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//VESPER//
The box smelled like someone else’s secrets. Rotting ones.
I sliced through the tape, already regretting every choice that landed me here. Thirty-two thousand dollars a year to digitize trauma in a concrete coffin. My mother would be so proud. At least her daughter is finally useful, contributing to society. Now I just have to last six months to get HMO benefits.
Greywillow Psychiatric Facility — Patient Archives — Wing C.
Three weeks in this basement is like a year already, and my only company is a dying scanner, and a flickering light. I reached into the box. Barely glancing at the standard intake photo. They were mostly the same—hollow cheeks and dead eyes.
Scan, file, save, arrange, and repeat.
By 2PM, my brain turned into a static buzz forming not one coherent thought as I skimmed through the files. Depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, and after a hundred files, they weren’t people anymore. Just ink on the paper.
After that, I took a break and ate my sad sandwich, watching the raindrops streak down the barred window just as my phone pinged.
[Mom: Did you go to church today?]
I didn’t answer. I haven’t been to that place for a long time.
The afternoon stretched like a death sentence, my body felt like moving through molasses as I reached for another box. It was a rotting cardboard already crumbling into dust as I pulled off the lid.
Strange, there’s only a single folder inside.
Every other box was stuffed tight and full, but this one was thin, barely even a file and was held only by a rusted paperclip. I pulled it out, looking at the intake photo to show any hollowed cheeks or dead eyes. But no, it wasn’t what I was expecting. Pale eyes stared back at me, so pale they were almost, looking the lens, through the paper, and straight into my soul.
No skeleton face. Instead, he had a sharp jawline, high cheekbones and Nubian nose.
He looked so... healthy.
I flipped the single page.
>>Name: St. Claire, Azrael Atlas.
>>Charges: First-degree murder (one), second-degree murder (four counts), charges pending in three additional jurisdictions.
>>IQ: 162
>> Risk Assessment: EXTREMELY DANGEROUS. DO NOT ENGAGE IN PERSON.
I kept reading. Childhood abuse. First kill at eight. An underground empire built in secrets. Then the part that made my stomach turn. A journalist found exsanguinated. Drained over three days. He’d kept the man alive that long. To torture.
>>Dissociative personality disorder—genuinely does not remember what “the Architect” does during episodes.
The Architect.
I tear my gaze away from the file and placed it on the scanner. The red laser crawled across his face.
40%… 60%…
The scanner coughed roughly, turning into a mechanical hack, like it was clearing its throat. Then another, and another. Each one slower, more strained, until the sound died completely. I leaned in to check the cable, only to find that it was still connected, then I froze. The monitor wasn’t showing the scanning page anymore. It had glitched to a live feed from the hallway camera.
Showing that it was empty.
Then the screen flickered again, turning into a black mirror, and for a split second, a tall figure stood right behind my desk in the reflection.
“Holy shi—t.”
I spun around. The words dying down my throat. There was nothing. Just metal shelves and the locked steel door.
I turned back to the computer just as the lights went out, plunging the office to a complete darkness. I remained still, listening to the eerie silence pitch black. Panic started to rise in my chest, but I keep my breathing steady. The backup generators should have kicked within three seconds.
One. Two. Three.
Nothing.
*tap—tap—tap.*
A sharp sound coming from the corner of the room echoed. Metal on pipe. A ring, maybe or a coin.
My heartbeat picked up, my breathing quickened.
“H-hello?” My voice small and cracking. “Maintenance?”
The tapping stopped.
Then something passed in front of me. A subtle breeze of cool air carrying clean soap, like the static air before lightning strikes. A scent that definitely didn’t belong in this rotting basement.
“He doesn’t like it when people touch his things.”
A warm breath ghosted against my ear. Low an sounding amused. At the same time, the lights flickered back on with an electric hum.
A scream tore through my lips. I stumbled back, the chair catching my legs, nearly sending me down. A man in a hospital gown stood in front of my desk.
But he didn’t look like a patient. He’s even taller than I’d imagined. Leaner. The gown hung low on his shoulders, sleeves stopping mid-forearm, exposing arms mapped with jagged ink. Dark hair fell over his forehead, contrasting the silver-gray eyes fixated on me.
He should’ve looked harmless. But he didn’t.
“You—patients aren’t—”
“I know.” The smile on his lips didn’t reach his eyes. “I’m not supposed to be here.”
I should have run, hit the panic button, or better yet been halfway to the exit.
>> EXTREMELY DANGEROUS. DO NOT ENGAGE IN PERSON.
The warning from the file blared in my head, but my feet nailed to the floor.
He moved around the desk, bare feet silent on the concrete. He stopped inches from me, looked at his photo still on the scanner, then back at me.
“You’ve been reading about me.”
It wasn’t a question.
“I—it’s my job—”
“Shh.” He held up one finger. Long and elegant like surgeon’s hands—or someone who knew how to take a person apart.
“You don’t need to explain yourself, luv.”
His hand lifted, and I immediately flinched. He stopped mid-air and waited, letting me see that he wasn’t reaching for my throat. Instead, his fingers closed around my badge clipped at my collar. He tugged it. The retractable string stretched, zinging, pulling me toward him until barely an inch of air remained.
I couldn’t breathe.
He looked down at my ID. His index finger tracing where my name was printed in bold letters.
“Vesper.” He said it slowly. Tasting it. Like a secret he’d waited years to hear.
“A—are you going to h—hurt me?”
The words tumbled out into a small, broken, pathetic voice.
He frowned. Not angry, just confused. Like the idea made no sense.
He let go of my badge and lifted his hand again. This time, I didn’t flinch, already too far gone and caught in those silver stare.
His fingers brushed my cheek gently.
The gentleness hollowed out my chest, and made it ache. He tucked a stray hair behind my ear, knuckles grazing my skin, setting it on fire.
“No, luv,” he whispered, his voice vibrating in my bones. “I would never hurt you.”
Before I could breathe, the heavy steel door and the end of the hall groaned opened, followed by a series of heavy boots.
Security.
I was distracted only for a second, when I look back, the space in front of me was empty.
He was gone.
//VESPER//The examination room was at the end of the hall.White walls. White floors. A single metal table bolted to the ground, a chair beside it with leather straps hanging from the arms like sleeping snakes. The air was cold, sterile, smelling of antiseptic and chemical that made my eyes water.I stopped in the doorway.The wire, I thought. Under my pillow. Recording nothing but silence.I had walked away from it. Left it behind. All that careful defiance, that illusion of control—gone the moment I closed my bedroom door.Dr. Aris moved past me, unconcerned. She busied herself at a small counter, arranging vials, needles, things I didn’t have names for. Her movements were unhurried, practiced, the movements of someone who had done this a thousand times.“You can sit,” she said, gesturing to the chair. “Or stand, if you prefer. The choice is yours.”The choice.I looked at the straps. The needles. The cold white walls.No one was listening. No one was recording. I was alone with a
//VESPER//The device sat in my palm like a dead thing.I had been staring at it for an hour—maybe longer. The black metal casing was warm now from my skin, the tiny light dormant, waiting for my thumb to bring it back to life. Detective Nora’s last message still glowed on my phone screen, unread for three days.[FROM: Detective Nora—Vesper. Please. Just tell me you’re alive.]I should have felt something reading that. Guilt, maybe. Gratitude. The ghost of the woman I used to be would have wept.Instead, I felt the hollow space in my chest yawn wider.The West Wing was silent. No cameras here—or at least, none I could find. Azrael had given me this room deliberately, isolating me from my mother. Not as a kindness. As a test. He wanted to see what I would do with space he couldn’t watch.I turned the wire over in my fingers.The morning light slanted through the windows, catching the dust motes floating in the air. My room was beautiful—all pale gray walls and white linens, a vase of f
//VESPER//I stood before the empty frame until my neck ached from looking up. The spotlight carved a perfect circle on the wall where my portrait would hang—where my soul would hang, according to Azrael’s whispered promise. He had left me there with the weight of that intention, my wrist still bearing the ghost of the handcuff’s pressure.The basement breathed around me. Stone and copper and something darker—the accumulated scent of lives ended with surgical patience.“You’re still here.”I didn’t turn. I had heard his footsteps on the stairs, had felt his presence fill the room before he spoke. Azrael moved to stand beside me, close enough that I could feel the heat of him through my clothes, close enough that I could smell the sandalwood clinging to his skin.“I’m still here,” I said.I looked at him then. At the pale eyes that held no mercy, no guilt, no hesitation. At the hands that had killed for me, drugged for me, built a cage around me so beautiful I had walked into it mysel
//VESPER//The handcuff clicked open, but I didn’t move my wrist. Azrael stood beside the bed, the small key still between his fingers, watching me with that patient, ancient gaze. My arm ached from the position, yet I let it hang there, suspended, unwilling to be the first to claim freedom.“Your mother is asking for you,” he said.The words hit my chest like a blow. Right, my mother. I sat up too quickly, blood rushing, the room tilting. Azrael’s hand steadied my elbow—dry palm, precise pressure, no more warmth than necessary.“She’s awake?”“For several hours now.” He released me and stepped back, straightening his cuffs. “I’ve told her you’re recovering from a minor illness. She believes it. The fiction pleases her.”I swung my legs over the edge of the bed. I smoothed my shirt automatically, a futile gesture as I tried to make myself presentable, then followed him through the doorway.The East Wing smelled different. Sunlight poured through windows that faced the rose garden, and
//VESPER//I reached for my clothes with hands that wouldn’t stop shaking. The fabric of my shirt felt foreign against my skin. I pulled it over my head without looking at him, my fingers fumbling with the hem. The jeans came next, and I stepped into them, swaying slightly as I zipped it up, the sound too loud in the enclosed space.The car started moving. I didn’t remember him starting the engine. I stared out the window at the passing darkness. My reflection stared back at me—hair disheveled, lips swollen, eyes too wide—so I looked away. The silence between us felt heavy, textured, like something I could reach out and touch. It pressed against my eardrums, filled the hollow spaces inside my chest.I tried to count the seconds. I lost track somewhere after two hundred. My body felt detached from itself, moving through space without my conscious direction. When the car finally slowed, I blinked and found us approaching wrought iron gates that loomed against the night sky. They opened
//AZRAEL//She was still trembling when I withdrew the knife.Her hips jerked, suddenly empty, and she gasped at the loss of pressure—the absence of the thing she had been riding, the thing that had filled her, the thing she had taken all the way down without knowing she was capable of taking anything at all.Before she could process the emptiness, I flipped the blade in my hand. A muscle memory honed over years.“The knife was just the appetizer, luv.”I grabbed a handful of her hair, tilting her head back until she was forced to look at me. Her eyes were twin abysses of terror and addiction. I pressed the flat of the blade against her cheek, dragging it down to the sensitive skin of her throat.Her breath came in shallow, rapid pulls. Her pupils had dilated. Her skin had broken into goosebumps that spread from her throat down her arms, her chest, her belly. Her nipples had hardened again like they were reaching for something. Her thighs pressed together, and I felt the way her body







