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PROLOGUE
I was seven years old, fully decked out in metal braces that glinted in the sunlight much to my chagrin and those wide-rimmed glasses that made my face look rounder than it already was, when the Washingtons moved across the street into the fanciest townhouse in Everwood Cove. The movers had arrived the day before, and judging by the six massive moving vans clogging the narrow street, it was clear that whoever was moving in had to be loaded. The kind of loaded my mom always whispered about with raised eyebrows and a tilt of her head, as if to suggest it was a bit obscene. She had peeked through the window much like every other neighbour on this street, muttering a few judgemental nonsensicals. Typical mum.The next day, right around noon, the family of three rolled into town in their sleek, jet-black BMW with windows so tinted you couldn’t tell if someone was inside unless the door swung open. And when it did, they stepped out like something out of a movie.
That was the first time I saw him—Mark Washington. He was nine, with caramel skin and a crooked smile that didn’t look so much like a flaw as it did a secret he hadn’t yet shared. His dark hair was neatly cut, and he had this confidence about him, even as he stood there in his perfectly ironed polo shirt and cargo shorts, like the whole world was a stage and he’d been cast as the lead.
I was sitting on the porch, swinging my legs idly over the edge and trying to keep the splinters on our worn-out wooden steps from catching on my socks. A half-melted popsicle was clutched in one hand, dripping steadily onto the faded planks beneath me. Beside me, Diane, my childhood bestfriend was busy sucking on a lollypop, way to immersed into the sweetness to care about my new neighbours.
When his eyes met mine, it was like the air shifted, the kind of moment you don’t realize is significant until years later. At the time, I was too busy trying not to stare. He appeared too clean, too expnesive if you will. Mark waved, a quick, casual motion like we’d known each other forever. And just like that, something shifted in me. I didn’t know it then, but this boy—Mark Washington—was going to change everything. That he would be my damnation.
CHAPTER ONE: HAPPY THIRD ANNIVERSARY
My heart thumps wildly in my chest as I make my way toward Mark’s office on the fifteenth floor. The steady click of my heels against the polished floors echoes in the quiet hallway, a rhythm that matches the pulse in my ears. The blood rush from all the excitement of this particular day is high. Beneath my leather coat, I’m wearing nothing but a delicate lace slip, the kind I know drives him crazy. At twenty-three, I’ve got my life pretty much figured out, or so I like to think. I’m married to my high school sweetheart, Mark Washington, and today marks our third wedding anniversary.
Most people think Mark bewitched me somehow, or that there’s no way a man like him could actually love me. And can you blame them? He’s sharp, successful, and devastatingly handsome, the kind of man who turns heads even when he’s just grabbing a coffee. But they don’t know what I do: I’m head over heels for him, and he’s just as obsessed with me—maybe even more. Heck, he makes it known I’m his wife everywhere we go.
“Terry,” I greet his PA with a bright smile as I step into the sleek office lobby.
“Mrs. Washington,” she coos in return, adjusting her glasses with a soft, approving grin. Ah, Mrs. Washington. No matter how many times I hear that title, it never gets old. It always makes the butterflies inside me dance.
“How’s everything coming along?” I ask, glancing at her noticeably round belly. She’s five months along, glowing with that serene joy only expectant mothers seem to master. It’s impossible not to feel happy for her. This is her first kid with her husband John. They got married over the summer last year and of course, we were in attendance.
“I’m doing great, and so is the baby,” she replies, her hand instinctively resting on her stomach. Her smile is warm, almost maternal already, and it’s contagious.
“Well, keep at it. You’re rocking it,” I say with genuine cheer. “Mark’s in, right?”
“He’s in the conference room right now,” Terry answers, glancing at her monitor to check his schedule. “He’s meeting with a group of startups to decide which ones to fund. Should be done in…” She trails off, tapping her screen. “About ten minutes.”
“Perfect,” I say, adjusting the lapel of my coat. “I’ll just wait for him.”
“Happy anniversary,” she calls after me, her voice sweet and sincere.
“Thanks, Terry,” I reply, flashing her another smile as I turn toward the plush seating area by the window.
Mark always insists we enjoy this stage of life before we think about kids—traveling the world, chasing our dreams, and, of course, indulging in plenty of amazing sex. And while I can’t wait for the day we start a family, I have to admit: these carefree years have been something else. Today, though, I’m determined to make him remember exactly why we fell for each other in the first place.
Using my spare key to his office, I let myself in, the soft click of the lock barely audible over the hum of the air conditioning. The room smells faintly of his cologne, a warm blend of cedar and spice, and it feels like stepping into his world. I make my way to his chair, sinking into the buttery leather with a satisfied sigh, crossing one leg over the other. Anticipation bubbles in my chest, a mix of nerves and excitement. This anniversary is going to be unforgettable. I’ll make sure of it.
My gaze drifts to the large portrait of him on the wall. Damn. I didn’t think it was possible for someone to look more handsome in a photo than in real life, but there he is—commanding, confident, and downright perfect. Goddess! I must have saved a country in my previosu life.
On his desk, three framed pictures catch my eye, each one a snapshot of our story. The first is from when we were kids, grinning wide with scraped knees and sticky hands—proof of simpler times. The second is from high school, his arm draped over my shoulder like it was where he always belonged. And the last is from our wedding day, the sunlight catching the tears in his eyes as we said “I do.” Mark had insisted on documenting our memories, preserving them like treasures. How could anyone not fall in love with a man like that?
The sound of the door unlocking snaps me out of my thoughts. My heart leaps as I shrug off my coat, letting it fall to the floor. Beneath, I’m wearing nothing but the lace slip I’d chosen specifically for this moment. A small, wicked smile plays on my lips as I turn toward the door, waiting for him to walk in.
But the moment he does, my stomach plummets.
“I think the second startup had a great presentation and—” Mark’s voice trails off abruptly as he steps inside, his COO, Mr. Waterford, trailing close behind.
“Oh, fuck!” Mark blurts out, spinning around so fast he nearly knocks into the doorframe. His ears burn red as he keeps his back to me, one hand raised as if to block the view. Meanwhile, I’m scrambling for my coat, frantically yanking it off the floor and wrapping it around myself.
Mr. Waterford freezes for a split second, his face a mixture of shock and amusement, before clearing his throat awkwardly. “I’ll, uh... I’ll see you later,” he mumbles, making a hasty retreat without so much as a backward glance.
The door shuts behind him, leaving only the two of us.
This was not how it was supposed to go.
Mark stays where he is, shoulders tense, a low groan escaping him. “What were you thinking?” he mutters, half laughing, half exasperated.
“Surprise?” I offer weakly, trying not to die of embarrassment as I clutch the coat tightly around me.
He turns his head slightly, enough for me to catch the flicker of a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Happy anniversary, Mrs. Washington,” he says, shaking his head, the warmth in his voice melting some of my mortification.
“Happy anniversary, Mr. Washington,” I say softly, a playful smile curling my lips as he pulls me into a kiss. His lips are warm, lingering against mine, and for a moment, I forget everything else. Inluding what has just a happened a few minutes ago.
“Did I ruin it?” I ask, my voice barely above a whisper as I pull back just enough to meet his gaze.
“Ruin it?” he chuckles, the deep sound vibrating in his chest. There’s an amused glint in his eye as he turns toward the door, clicking the lock into place and sliding the latch at the top for extra security.
He turns back to me, his expression shifting into something darker, more intense. Slowly, he starts unbuttoning his shirt, each movement deliberate, his eyes never leaving mine. “No, darling,” he says, his voice low and rich, “you could never ruin anything for me.” He lets the shirt fall open, revealing the taut muscles of his chest, and I feel my pulse quicken.
He takes a step closer, closing the space between us. His fingers trail along the edge of my coat, teasing, before resting on the lapels. “Now,” he murmurs, his voice like velvet, “get that coat off you.”
Heat blooms in my cheeks as I let the coat slide from my shoulders, the fabric pooling at my feet. His gaze roams over me, and I can see the desire flickering in his eyes, unmistakable and electric.
“Perfect,” he whispers, his hands moving to my waist as he pulls me closer, his lips brushing against my ear. “Happy anniversary, Mrs. Washington. Let’s make it one to remember.”
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVENALL FUN AND GAMESI’ve spent almost my entire existence, orbiting around Mark, believing I was the center of his world. I molded myself to be everything he wants. Maybe that was my first mistake. You know, living my life for someone else. In truth he was first everything. My first crush, my first love and now my first heartbreak and yes, it still hurts like a bitch. But it’s much easier now that I’m past the denial stage.“You threw the flowers in the trash can,” Mark, says, taking a sip from the champagne flute in his hand. Around us, there is every elite family you can think of, mingling and being pretentious as usual. Not that I’m any better. For a brief moment I wonder if there is a single person in here that is being truly themselves. I wonder what skeletons all these people carry. How many marriages in here are actually what they appear?I grab a flute from a passing waitress, muttering a thank you, “And?”“What do you think the house helps are going to say
CHAPTER THIRTY SIXMINE“Yes! Fuck yes! Dante!” I can barely hear what I’m saying above the screams of pleasure as Dante’s dick punished my walls with every unforgiving thrust until I can’t even feel my legs anymore.I’m bended over in the guest bedroom which has honestly become my very sanctuary, Dante behind me and we are both sleek with sweat. He is fucking relentless in his quest to make sure I don’t walk properly and I’m definitely grateful for that. Like i said, he is the perfect dick-straction. Mark has already landed at the airport and he should be here in the next twenty minutes or so. But who gives a fuck? I’m so damn close to climax that he is the last thing in my head. It’s risky and Dante could get fired. But the idea of Mark’s face when he finally realizes that something he always considered only his is being touched in all the naughtiest ways he could never, makes something inside me twist with happiness.Maybe it’s because I fucking hate him with all my heart and soul.
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVEPLAN “And he said that?” Diane practically screeches through the three-way video call, her eyes widening so dramatically that I nearly laugh. “What the actual hell is wrong with that douchebag husband of yours? No, seriously, I need a diagnosis because there is no way a sane human being hears the words 'the woman I cheated with is pregnant and just tried to kill my wife' and then somehow concludes that marriage counseling will magically fix everything.”I take a slow sip of my wine, enjoying the warmth of the afternoon sun against my skin, “Believe me, if I knew, I'd tell you.”“You know what?” she continues, pointing at the camera as though she can reach through the screen and shake me. “The second you divorce that son of a bitch, I am dragging your ass out for the biggest celebration Vegas has ever seen.”“Unless either of you knows where I can find fifty million dollars lying around, I'm afraid that particular fantasy remains out of reach,” I point out. Fucking
CHAPTER THIRTY FOURA LITTLE RELAXATIONDante doesn’t take me home right away and honestly I’m quite grateful for that. That place is suffocating and no longer feels like home. Instead, he parks somewhere quiet, away from the rush of the city, and we end up sitting on the hood of the car, the night air cool against my skin as the distant glow of New York flickers around us. There is something oddly peaceful about it, a kind of stillness I have not allowed myself to feel in a long time. Mark is attending an overnight conference in Atlanta. He won’t be back until tomorrow, preferably in the evening. Not that I can stand him anyway. Trapping me in a marriage using a fucking prenup? I might have been a valedictorian in high school, but I was sure as hell not smart enough to see through the fucking prenup when I agreed to it. It’s quite pathetic of me if you think about it. Idiotic even.He pulls out a cigarette, tapping it lightly against the pack before placing it between his lips, then
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREETHERAPYI cannot believe, for the life of me, that I am actually sitting here. A slow breath leaves me as I take in the woman across from me, my gaze drifting briefly around her office before settling back on her face.The space itself is exactly what I expected. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking a sweeping view of New York City, minimalist décor that somehow still screams expensive, every detail curated to project elegance and calm.Harper Lee sits across from me, composed and observant, her posture relaxed in a way that feels intentional rather than casual. She looks to be in her late thirties, not quite intimidating and definitely the kind of person who clearly knows how to handle clients who come in already resistant. Which, unfortunately for her, is exactly what she is dealing with right now.“Mrs. Washington,” she says again, her voice steady, pulling my attention back when I realize I have been staring past her rather than at her.I shift slightly in my
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWODINNERMy in-laws have reserved a table at one of those impossibly luxurious, Japanese-styled restaurants that prides itself on elegance and exclusivity. I don’t mind if we are being honest. I have missed some good Wagyu. By the time we arrive, they are already seated inside, no doubt having made sure everything is perfectly arranged down to the last detail.I am dressed in a fitted Chanel piece, something understated yet expensive enough to meet their standards, and as we step out of the car, Mark automatically reaches for my hand. The gesture is practiced, almost instinctive, like muscle memory from years of playing this role together.For a brief second, my gaze shifts past him. Dante stands a short distance away, one of the three members of the security detail accompanying us tonight. His expression is perfectly neutral and professional, as though last night does not exist outside of my own mind. I quickly push the image out of my brain. Dante is too much of a w
CHAPTER SIXTEENTOO VANILLAI’m thousands of feet above ground, cradling a glass of Dom Pérignon in one hand, the city lights far below like scattered jewels. Opposite me, Eric lounges comfortably, legs crossed, his blue eyes studying me with quiet patience. Every now and then, he flicks a strand o
Chapter 5CHAPTER FIVE: DINNER WITH THE FOLKSI’m staring at the out of the kitchen window, armed with a cup of milk coffee but barely aware of my surroundings. Its been almost two weeks since I moved to the guest bedroom for my own peace of mind as I tried to comprehend everything. It all still fe
CHAPTER SIXJUST ONE LITTLE LIEJust how long can you pretend before you cave in and every emotion is displayed for everybody to see? Well, I wouldn’t know the answer to that. I can’t tell whether I’ve been putting a front for too long that I’ve gotten accustomed to acting like I’m living my best l
CHAPTER SEVENFLOWERS & BANDSI’m angry. No cross that. I’m fucking pissed off. The sound of my heels coming into loud, rhythmic contact with the polished floor, is barely registering in my mind. My thoughts are only concentrated on that one door at the end of the floor and in my hand is a huge bou







