LOGINLola thought divorce meant freedom. In the mafia world, it meant death. Until Ocean, her cruel ex-husband's father, offered her an impossible choice: marry him or die. It was supposed to be protection. A cold arrangement. Nothing more. But the ruthless Capo who saved her life ignited something dangerous. Forbidden. All-consuming. Now she's pregnant, caught between the man she loves and the enemy who wants her destroyed. Because Ocean has secrets buried in blood. And when the past collides with the present, their love might not be enough to survive the war coming for them both. Some marriages are born from duty. Theirs will be made in fire.
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The bruise on my left cheekbone is turning purple, and I don't have enough concealer for this. I lean closer to the bathroom mirror, my breath fogging the glass. It's not as bad as last time. Last time, my eye swelled shut and I had to lie to the housekeeper about walking into a door. She didn't believe me, but she didn't say anything because nobody ever does. This is just a bruise. I can work with a bruise. My hands won't stop shaking as I reach for the foundation. The expensive kind. Ethan doesn't care what I spend on makeup as long as I look perfect when his associates visit. Can't have them seeing what he does behind closed doors. I dab foundation over my cheekbone and tears spring to my eyes. The bruise is so tender that even gentle pressure feels like he's hitting me all over again. I blink rapidly. Can't cry. If I cry, my eyes will get puffy and then he'll know. Layer after layer until the purple fades beneath beige. Then next, concealer, thick and heavy. There's an art to this now. Four years of practice. There's a smaller bruise on my jaw. And fingerprints on my upper arm, five dark ovals where he grabbed me last night and shook me. Long sleeves today, definitely long sleeves. I step back and force myself to look at my reflection. I'm twenty-three years old, and I look like a ghost. My cheekbones are too sharp. There are permanent dark circles under my eyes. My hair hangs limp past my shoulders. When did I become this person? Four years of marriage. Four years of hell. I was nineteen when I married Ethan. Nineteen and stupid and so desperately lonely I couldn't see what he really was. He dated me properly. Flowers every week. Expensive dinners. He made me feel like I mattered. I was an orphan with no family, and here was this handsome man from a powerful family saying he wanted me. I thought I'd finally found home. The wedding night, he dropped the mask. He looked at me with disgust and slapped d me so hard I tasted blood. That was the first time. And it's gotten worse every minute, every day, every year. I pull my hair into a tight bun. Smooth down my navy dress, high neck and long sleeves. Nothing he could use as an excuse, though he never really needs one. Deep breath. Just get through today. The kitchen is freezing. Ethan likes it cold. Says it keeps him sharp. I crack eggs into the pan. Bacon, toast, coffee. Black, two sugars. The same breakfast every morning for four years. I hear his footsteps on the stairs. My entire body goes rigid. He walks in and doesn't look at me. "Coffee ready?" "Yes, it's..." My voice comes out raspy. "Your breakfast will be done in just..." "I didn't ask when breakfast would be ready." "It is. I'm sorry..." He sits down with a heavy sigh, like my existence exhausts him. He pulls out his phone. I pour his coffee with shaking hands. Add exactly two sugars. Set it in front of him carefully. I plate his food and carry it over. "Thank you," I whisper, even though I prepared everything. He doesn't respond. Just starts eating while staring at his phone. I stand by the counter, hands clasped, waiting. I already ate earlier because I'm not allowed to sit with him unless he invites me. Which he never does. The silence is suffocating. "You look tired." I flinch. He's staring at me now. "I'm fine, I just didn't sleep well..." "You look like shit, actually." He sips his coffee slowly. "Did you even try this morning? Or did you just give up?" The makeup. Can he see through it? "I'm sorry, I can go fix it, I'll do better..." "You always say that." He cuts into his eggs with sharp movements. "Four years, Lola. Four fucking years and you still can't get anything right." My throat tightens. "I'm sorry." He eats in silence. Then: "My father's coming by this morning. Business meeting." Everything inside me goes cold. Ocean. "What time?" "Nine o'clock. Make sure this house is spotless. And for God's sake, do something about your face. I can't have my father thinking I married some beaten-down..." He stops, smiling cruelly. "Just fix it." He knows I can barely cover the bruises. "I will. I'll make sure everything is perfect." "You better." He stands, towering over me. "My father is Capo. Head of this entire organization. If you embarrass me in front of him..." He doesn't finish. He doesn't have to. "I understand." "Do you?" He steps closer and I step back automatically, hitting the counter. He leans in. "Because sometimes I think you're just too fucking stupid to..." "I understand," I interrupt. "I won't embarrass you. I promise." He stares at me, deciding. Finally, he steps back. "You're worthless. Say it." My chest caves in. "Ethan, please..." "Say it." "I'm..." The words stick. "I'm worthless." "Again." "I'm worthless." Tears burn but I don't let them fall. "That's right." He brushes past me. "Clean this up. And if anything is out of place when my father arrives, you'll regret it." His office door slams. I stand there, gripping the counter, shaking. Ocean Moretti is coming here in less than an hour. And I have to pretend everything is fine. At eight-forty, I check my reflection. The makeup looks good. You can't see the bruise unless you're really looking. My dress is neat. Hair perfect. I look like the ideal mafia wife. Polished and empty. The doorbell rings at exactly nine, and my heart launches into my throat. I open the door. Ocean Moretti is standing on my doorstep. Tall, over six feet, with broad shoulders filling out his dark suit. Salt-and-pepper hair. Sharp features. But it's his eyes that make my breath catch. Gray. Storm gray. Looking directly at me with an intensity that sees everything. He's forty-nine years old. Twenty-six years older than me. And I feel something I haven't felt in four years. Safe. "Mr. Moretti," I manage. "Please, come in." "Thank you." His voice is deep, controlled, but warm. He steps inside. I catch expensive cologne. "Can I get you anything? Coffee? Water?" "Coffee would be good. Black, no sugar." "Of course." I lead him toward the office. He's been here before, but today feels different. I knock. "Come in!" Ethan is behind his desk, trying to look important. Next to his father, he looks like a child playing dress-up. "Father. Right on time." "Ethan." Ocean's tone is neutral. Cold underneath. "I'll bring coffee right away," I say softly. "Thank you," Ocean says, eyes finding mine. My cheeks flush. I close the door and practically run to the kitchen. Stop it. He's Ethan's father. He's dangerous. But my hands shake as I prepare the coffee, and it's not from fear. I arrange everything on a tray and carry it back. Knock softly. "Come in." They're deep in conversation. I set the tray down quietly. Pour Ocean's coffee first. "Thank you." I freeze. Glance up. Ocean is looking at me. Really looking. His eyes move across my face slowly, and I see the exact moment something changes. His eyes narrow. Sharpen. Focus on my cheekbone. He sees the bruise. "You're welcome," I whisper, trembling. "That's all," Ethan snaps. "Leave." "Of course." I set Ethan's coffee down quickly. "I'll be in the kitchen." "Close the door." I do, then stand in the hallway, heart pounding. He saw it. Ocean saw the bruise. An hour and a half later, the office door opens. "Show my father out," Ethan says. I open the front door. Ocean moves toward me, pausing when he reaches me. Looks at me again with those storm-gray eyes. This time, there's no mistaking it. Concern. Anger. Something protective. "Thank you for the coffee," he says softly. "It was very good." "It was no trouble." He steps outside, then turns back. For a long moment, he just looks at me. Studies my face like he's memorizing it. "Have a good day," he says quietly, and the words feel weighted. Like he's trying to tell me something. "You too, Mr. Moretti." He holds my gaze. One second. Two. Three. Then he turns and walks away. I close the door and lean against it, trembling. He saw it. I know he saw it. And for the first time in four years, someone actually saw what was happening. The question is: what happens now?WILLOW'S POVI'm folding laundry in the utility room when Lola walks in looking like someone just kicked her puppy.Again.This is the third time this week I've seen that expression on her face. And I know exactly what's causing it.Willow fucking Hart."Okay, that's it." I drop the towel I'm folding and turn to face Lola. "We need to talk.""About what?""About the fact that you've been moping around this house like a sad ghost ever since that woman showed up."Lola sits down on the bench by the window. "I'm not moping.""You are absolutely moping. You barely eat. You avoid Ocean even more than you were already avoiding him. You jump every time someone mentions Willow's name." I sit down next to her. "Talk to me. What's going on?""Nothing. I'm fine.""Lola, I love you, but you're a terrible liar." I take her hand. "What did Willow say to you?""She didn't say anything. She's been perfectly nice.""Bullshit. That woman is a snake. I can see it from a mile away."Lola looks at me with
Willow doesn't leave London.I thought maybe after that first visit she'd go back to wherever she came from. Paris, I heard Hannah say. But she doesn't leave. She stays. And suddenly she's everywhere.The first time I see her again is three days after her initial visit. I'm in the sitting room reading when she's shown in by one of the staff. She's dressed impeccably as always. This time it's a navy dress that probably costs more than my wardrobe, paired with heels that make her already tall frame even more imposing."Lola! How lovely to see you again." Her smile is warm. Friendly. "I hope I'm not intruding. I was in the neighborhood and thought I'd stop by to see if Ocean was available.""He's in a meeting," I say, closing my book. "I'm not sure when he'll be done.""Oh, that's alright. I don't mind waiting." She sits down across from me without being invited. "Actually, this gives us a chance to chat. Get to know each other a bit."I don't want to chat with Willow. Don't want to get
I sit in my room at the Savoy, staring out the window at London, and think about Lola Moretti.Ocean's wife.The girl is twenty-three years old. Twenty-three. When I was twenty-three I was still figuring out what I wanted to do with my life, still making stupid decisions about men and careers and everything else.And Ocean married her.I pour myself a glass of wine from the minibar and replay the brief meeting in my head.She's pretty, I'll give her that. In a doe-eyed, innocent kind of way. Big dark eyes, delicate features, the kind of face that probably makes men want to protect her.Which is exactly what Ocean is doing. Protecting her.He said it himself. She needed protection and marriage was the best way to provide it.That's not love. That's obligation. Duty. Ocean has always had this code about protecting the weak, about not letting women get hurt. It's one of the things I loved about him.But it's also his weakness.He saw some young girl in trouble and he stepped in. Married
I watch the taxi drive away with Willow inside and feel absolutely nothing.Five years ago, watching her leave destroyed me. I loved her. Really loved her. And she walked away without warning, without explanation, just disappeared from my life because she couldn't handle the reality of who I am.Now she's back and all I feel is... tired.I close the door and stand in the foyer for a moment, trying to process what just happened.Willow showing up out of nowhere. Telling me she made a mistake. That she regrets leaving. That she wants another chance.Five years too late.I should have told her that. Should have been clear and firm and shut down any possibility of her coming back into my life.But I didn't. I was polite. Distant. But not firm enough.Why wasn't I firm enough?Because some part of me, some stupid sentimental part, remembers what we had. Remembers loving her. Remembers thinking she was it for me.And even though I don't feel that way anymore, even though I've moved on, I co


















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