LOGINTHALIA POV
CHAPTER 2 “She’s awake. Set the table.” A voice speaks. Cold, clinical, and definitely not Marcus: Carlos's enemy whom I train under and It’s certainly not Vaughn, my tech-genius ex. The voice cut through the pleasure coursing through me, I pause my hand and try opening my eyes. Everywhere is dark. My pulse spike as I realize, I’m blindfolded. What the hell? “You’re playing a dangerous game.” Damien’s voice: Carlos’s right hand. It sounds distant but I’ve played chess and listened to him talk enough to recognize that voice anywhere. Which means the person who spoke earlier was… Carlos? I pull my hand from between my thighs and test my limbs: Legs free. Arms unbound. I’m on a bed, not restrained, and the scent surrounding me is familiar: bergamot and vanilla. My custom candle, the one I make because store versions never match my father’s recipe. I’m home. I exhale and turn to my side. Back to sleep it is. If I'm home, I'm safe. “I’m making things fast and easy for her.” Carlos responds. His voice is much closer than I expected: vibrating through the air right beside the bed. Footsteps retreat and a door closes. My pulse pounds and reality crashes into me. Carlos and Damien are in my home?! I rip off the blindfold: it’s a sleep mask. I blink twice, adjusting to the shadow of a man looking at me. I blink again to confirm I’m meeting Carlos’s dark eyes staring me down. He sits at the side of the bed, arms crossed, forehead creased, head tilted, looking straight at me. I’ve watched him through camera lenses for years, and every time, the same thing strikes me: how utterly empty his eyes are. Like he killed his own soul long before he killed my family. Now they’re locked on me. Fuck. He captured me? “Took you forever to wake up. Bathroom’s there.” He points behind me but I refuse to look, in case he stabs me. You were asleep. He could’ve stabbed you effortlessly, my inner voice whispers. My chest hammers at the danger I might be in. He could have killed me while I was unconscious. 'Could still kill you.' You're not helping dear brain “Get dressed. Let’s continue from last night.” Last night? Fragments of memories flicker through my mind: The lounge. Chess. Taking shots of Carlos’s shipments and sending them to Henry, my colleague. My head feels heavy and my throat feels dry. Finally, I look forward,taking in my surroundings. The room is massive: double the lounge’s size. Everything matches the soul of the man still staring at me with narrowed eyes: black furniture, charcoal walls, slate curtains. But there on the nightstand burns my candle. “This isn’t my room.” He stands up and faces me. “True. It’s mine. Go wash up.” I sit up immediately and lift the duvet...his duvet,to my chest. “How did I get here?” He doesn’t reply. My heartbeat echoes in my ears. “You kidnapped me?” My voice is sharp and accusing. He scrunches his nose as if the word kidnap is a personal insult. Then he steps closer, one knee sinking into the mattress, dipping the bed toward him. He inches his face toward mine and my nose decide to catalogue his stupid scent. He smells like Raspberry melted with spice. Like something you’d want to inhale despite knowing it would poison you. My chest hammers and my pussy tingles, bringing memories of the dream I just had: being touched, being wanted. I bite my lip, air clogging in my lungs. His eyes drop to my lips and stay there, glued with a heavy, unshaking weight. He's so close I can see the scar hiding beneath the trunk tattoo mapping his neck. My loud heartbeat is the only sound between us until he fills it. "If I kidnapped you, you wouldn't have had the chance to sleep so deeply you dreamt of being fucked." Well, Fuck. My blood turns to hot. He reaches down and I flinch. He squints his eyes to look at me before grabbing the hand I’d had between my legs, and he lifts it up. I watch in a paralyzed grip of shock and unwanted ecstasy as he brings my fingers to his lips. My mouth opens and closes as he licks each one slowly, his tongue warm and deliberate. I squeeze my thighs together, a jolt of pure electricity shooting through my core. "Your dream would've been a reality," he murmurs, licking each one. With a final, wet plop, he releases my fingers and disappears through a doorway. Leaving me fucking wanton and heated. You’re supposed to kill this man, Thalia, not fuck him! Think, Thalia! I suck in a breath, trying to track back to what I remember, what led me here: Playing chess with Damien, then him. Blood. I close my eyes and inhale. Carlos breaking his whiskey glass because I threw the game. Stupid trauma. It returned? Three years since I overcame it and it returns in the most dramatic way? In front of Carlos “the murderer” Terrius. But then, a realization hits me that overrides the shame. I’m in his bedroom. Adrenaline replaces the lust.My mission crashes back into focus. I look around for my purse and find it on the bed. Fuckity fuck! My hands shake as I dump the contents onto the bed. Scissors, Q-tips, lipstick. Fuck! What if he found my cameras? Please be here. I need you now. I open the hidden zipper with trembling fingers and exhale! All three micro-cameras still there, adhesive intact. Relief crashes into me so hard my knees weaken. I climb down from the bed and freeze when cold tiles bite my feet. No socks. I’m barefoot!? He saw the gun strapped to my ankle? I turn and search the bed frantically, throwing the duvet and sheets. Thalia, Thalia! How could you do this to yourself! I throw the pillow aside and find it underneath. I exhale a large gush of air but my panic refuses to subside fully. Carlos saw my gun and left it within reach while I slept, vulnerable and unconscious in his home? He knows I have a gun, yet left it within reach? What game is he playing? What if he’s testing me right now? You can lie, my inner voice clarifies, and I nod like she can see me. Lying?I’m good at it. I check the clock: 5:14 AM. I shake my head. No time to ponder. Nothing a little fib won’t solve. The room’s layout becomes clear as I move. The bathroom is to the left of the bed. Another door sits facing his bed, down three small steps. I look at the door Carlos left through:no noise. I look around his room:no CCTV.Heat and want spread like wildfire in me. My eyes catch sight of people moving nearby but all I care about his Carlos fucking my pussy while rubbing my clitoris. I push his head further down, clamping my knees on either side of his neck. He digs a finger, then two into my ass. Heel of my feet dig into the leather sit of his car, mindful that we’re in public. I hear him unbuckle himself and I watch his pant pool down. Then, I feel him thrust into my ass.“Carlooosss!”I didn’t mean to moan aloud, but I can't help it as the pleasure renders me useless. Every part of me is coming alive under his touch, his thrust."You feel so fucking good" H grunts loudly, his balls hitting me. "Don't stop fucking me" I plea, my voice barely a whisper w it's lost in the wave of desires and sex filling my body. Carlos grab my breast, bend his head down and tug hard at my nipple. Fuck me! I thrust my hip, matching his rhythm- his ferocity meeting my hunger. Each move is a gusto I can’t resist.“I’ve
Thalia POVI don’t go home straight. If I go home, I think about Marcus's words. Which totally backfired. I shouldn't have mentioned what I heard from Carlos's bedroom mic. Instead, I headed to the cinema, just to watch the people in it. People who are living the life I would have lived if Carlos hadn't ended my family.Carlos.The thought surfaces without forewarning and my eye sting immediately. “Why! Why does it have to be him? Why am I horny for him?”“Horny for who?”My head whips back and someone grips my waist as I stumble the moment I hear my worst nightmare. His body colder than the temperature in the air. That all-too-familiar voice. Apart from the shock, a different urge rises in me: to hug him or pull him into a kiss.Maybe both. “Carl…” I stumble again, but he tighten his grip, pulling me steady by the waist.My mind fire warnings to desist and resist butmy body is already rising with the desire to lean into him instead of away from him“I better be the one you’re ho
CARLOS POV. SIX YEARS AGOShe was seventeen. Living with her grandmother in a house that smelled like grief and old wood, a girl who had lost everything and was still somehow upright.I kept her alive the way you keep an interesting thing — at a distance, for the entertainment of watching it move. A teenager plotting my murder. I gave her maybe three weeks before I got bored and had her handled.Then the school footage arrived.My men sent it without context and I watched a girl standing in a cafeteria while her friends peeled away from her one by one, faces doing that particular human thing of protecting themselves from proximity to suffering. She stood in the middle of it. Watched them go.Then she picked up a lunch tray and hurled it into the wall.“I’M THE ONE WHO LOST EVERYTHING. DON’T YOU DARE TELL ME I DON’T UNDERSTAND FAMILY.”Her voice raw. Her hands shaking. Everyone around her frozen.She didn’t cry. Not once in that footage.I cancelled the order.Three weeks later she was
I look past him to Marcus. He’s studying the feed of the figure at my door, face neutral. Still. The way he goes still when he’s doing actual thinking.That person moved my knife. Moved my gun. Came into my apartment and rearranged things to let me know they could. If Vaughn hadn’t flagged it I’d have missed it entirely. I’ve been ignoring Vaughn’s texts because he’s worried and I can’t afford to pull him into this any further than I already have.“Be careful.” Marcus speaks to the screen, not to me. “Carlos is more vile than you think.”“He can bare his teeth. We’re both ending in blood anyway.” I say it easily because I mean it and because I need to mean it right now, with whatever happened in that ring and that car trying to rewrite the story I’ve been telling myself for six years.Marcus’s jaw works. He looks at me then — really looks — and something crosses his face before he can stop it.“You just cost me a hundred million dollars.”The room temperature drops.“What do you mean?
THALIA POV. 5pm. Day 2“He’s fucking taunting me.”My voice cuts through the workroom, Marcus remains unmoving while ten heads lift from their laptops simultaneously. Nobody speaks. They know better.This room is a masterpiece of deception. It's decorated like a high-end technical workshop with sleek laptops and rows of focused specialists sitted in front of it. The windows and doors are glasses. Everything looks well and good but the large screen dominating the far wall tells the real story.It shows the silhouette of a man draped in a black trench coat, every inch of skin meticulously hidden. A face cap and mask obscure his features. The figure isn’t attacking; he’s doing something worse. He’s waving at the camera—waving at me.Like, what can I do? I can do worse! I helped built this room! And my ex boyfriend works in FBI. Six years ago this room didn’t exist.Rumor has it Marcus’s wife died from an overdose—some even whisper Marcus pushed her toward the edge, but I refuse to beli
He reaches into his jacket, pulls out a folded paper, sets it on the bed."When did you prepare this?"He looks at me with raised lashes"You asked Shadows to be attacked,I knew you'll need more""Go ahead"“Marcus needs to consolidate,” Damien starts and I sit back up“His clan took losses last year- people, resources, political standing. The Irish networks that were backing him have started pulling support. Quietly, but it’s moving.”I look at the paper without picking it up. “Why.”“In the mafia, you lead a home or you lead nothing. Since his wife's death, they think he’s weakened. Grief makes men reckless or makes them small, and Marcus has been both on alternating weeks.” He pauses.“He needs to either pay down significant debt to the Irish, or demonstrate stability by other means.”“Marriage.”“Marriage,” Damien nods in confirmation.I reach over and press too hard on the music box by the window. It shrieks once before settling into its usual tone.I head back out into the livin







