4. Her transformation.

I couldn't sleep, I kept thinking of why my mum was horrified that I was mated to three men. I also kept wondering how I would be able to handle them all. Part of me was really afraid and part of me couldn't really believe that all the three gorgeous and powerful men were all mine.

Owen, Damien and Rowan, perfect names, perfect everything. I mean, the moon goddess must have taken extra time to create them because they aren’t just cute, they are perfect. What I don't know is their personalities though.

Owen has the most deep ruby eyes I have ever seen. He has this dead look in his eyes that makes him look fierce yet sexy at the same time. His hair is pitch black, and so long. He wears it wavy, and I have seen it in a ponytail; it all looks divine. He is so tall compared to the three of them, and also the hugest of them. If ‘hugest’ is ever a word. I just cannot find the right words to describe him. He has these muscles that he doesn’t even sweat to show them off, they are just there. He looks maybe twenty years old or so, he isn’t that older than me. And I guess I am a little bit attracted to him more than the other two.

Damien, what can I really say about him? He has amber eyes, he looks so honest. I wouldn’t have minded if he was a little bit rough, like Ow… why does my mind seem to be rushing to him all of the time. He is the alpha of our land and the only son to Alpha Jaxon. Every female in the pack wanted to be his mate, including my friend Zama. I wasn’t a little bit of interest in this mate thing, but here I am now. The moon goddess is quite sarcastic, don’t you think. I never wanted any, yet she gave me three.

Let’s talk about Rowan now, I guess he is a vampire or something. He is slender and tall, but not taller than Owen. He has a chiseled jaw line, with high cheekbones. His hazel eyes are quite charming and mesmerizing. They sparkled the moment they met mine, and he had this mischievous and yet stern look. he is just intriguing.

His fashion choices, well, he needs a wardrobe change if that’s what he always wears, he had black from head to toe, even his earring. I have never liked a man who wears earrings but, I must confess, they made him look outstanding, and I liked it very much. He moves so gracefully, even when he scooped me in his arms and started running away with me, part of me was willing. But obviously, my scared part won.

I didn't want a mate, I detested having one, but being with Owen, made me think twice.

The moment I found out about the three, all I wanted was to reject them all, but then I feel like suffocating when they are not with me, as I am feeling right now. It has just been hours away from them, but I can't really take it. As I am facing my ceiling counting how many tiny boxes and flowers are embedded on it as I am in deep thoughts, a sudden fever course's through my body making me clench my fists and pull the duvet on me.

My breathing suddenly escalates as every sense in my body heightens. I smell each and everything in my room, I can even smell the beautiful morning outside as the sun is about to shine high up in the sky. I can smell the mud outside, and even the grass. Not only that, but I feel like nature is calling up to me.

What's happening to me?

I get off my bed and run outside, clinging to the walls for support as all the veins in my body start pulsating. Once outside, I run towards a direction I don't know about.

A sudden pain erupts all through my body causing me to lose my balance, I fall on the ground knee's first. All the bones in my body start cracking, shifting and contorting. I release a scream after scream as they elongate and rearranging. The pain is agonizing, I feel like I am going to black out, but my body keeps going. I watch as my fingers elongate and become paws with supple claws which are so sharp. The same happens with the other hand and legs, causing me to fall flat on the ground.

My skin erupts with white fur which grows like a flash of light. I feel my consciousness being shifted, and it's like someone entirely different has taken over my body. I open my mouth to scream, but a loud howl is heard instead as I see myself standing on four limbs.

I can't believe it, I have my wolf.

Everything around me suddenly becomes so vivid and sharp. I can see the pores on leaves, the small creatures on the soil. I can smell everything, and by everything I mean absolutely everything. I didn't know every tree had its own scent, and green, is this how it smells? It's heavenly.

I feel a deep connection to nature as sudden power courses through me. I feel so free and untouchable. I want to speak, but I growl instead. I see the white fur being moving softly as the wind blows. I suddenly get the urge to run, but it's difficult since I don't know how to move in four limbs yet.

I place my right fore limb forward, and the rest follow. I realize that I am not in control anymore.

Weirdly, things start going back to normal, my eyesight begins to dim, I feel the same excruciating pain as my bones crack and rearrange again. The fur disappears and it's replaced by skin.

“I can't take this anymore.” I say out loud. I am me again. I also realize that I am totally naked now, I collect myself from the ground and manage to get up.

As I turn to get back to the house, I feel so dizzy all of a sudden and I feel myself falling down. But I fall on something so strong, and the smell of wild fruit washes over me again.

“You are safe now.” He says, scooping me in his arms. “ I will never let you out of my sight ever again.” He adds as he starts walking in a direction I don't even know about.

“Owen.” I manage to say as my body grows heavy, I can't even keep my eyes open anymore. The pain I am feeling is too much for me, I give into it and my world goes blank.