LOGINAMARA'S POV****
I quickly went into the changing room to change into my stage dress.
Yeah, another day, same routine, same men watching me like I exist only for their eyes. Life's so unfair. I wish I could just—
“Amara! Someone is here to see you, Guess who,” Davina sing-said. Looking all excited. That made me smile.
“Who is here?” I asked curiously.
“I said guess, Amara, not ask.”
“Well, you'd have to tell me, I can't think of anyone right now.”
“You're boring,” she rolled her eyes. “It's Jack. He's requesting for you, he wants to see you.”
“Jack? He never gives up, does he?” I said.
“I mean, he's blonde, cute, tall, and has a nice physique, probably good in bed,” she teased. “You should be over the moon that a man like that is interested in you. Babe I'd jump at that opportunity if I found one.” I chuckled.
“I mean, I like him. But… I don't know.”
“Just give it a shot. Go see him. He's out at the bar.”
“Alright, I'll be back quickly.” I moved to the door.
“Take your time love, I've got you.” She winked.
“You're so cringe,” I whispered to her before I left.
I moved towards the bar, eyes searching until it settled on Jack. We locked eyes. He stood up, smiling so hard. That warmed my heart. He's so simple, nice. I like him though. He's very attractive. But… I don't really feel butterflies, well… I really should give him a chance.
“Hey, Amara. You look beautiful tonight.”
“Thank you. You don't look bad yourself.” He nodded.
“What brought you here?” I asked. “You brought me here, Amara.” He said, like it's the most obvious thing in the world.
I giggled.
“Ummm… that's good to know. I would have loved to stay a while but work is calling.”
“Yeah. Sure. I just wanted to ask you out on a date. I know you're busy with work and all. But please, just let me have you for tomorrow by 8pm. I'll pick you up at your house.” He pleaded. “Amara, I just want to treat you to a meal.”
His British accent peaks out every time he says my name. I should agree with him, since I've been declining every time he asks.
“But… I kinda have to work tomorrow, Jack. I don't know if it's possible—”
“Amara, please. Just an hour or so of your time is all I ask. Just for tomorrow.”
“Okay. I'll make it work.” I told him.
“Thank you, milady,” he bowed a bit. Gosh, he's dramatic. “I'll make sure you have the best time.”
“I'm looking forward to it then. So 8pm tomorrow. Noted.” I said, turning around to leave.
“Just text me your address, I'll pick you up at home.” He offered.
“Oh, no. You don't have to bother. I'll just meet you there.”I declined immediately. I don't want him having that much access to me. I mean I don't even know him.
“No, I'll pick you up. That's what gentlemen do.” He insisted. “I can't have you going on your own, Amara.”
“It's fine, really.”
Ha paused, studying me for a second.
“Alright,” he said finally. “I'll see you there.”
“Yeah, Thank you.”
“Bye.” I said, turning away.
I quickly went into the dressing room as it was my turn to dance, I quickly put on my mask. Well that is the dress for today. Even though I'm not fond of my job, I'm pretty good at it. I went up to the stage. Did what I knew best and as usual, they all stood up applauding. I left the stage to the dressing room to change.
I really need to talk to Davina about tomorrow. I can't exactly leave my job for a date. I've got bills to pay. I can't afford to get fired. I sat in front of the mirror, staring at my reflection. Dorian. The things he made me feel during the private dance with him—I'd never felt them before, not even with Jack.
“Babe,” Davina called, breaking me from my trance.
“When will your mind stop leaving the world to wherever it goes? I guess you should start taking your body along.” She teased.
“I don't go anywhere, I'm always here.” I said, that made her raise an eyebrow. I ignored her, getting ready to change the subject. I can't handle my situation being the subject of our conversation today. I haven't even told her about Dorian. Well… what's there to tell.
“So, Jack, umm… he wants to take me out on a date. Tomorrow by 8pm,” I told her.
“Really. Y'all are finally taking a step,” she grinned so hard.
“No, it's not like that. It's just a meal.”
“Uh-huh”
“Davina,” I nudged her.
“I believe you,” she said sarcastically.
“Whatever,” I rolled my eyes. “But I don't think I can go, I have work tomorrow. I can't exactly leave.”
“What! Common girl, I'll cover for you. You know I'm always here, right.” She said, “I just want you to be happy. Go have fun. You deserve it more than anyone.”
“Thank you. Really, I appreciate it. I hope I'm not an inconvenience.” I pouted.
“No, you're not, my cute little baby,” she squeezed my cheek.
“Davina, that hurt,” I pushed her slightly. We were laughing so hard. I'm so grateful to have her in my life. She somehow keeps me going. Like I can handle this thing, called life.
We finally stopped laughing and talked about little things, what I should wear to the date and all. My mind drifted to Dorian, but I knew better to push it far away from my mind.
I should focus on my date with Jack. Tomorrow mattered. At least, it should.
DORIAN'S POV****I couldn't stop thinking about her after I left the club.I wanted her to know that I would never judge her for her job. That was what attracted me to her— not her body or the way she moves it, but the way she carries herself, unashamed of what she does.So I went back to the club to show her that.When I arrived, I asked for a private dance. They brought me a different girl, which I rejected. I specifically requested for Amara, though I paid more which didn't matter. All I wanted was her.When Amara came out, I saw surprise and nerves flash across her face, but as usual, she buried it beneath layers of confidence. I loved that about her.I told her that I wanted a private dance, that I wanted to show her that I never looked down on her. She looked slightly doubtful, asking if a lap dance was supposed to prove that.I said yes. She moved to the pole, locked eyes with me, and did what she knew best. She slid up and down the pole, doing things I didn't think a body cou
AMARA'S POV*****I just woke up from the best sleep I'd had in weeks. Saturdays are my favourite because I don't have to work or worry about anything. No alarms. No rushing. Just sleep until my body decides it has had enough.My phone pinged. I picked it up to see a text from Jack.Good morning, beautiful. How did you sleep?I smiled at the text.I slept well. Did you? I replied. Then dropped my phone on the lampstand. Today was for me. Justme. But Dorian seemed to remain a fixed fixture in my head.I got out of bed, tied my hair into a messy bun, threw on an oversized shirt, and headed to the kitchen.Pancakes and coffee felt like the right choice. I mean what better way to start your morning. I played the song Work by Rihanna and danced around the kitchen while cooking, pretending life was light and simple. After eating, I cleaned the apartment.The doorbell rang.I frowned. Who could be at the door. It's just 1pm in the afternoon.I opened the door and immediately regretted it be
AMARA’S POV****I arrived at the restaurant. It was huge, beautiful and quiet. People spoke in low voices, like they were in a library. It looked expensive. Expensive people, expensive dresses. And here I was. But I certainly wasn't going to talk down on myself. I looked beautiful too. I wore a red gown with a slit, thin straps, V- neck, showing just a little cleavage. I look good. If they can come here, I can too. After the affirmations, I walked in, head held high. Jack had already texted me where we'd be sitting. I walked up to the table. He stood to acknowledge me and drew the seat out for me to sit.“Thank you.” I said.“You're welcome.” He sat and gasped. Staring at me intensely.“Hope I didn't keep you waiting so long,” I asked.“Not at all. If it means I get to see this rare beauty, I don't mind waiting my whole life.” he whispered.“Really, you have your way with words” I said, giggling.“I'm not flattering you, you look… breathtaking, gorgeous. I'm at loss for words.” He sa
AMARA'S POV****I quickly went into the changing room to change into my stage dress. Yeah, another day, same routine, same men watching me like I exist only for their eyes. Life's so unfair. I wish I could just—“Amara! Someone is here to see you, Guess who,” Davina sing-said. Looking all excited. That made me smile.“Who is here?” I asked curiously.“I said guess, Amara, not ask.”“Well, you'd have to tell me, I can't think of anyone right now.”“You're boring,” she rolled her eyes. “It's Jack. He's requesting for you, he wants to see you.”“Jack? He never gives up, does he?” I said.“I mean, he's blonde, cute, tall, and has a nice physique, probably good in bed,” she teased. “You should be over the moon that a man like that is interested in you. Babe I'd jump at that opportunity if I found one.” I chuckled.“I mean, I like him. But… I don't know.”“Just give it a shot. Go see him. He's out at the bar.” “Alright, I'll be back quickly.” I moved to the door.“Take your time love, I'v
AMARA’S POV****“Amara, you’re late again.”I peeked around the hospital door and grinned at Mom. Her hair was in that messy bun she swore made her look younger, and her eyes squinted like she was already plotting something.“Traffic,” I lied. Hospital traffic, sure. And the elevators that take forever. And probably fate conspiring against me. “You know how it is.”She raised an eyebrow. “Traffic? At ten in the morning? Amara, please.”I laughed, walking over to her bedside. “Fine. Maybe I left my shoes at the club. You’d understand if you worked in my world.”Mom huffed. “Don’t even start. I survived raising you; I survived high school gossip. I can survive your club nonsense too.”I froze mid-step. “Club nonsense?”She grinned. “I don’t know, maybe the place you keep talking about. The cafe? The restaurant? Whatever it is you said you work at.”“Oh, that.” I cleared my throat. “Yeah, that.”She narrowed her eyes, clearly thinking. “You’re hiding something.”I shrugged. “Maybe.”“May
I couldn't get the conversation I had with Dorian out of my head. I don't understand why I'm hurt. Everyone judges me. It's nothing new. Why am I hurt over his own judgement. I mean who wouldn't judge. I just thought I saw something different in his eyes rather than judgement.“Amara, you have a private dance request.” my colleague called from across the room.I swallowed. Kept my face neutral. Professional. I didn't flinch.I stepped into the room.Dorian was seated. Calm. Hands resting on the arms of the chair. Leaning back. Watching.My chest hitched. Pulse spiked. But I didn't show it. Not in front of him.“Why are you here?” I asked, keeping voice steady.“Was I banned from coming here? It's a club Amara.” He stated.I waited. “To prove you wrong,” he said. Calm. Dominant.Controlled.I raised an eyebrow. “Prove me wrong?”“That you think I judge,” he said, eyes sharp. “That I'm like other men.”I scoffed and crossed my arms. “And a private dance is your way of proving that?”“Y







