ログインNoah’s POV
There’s a rule in personal security: Never live where you work. Boundaries keep you sane. Boundaries keep you alive. But there’s another rule, too. The client comes first. And Adrian Vale? He didn’t give a damn about my boundaries. I arrived at his penthouse the next morning with two duffel bags, a loaded sidearm, and the kind of exhaustion that settled deep in your bones and never quite left. Lucien’s people had already arranged clearance with the building’s laughable security team. No one stopped me. No one checked my ID. I made a mental note to rip that protocol apart later. For now, I had one job: move in, lock down, and keep Adrian Vale breathing. The penthouse looked different in daylight, less like a lair, more like a museum exhibit for someone with too much money and too little warmth. White marble, black leather, glass everywhere. Clean lines. Cold spaces. Not a picture frame in sight. And there he was, sprawled across a sectional sofa like he belonged to the furniture. Barefoot again, slouching in tailored slacks and a shirt too soft and expensive for morning wear. A coffee cup dangled from his fingers. His eyes slid to me, slow and unimpressed. “You’re moving in?” “Standard protocol for high-risk clients.” He arched a brow. “So dramatic. You don’t think this is overkill?” “You’ve had three attempts on your life in a month. Overkill would’ve been me bringing a team and a panic room.” He hummed, somewhere between amusement and apathy. “How tedious.” I set my bags down without asking where I’d be sleeping. I already knew: wherever gave me the best vantage point between him and potential threats. I wasn’t here for comfort. I wasn’t here for small talk. But Adrian? Adrian seemed determined to make this difficult. “You’re very stiff,” he said, sipping his coffee with infuriating leisure. “Is that a military thing or just your personality?” I didn’t answer. Didn’t rise to the bait. Men like Adrian thrived on reactions. I’d learned long ago how to starve them of that. “Do you do this with all your clients?” he asked. “The glaring. The brooding silence. I imagine some of them pay extra for it.” “Do you provoke all your bodyguards, or am I special?” That earned me a real smile. Sharp. Slow. Dangerous. “Oh, you’re very special, Noah.” There it was again. My name in his mouth sounded like something filthy. Like a dare. Adrian Vale was used to control. I could see it in the way he lounged, the way he measured space and silence like a chessboard he already owned. Men fell over themselves to please him. To impress him. I wasn’t here for that. And somehow, I suspected that only intrigued him more. The first hours passed in a cold kind of truce. I walked the perimeter, checked exits, cameras, sightlines. Adrian watched me like I was a curiosity to be dissected. “You don’t trust my security system?” he asked when he caught me studying the panel by the terrace doors. “Your system is fine. Your people are shit.” He laughed, low and lazy. “You’re blunt. I like that.” I didn’t care what he liked. What I cared about was the long, unobstructed windows that framed half the penthouse, the angles that left him exposed, the cameras pointed outward but never inward. Whoever set this up assumed the threat would come from the street. They hadn’t considered someone might already be inside. “You need to take this seriously,” I said. “Oh, I am.” Adrian leaned against the glass, letting the sun catch the edges of his too-pretty face. “I take very few things seriously these days, Mr. Cross. You might even be one of them.” “Don’t.” “Don’t what?” “Flirt with me.” He smiled, slow and unapologetic. “Who says I’m flirting?” “You’re testing me.” His gaze flicked down my body and back up, lazy as a caress. “Maybe I’m doing both.” I should’ve walked away. I should’ve reminded myself that men like Adrian Vale played games because it made them feel powerful. But something in me — something tired, something reckless — stayed rooted. “You don’t scare me,” he said, stepping closer. His scent hit me then: something expensive, something dark. “You want to scare me. You want to keep me in line. But you don’t frighten me, Noah. Not even a little.” “Good,” I said quietly. “Fear makes people sloppy.” He tilted his head. “And what does attraction make them?” A beat passed. Heat curled low in my stomach, unwelcome and undeniable. “Dead,” I said. For a moment, we just stood there. Breathing. Watching. Caught in something neither of us wanted to name. Then, because Adrian Vale never did know when to stop, he smiled again and brushed past me, deliberately close, deliberately warm, and wandered into the open space of his living room. “I hope you brought enough suits,” he called over his shoulder. “You’ll need them. I have a charity gala this week. Public appearances to maintain, threats or not.” I followed, slower, my senses twitching in every direction. The sun had dipped lower, turning the glass walls into mirrors against the city’s dying light. Adrian moved through them like something made of smoke and arrogance. “You’re going to get bored,” he said, sinking onto the sofa. “There’s only so long you can pretend this job isn’t tedious.” “I’m never bored when someone’s trying to kill my client.” He laughed. “Always so serious, Noah.” I watched him lift his coffee again, fingers pale against the black ceramic. Watched the lazy sprawl of his body, the half-mocking curve of his mouth. And maybe I let my gaze linger too long on the hollow of his throat, the faint shadow beneath his jaw. “You’ll loosen up eventually,” he said. “They all do.” “No,” I said. “They don’t.” But even as I said it, something prickled at the back of my neck. Not instinct. Not attraction. Something colder. Sharper. Movement. Across the street. High window. I stepped forward without thinking, scanning the skyline. Glass reflected glass, too many angles, too many shadows. I knew what I was looking for. I’d seen it before, a flicker of light where there shouldn’t be one. And then I saw it. Red. Small. Focused. The unmistakable dot of a sniper’s laser sight hovering, steady, unblinking, over the center of Adrian’s chest. “Down!” But I was already moving, already closing the space between us as the world slowed to a heartbeat’s drag of fear. Adrian’s eyes widened, his mouth opening, a question, a curse, I’d never know. All I knew was the red dot tracking his heart. And the window waiting to shatter.The Narrator's POV Life is a strange, merciless thing. It moves forward with a kind of relentless, unfeeling momentum, never pausing to consider whether we are ready for what comes next. One moment, you are laughing in the sunlight, hand in hand with the person who makes your soul feel alive, and the next, you are standing in silence, clutching the shattered pieces of your heart. It happens so suddenly, so violently, that you almost cannot comprehend it. Noah’s story is one we have heard countless times before, though rarely in such vivid, heartbreaking detail. A story of love discovered, nurtured, and then ripped away by the cruel, unrelenting tide of reality. For Noah, Adrian was not just a man. He was a home, a safe harbor in a storm-tossed world, the promise of a future where joy could flourish. Adrian was his confidant, his protector, his anchor when the weight of life threatened to drag him under. Their love burned bright and fierce, the kind of love that made Noah believe
Noah's POV My body jerked violently as the blinding light swallowed everything. I felt myself falling, weightless and suspended in nothingness, like my entire being was unraveling thread by thread. Adrian’s voice was the last thing I heard, echoing through the void, his desperate cry tearing through me. Then, silence. When my eyes fluttered open, darkness greeted me. Heavy, suffocating darkness. My chest rose and fell in frantic, uneven breaths as I tried to understand where I was. My sheets clung to my skin, damp with sweat, my heart pounding so hard it hurt. For a moment, I couldn’t move. My limbs felt like they didn’t belong to me, like I’d been dropped back into a body I hadn’t worn in years. Slowly, my gaze adjusted to the dim light filtering through the curtains, and recognition struck me like a cruel blow. My room. The peeling paint on the ceiling, the faint hum of the radiator, the stack of half-read books on my nightstand, it was all painfully, achingly familiar.
Noah's POV My breath came in ragged gasps as Adrian’s plea echoed through the trembling air. The hallway around me wavered like smoke, the edges of the world flickering as though it were a fragile painting about to be torn apart. I clutched the doorknob, my hand trembling so violently I could barely keep hold of it. Adrian stood only a few feet away, his chest rising and falling with frantic breaths. His beautiful face, usually so calm and controlled, was raw with fear. His hands were outstretched toward me, not daring to touch, as if even that would shatter the fragile space we stood in. “Don’t,” he whispered again, his voice breaking. “Please, Noah. Don’t open it.” I stared at him, my heart splitting in two. Every instinct screamed at me to run into his arms, to let him hold me, to forget this door even existed. But the questions clawed at me, relentless and unyielding. “What’s behind it?” My voice trembled. “Why won’t you tell me?” Adrian’s lips parted, but no words ca
Noah's POV The days passed in a blur of perfect moments, so flawless it almost hurt to breathe. Adrian and I lived as if the world belonged only to us. Every morning, I woke to his arms around me, his lips brushing my skin as he whispered sweet words that made my heart flutter. We walked hand in hand through meadows, shared laughter over candlelit dinners, and fell asleep beneath a sky full of stars that seemed painted just for us.It should have been enough.It was everything I’d ever wanted, everything I thought I’d never have again. But as the days slipped by, a strange unease began to creep in. At first, I ignored it. I told myself I was imagining things, that my mind was playing tricks on me because I wasn’t used to peace like this.But then the little cracks began to show.One morning, as Adrian handed me a cup of coffee, he said, “For you, love,” with that soft smile I adored. I kissed him, took the cup, and sat down at the table. Moments later, he turned to me again, same exp
Noah's POV When I woke, sunlight poured through the window, warm and golden, wrapping me in a cocoon of comfort. For a moment, I stayed perfectly still, my eyes closed, listening to the rhythmic sound of Adrian’s breathing beside me. His arm was draped over my waist, his fingers lightly tracing lazy patterns on my skin. My heart swelled at the simple intimacy of it, my lips curving into a soft smile as the realization settled in: he was here, alive, with me.This was what I had always wanted. No alarms blaring in the middle of the night, no weapons stashed under the bed, no shadow of danger waiting just beyond our door. There was no need to constantly watch our backs or wonder who might be lurking in the dark. Just Adrian and me, safe and together.I turned in his arms, drinking in the sight of his face. His lashes fluttered as he slowly opened his eyes, a sleepy grin spreading across his lips when he saw me watching.“Good morning,” he murmured, his voice husky with sleep. He presse
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