
I choked out, my heart hammering a frantic, erratic rhythm against my ribs. I stared back at the man who had ruined my life with the same ease most people use to breathe. He had been the one person that plagued my thoughts ever since I left my father's house 1095 days ago and now—now he was here. This was not possible at all. Raze’s eyes didn't just look at me; they bore holes through my soul. Was this even real? He couldn't be here, in this room, standing on the rug I’d picked out with my fiancé. His gaze raked over my body with a terrifying, predatory familiarity, claiming every inch of skin like I was his property all over again. When those dark, bottomless orbs finally met mine, a slow, lazy smirk curled his lips. He was giving me a look that promised nothing but beautiful destruction. “I missed you, princess,” he drawled, the vibration of his voice making the marrow in my bones ache. “Didn't you miss me?” “I—I have a life now, Raze. Get out,” I stammered, but the words had no edge to them. Raze saw right through me and smiled. “This isn't a life, Nyra. It’s a cage.” Before I could breathe, he moved. His hand fisted in my hair, tilting my head back with a sharp tug that made my eyes water. “And you’ve always loved being mine. You just forgot that. But don't worry. I'll remind you.” He didn't wait for an answer. He threw me onto the bed, the mattress dipping violently under my weight. Before I could scramble back, he was over me, pinning my wrists above my head with one hand. “Raze—please…” I whispered, not knowing whether I was begging him to take me or to leave. No matter how I acted like I didn't want him, my traitorous body had other plans. His other hand disappeared beneath the hem of my shirt, his fingers rough and demanding as they found my pussy lips. I let out a broken moan as he began to finger me, his touch devoid of any gentleness. He knew exactly where to press, exactly how to make me arch off the sheets in a desperate, shameful quest for more. “Look at you, all wet and ready for me. You may say you don't want me but this fucking clit has missed me, hasn't she?” He whispered against my ear as he added another finger into me. I let out another moan, not trusting my words. My hips met his fingers thrust after thrust. I could feel my orgasm rising deep within me. This was unlike anything I had felt with Magnus. I couldn't deny that at all. “Look at me,” he commanded, his voice a low growl. I opened my eyes, captivated by the hunger and pure malice flooding his gaze. “I’m going to fuck you so badly you won’t even remember that bastard’s name, baby. Do you want me to? Tell me you want it.” “I can’t… Marcus…” I whimpered, the name of my fiancé feeling like a sin on my tongue. “Fuck Marcus,” Raze hissed, his tone laced with venom. He shoved his fingers deep inside me, a brutal stretch that made me cry out. “Say it, Nyra. Tell me you want me to ruin you.” “Yes,” I sobbed, my resolve shattering like glass. “Please—please fuck me, Raze.” He didn't waste another second. With one quick move, he tore my T-shirt, his eyes devouring the sight of my trembling body. He pulled out that huge cock I had sucked on when we were still together. My eyes didn't leave his dick. In fact, I wanted him inside me now more than ever. Raze must have noticed because he smirked and climbed back on the bed. When he sank into me, it wasn't a reunion; it was an execution. He drove into me with a punishing, relentless pace that tore the air from my lungs. “Oh God, Raze…” I moaned, not caring that I was fucking another man on the bed my fiancee and I shared. Raze buried his face against my neck and fucked me like he had gone mad. “Fuck, baby I've missed this pussy. Does he fuck you the way I do? Did you miss the feel of my dick inside you?” He asked and I moaned, not knowing what else to say. Raze grabbed my throat and then thrust inside me again and again and again. Every thrust was a reminder of what I had tried to forget. I hated how much I missed the wreckage of him. I hated that I was screaming his name into the quiet of the room. “Raze—don’t stop, please…” I moaned when he pulled out almost completely and slammed back inside me. This was pure torture and yet, I couldn't get enough. Just as the white-hot peak of an orgasm shattered my vision and pulled a final, jagged scream from my throat, my eyes snapped open. The silence of the room was deafening. The air smelled of expensive sandalwood and lavender, not the smoke and rain of my nightmare. But the pleasure was still there, racking my body in heavy, physical pulses that I couldn't stop. The weight between my legs wasn't a ghost. It was Magnus. His head was dipped low, his tongue buried deep inside my pussy, working with a patient, rhythmic devotion that felt like a slap in the face. A wave of crushing shame washed over me, followed by a hollow, bitter disappointment that it wasn't Raze. I felt like a traitor, dreaming about a monster while a good man worshipped me. Marcus finally pulled away, his face flushed with affection. He slumped onto the mattress beside me, breathless. “I love you, Nyra,” he whispered. “I love you too,” I lied, the words tasting like ash. I slid off the bed, my skin crawling, and grabbed my phone. The screen illuminated the dark, revealing a missed call from a number I hadn't seen in 1,095 days. All those days of silence from the man who raised me in a world of blood My father. My fingers shook as I hit redial. The line clicked open. “Father?” “Nyra.” The voice was deep and cold, but it wasn't his. It was Silas, his second-in-command. “He’s gone. Your father is dead.” The world tilted. My hand went numb, and I watched, detached, as the phone slipped from my palm and hit the floor with a dull, final thud.The compound went quiet for three straight days, the first real quiet since the letter had arrived.No calls from Renard past routine check-ins. No alerts from Fen's terminal. Silas's relay held steady, green across every line.I found Raze on the east terrace that evening, the one that caught the last of the light before the compound's walls swallowed it for the night. He'd brought two glasses and a bottle he hadn't opened yet, waiting."You planned this," I said."I planned exactly nothing tonight. That was the point." He poured without asking, handed me a glass. "First evening in weeks neither of us has anywhere else we're supposed to be."I sat beside him, close enough that our shoulders touched, and let the quiet actually land instead of scanning it for the next threat.The light was going gold over the tree line, the kind of evening that made the whole war feel briefly like something happening to someone else."I keep waiting for the next thing," I admitted. "Some part of me doe
Silas requested the meeting himself, which hadn't happened before."You don't usually ask," I said, when he found me in the operations room."I don't usually have something worth interrupting your day for." He set a folder on the table, thin, precise, the way everything he produced was these days. "Full review of the eastern relay's watch logs, back through the annex operation. I want you to see it before Carver's formal report goes up the chain, because I want you to hear my read on it from me directly.""Go ahead.""I missed the second dark node's early signature by eleven days. I've already told you that. What I didn't tell you, because I only worked it out this week, is why I missed it." He opened the folder, laid out a timeline. "The relay's monitoring software flags anomalies based on a threshold my predecessor set years ago, before either dark node existed. That threshold's too coarse for what we're dealing with now. It's not that I wasn't watching closely enough. It's that the
The custody house hadn't changed since the last time I'd stood in this hallway. Same gray paint, same reinforced door, same guard who nodded once and stepped aside without a word.Marcus was sitting when I came in, not standing to meet me the way he sometimes did to make a point. He looked older than eighteen months should account for."You brought company this time," he said, glancing past me at Raze."I did.""That mean something.""It means I'm not doing this alone anymore. Get used to it." I sat across from him. "You said you'd tell me about Lena face to face. I'm here."He studied me a long moment before he spoke. "She's not what your file says she is. Logistics front, drop point — that's the shell, not the woman.""I know that already. I need what's underneath it.""She ran my handler chain the last two years before you came home. Not from a distance. Directly. She was the one who decided when I got deployed, what I got told, how much rope I got before someone decided I'd used i
Raze found me in my quarters that night. He knocked once and didn't wait for an answer."I want to give you the rest of it," he said. "All of it.""Sit."He didn't sit. He stood by the window, hands loose at his sides."Your father told me about Delacroix's outside help six days before he died. Not four months before you came back, like I let you believe. Six days. He was already sick, though none of us knew how sick yet. He said there was a second layer to Delacroix's placement that even Voss didn't understand — someone feeding Delacroix resources independent of the compound's usual channels.""Croft.""He didn't say the name. He said 'someone patient enough to wait years for the right moment,' and told me to remember that phrase, because I'd need it later even if I didn't understand it yet.""You didn't press him.""I was too busy watching him die to press him on operational details." His jaw worked once. "After he died, I found notes. Not filed with Renard. Personal notes, in a dra
It wasn't mercy.I want to be clear about that, even now. Standing over him with three dead men on the floor and my arm steady and my breathing almost normal, I didn't spare him because I felt something. A man that is dead tells no tale, and I wanted all I could get from him.I looked back at him a
Cold.That was the first thing I felt.It was not the kind that brushed against your skin and faded. This one sank deeper, settling into my bones like it had been waiting for me.My eyes fluttered open slowly, my vision struggling to adjust to the darkness around me. The air was damp, thick, carryi
By the time the burial ended, the compound no longer felt heavy with grief.It felt empty and quiet. People began to leave slowly, their conversations quieter now, their movements more relaxed, like whatever they had come for was already done.The tension that had filled the air earlier didn’t dis
The moment the plane touched down in Denver, something tight settled in my chest. It was not loud, nor was it sudden.It was just there, heavy against my chest like a weight that prevented me from breathing properly. I sat still even after the plane started moving, my eyes on the runway outside, b












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