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CHAPTER 69: THE STUDY

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BELLA’S POV

I lasted forty minutes.

Forty minutes of the ceiling and the dark and the study light visible from the window and the specific impossible patience of a nineteen year old who had just been told her father’s name by a man who had then been silenced by another man who had looked afraid.

Forty minutes.

Then I got up.

I didn’t go to the kitchen this time.

I went to the study door.

Not his study, the ground floor one, the one my mother had claimed for her calls. The other study, the east
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