MasukBELLA’S POV
For a second, neither of us moved. He just stood there, holding my underwear, his dark eyes locked on mine. I snatched it from his hand and shoved it behind my back. "I, I'm sorry. My bad." "I'm just going to take this and leave," he said, his voice tight. He grabbed whatever he'd been reaching for in the closet. But his eyes, his eyes weren't on the closet anymore. They were on my chest. I glanced down and realized with horror that my shirt had shifted during the fall. My nipples were clearly visible through the thin fabric, hard and pressing against the material. He didn't look away. He just stood there, staring, his jaw clenched, his breathing slightly heavier. I crossed my arms over my chest. "What?" He cleared his throat. "You have a mark on your chest." "What?" I turned toward the mirror. Sure enough, there was a small scratch just above my collarbone. It was bleeding slightly. I must have gotten it when the bag fell on us in the car. "Sit down," Dominic said, his voice low. He was already moving toward the bathroom. "I'll get the first aid kit." "I can do it myself," I protested. "It's just a little scratch." "Don't be like that." He returned with the kit and sat down on the edge of the bed. "You're my daughter now anyway. Just let me take care of you. After that, you can go clean up and get changed." Daughter. The word made my stomach twist. I sat down reluctantly, and he opened the kit. His hands were steady as he dabbed at the wound with antiseptic. But his eyes… his eyes kept drifting lower. To my chest. To my nipples, still hard beneath my shirt. I tried to cover myself, but he stopped me. "Wait. Stay still. Let me finish taking care of your wound." Every touch felt like fire. His fingers brushed my skin, and I had to bite my lip to keep from making a sound. My body was responding in ways I didn't understand. Heat pooled low in my stomach. My breath came faster. I glanced down. Between his legs, I could see the outline of something hard pressing against his trousers. Oh god. I squeezed my thighs together, trying to ignore the ache building inside me. Is this the magic this man used on my mum? I was losing it. I hadn't felt this way before. Maybe it was because I missed Harry. Maybe it was because I'd held onto my virginity for too long and my body was finally rebelling. It's all about Harry, I told myself. I can't wait for him to return. "I think the wound is fine now," I said quickly, standing up. "The treatment you just gave me will be enough to heal it." He stood as well, his eyes still dark. "All right. Good to hear that. You can change and come down for lunch." I nodded, not trusting myself to speak. He walked toward the door, but just as he reached it, it opened. My mum stepped inside. "Oh, Dominic! You're here?" "Just checking on Bella," he said smoothly. She smiled. "I trust you and Bella are getting along very well." He nodded. I just stood there, silent, staring. "Well, let's leave together," Mum said, linking her arm through his. "Darling, hurry up and come down for lunch." The moment they left, I collapsed onto the bed. This man nearly made me end up in trouble just now. Why hadn't I even noticed the scratch on my chest? I'd been so carried away with my thoughts. I just need to focus. I got up and started to undress, peeling off my clothes until I was completely naked. I was about to grab my towel when there was a knock on my door. Before I could say anything, the door opened. My mum stepped inside. I yelped, grabbing the towel and pressing it against my body. "Oh, you're still here?" she said, completely unbothered. "Go shower quickly, Bella. We're going out soon after lunch, and you're still standing there." "What?" I stared at her. "Where are we going? Mum, haven't you done enough for today? Please, I just want to rest. I'm not interested in going anywhere." "And tell the maid to bring my lunch up here," I added. "No. That's not allowed here, Bella." Her tone was firm. "You just moved in today, and you haven't learned the rules of this house yet. First rule: you can't have your lunch in your room. It must be at the family dining table. Do you understand? And this evening, Mr. Dominic will also tell you the rest of the rules so you can follow them while you live here." I stared at her in disbelief. "If you're not interested in going out with me, then I'll have no choice but to go alone," she continued. "Julie called to remind me it's her birthday, and I almost forgot because I was so excited about my marriage today. But I'll be going, and I'll return tomorrow. Julie and I haven't seen each other in a long time, and we'd like to spend more time together. So I'll be coming back tomorrow." My heart dropped. "What? Mum, you can't just bring me here today and then leave me all alone!" "But you're not alone. Mr. Dominic is here. And the maids." "He's your stepfather now, Bella. Just give him a chance to be a good father to you. Stop being so hard on yourself." "Mum, stop this! I don't like it! He will never be my father, and you know that!" "Stop it now, Bella!" Her voice rose. "You won't be the one to tell me who to be with and who not to be with. He's my husband now, and you're going to respect that." She turned and walked out, slamming the door behind her. I stood there, trembling, tears streaming down my face. Then my phone rang. I wiped my eyes and grabbed it, checking the screen to see who was calling.The study door at the end of the corridor.“What do you think happens,” I said. “On the other side of all of this. The arrest, my mother knowing, the news coverage, the.” I stopped. “What do you think happens.”Marcus was quiet for a long time.The real pause, the thinking pause, the Marcus underneath the performance taking the question seriously.“I think,” he said slowly, “that the house is going to go through something in the next few weeks that will either break it or clarify it.” He looked at his cup. “And I think the clarification version is available. But it requires everyone in the house to be honest about what they want in a way that is going to cost each of them something significant.”I looked at the window.“My mother,” I said.“She loves him,” Marcus said. “In the way she loves him, which is real and is also.” He paused. “Not the primary love of her life. I think she knows that. I think she’s known it for a while and has chosen not to look at it directly.”I thought about
BELLA’S POVI left the study at two.Not because I wanted to. Because my mother’s footsteps had been in the corridor twice in the twenty minutes since Dominic’s hand had closed around mine and the second time they had paused outside the study door and then moved away and I understood the pausing.I stood up.He looked at me.I looked at our hands, still joined on the desk, and I looked at him and I did the thing that cost the most, which was let go.I stood.“She’s ready,” I said.He looked at the desk where our hands had been.“Yes,” he said.I went to the door.At the threshold I stopped because everyone in this house stopped at thresholds and I had been in it long enough to have absorbed the habit.“Dominic,” I said.“Yes,” he said.“Tell her everything,” I said. “The full version. She’s stronger than you think.”He looked at me.“I know how strong she is,” he said.I went through the door.My mother was in the sitting room.She had changed since the morning — not dramatically, the
The quality of the silence that followed — not the library silence or the dinner table silence or the kitchen silence. The silence of a room that has just received too much at once, that is attempting to process simultaneous impacts, that needs a moment before it can do anything with what it has been given.“Bella,” she said.Her voice had changed.Not the flat emptied voice. The other one, the older one, the voice of my mother when she was frightened.“I know,” I said.“You were with him,” she said. “For eighteen months. While he—”“I didn’t know,” I said. “Mum. I didn’t know. I had no idea. If I had known—”“I know you didn’t know,” she said. Quickly. The quick clarification of a woman who was frightened and grieving and putting things in the right order with the discipline she always used when the alternative was falling apart. “I know that.”I looked at my hands.“Are you all right?” she said.I looked up.She was asking me. In the middle of receiving news about her husband’s deat
BELLA’S POVI was awake at five.Not the gradual wakefulness of recent days. The immediate kind, the eyes-open-and-already-knowing kind, the body having apparently decided that today required no transition between sleep and full consciousness.Monday.I lay in the dark for exactly four minutes.Then I got up.Dominic was in the study.I knew this without going to check — the line of light under the door visible from the corridor, the study occupied at five in the morning, the quality of a man who had also not transitioned gently into the day. I stood in the corridor for a moment and looked at the line of light.I did not knock.I went to the kitchen.I made coffee.I sat at the kitchen table and I thought about Reeves.He had said morning. He had said he’d call when it was done. He had said the police would need to move quickly once they had the file because the window between filing and Daniel finding out was not a large one.I thought about Daniel in his flat.The dark blue Volvo. T
He was looking at the bloom and his face was the morning face and the October light was the October light and we were crouching at the edge of the east bed on a Sunday morning one day before Monday with the house behind us and the fragile certain bloom in front of us.“Dominic,” I said.He looked at me.The close range.No table.No architecture.Just the bed and the bloom and the October morning.“After Monday,” I said. “After my mother knows about my father. After the police and Reeves and Daniel and all of it.” I kept my eyes on his. “What happens to us.”The question.Not the storage unit question — that had been the hypothetical, the if my mother wasn’t in the picture. This was the actual question. The real conditions, the real picture, all of it in place.What happens to us.He looked at the bloom.He was quiet for a long time.The garden around us. The fountain. The Sunday morning.“I don’t know,” he said.The honest answer. The same honest answer as the car — not the reassuran
BELLA’S POVDaniel replied at seven in the morning.I was still in bed, the specific Sunday morning wakefulness that had been arriving earlier every day this week, the body refusing to stay unconscious when there was this much happening in it. The phone lit up on the pillow beside me and I looked at it in the grey early light.Thank you. Where and when.Four words. The fear still in them but underneath the fear something else now — relief. The relief of a person who had been waiting for a response and had received one and could now move toward whatever they had decided they needed to do.I looked at the message.I did not reply.Not yet. Reeves had said Monday. Dominic had said don’t meet him alone. I had sent soon to keep Daniel contained, to stop the escalating messages, to give him enough to hold onto through the weekend without giving him anything real.It had worked.He was contained.I locked the phone and put it face down and looked at the ceiling.Sunday.The last day before M
The kitchen was warm, Petra had the underfloor heating on some kind of Sunday schedule, the house a degree or two more comfortable than weekdays, and the light through the window was doing its forgiving Sunday thing, and my hands were around the coffee cup, and I was not thinking about the fracti
CHAPTER 15: WHAT HIS BODY DOES WITHOUT PERMISSIONBELLA'S POVSunday arrived with the particular quality of light that belongs only to that day.Not better light than Saturday, not worse, just unmistakably Sunday light, which is somehow both fuller and more forgiving than the working week's versio
Something moved at the corner of his mouth. Not a smile, not quite, but the involuntary beginning of something that stopped itself in the architecture of his face before it finished arriving. I'd seen this twice before. I counted it."We won't tell her about the pool schedule," he said."What will
BELLA'S POV I heard the car before I saw it. The particular crunch of the estate's gravel driveway had a different quality depending on the vehicle, Gio's SUV had a heavier, more deliberate sound, like something that knew its own weight. The car that pulled up at eleven-fifteen on Saturday morni







