âBro, youâre seriously becoming my favorite person here.â Luca said leaning in, with his arm casually slung across the back of the bench. âYou have no idea how rare that is.â
I side-eyed him. âUh⌠thanks?â We were sitting out in the courtyard during lunch, enjoying the sun on our backs. I was halfway through biting into an apple when I realized Kael had been staring at us for a full minute from across the quad. River leaned toward me and whispered behind his thermos, âHeads up buddy. Kaelâs giving you the look.â I blinked. âWhat look?â âThe kind like Iâm two seconds away from setting someone on fire look,â he muttered, barely hiding his smirk. â I'm pretty sure Lucaâs gonna die first.â Luca, who's oblivious as ever, grinned even wider. âWanna skip afternoon classes with me? We can pretend weâre heading to study group and hit the lake instead. You look like you need a break, Seth.â I laughed awkwardly. âYeah, no. I actually want to survive this school year.â âOh, come on. You survive by living a little,â he said, nudging my shoulder. âAnd you, my mysterious little roomie, need to loosen up.â Roomie. That word punched my gut harder than I wanted to admit. Because Luca had no clue that I wasnât just some awkward new guy. I was the only girl in an all boys elite academy, walking a tightrope every damn day trying not to get caught!. And Kael⌠donât get me started on him. âLuca,â Kaelâs voice cut through like a cold blade. We all turned to him. He stood behind us, with his arms crossed, his face perfectly sculpted like always, his gaze locked directly on Lucaâs hand that was still hanging dangerously close to my shoulder. Luca chuckled, not even flinching. âJealous much?â Kaelâs eyes narrowed. âYou're blocking my seat.â River gave me a small kick under the table, like he was trying to say brace yourself. âDamn,â Luca muttered, standing and raising his hands like heâd been caught red handed. âRelax, man. Iâm just talking to Seth. Chill.â Kael sat next to me, spine straight like he was preparing for battle. His leg brushed mine under the table, and for a second, my heart kicked into overdrive. Why did he sit next to me? âYouâre not his babysitter,â Kael said flatly. Luca grinned. âMaybe not but he clearly likes me more than you.â âKeep dreaming.â I stared down at my tray, praying the ground would open up and swallow me whole. Kael didnât talk much after that. But he didnât leave either. He just⌠stayed there after chasing Luca away. Later I found out that we had mandatory exercise periods. I hoped it would be easy and not difficult. The training field smelled like sweat, when I entered and the coach barked at me. âSeth, youâre up!â Coach blew the whistle, and everyone else were bare chested and already glistening with sweat,they all turned toward me. Crap. My grip tightened on the wooden practice sword . My heart wasnât racing because of the workout, nope! It was racing because I was moments away from exposing everything. Literally. Everyone here had stripped down to just their track pants for drills. But if I so much as pulled my shirt off and leave my boobs dangling, it is game over. âTop off,â Coach barked to me, like it was nothing. I froze. âProblem?â he snapped. âY-Yeah, actuallyâŚâ I coughed dramatically. âI⌠I have asthma.â Coach raised a brow. âAsthma?â I nodded, adding a slight wheeze for effect. âCold wind, and chest exposure triggers it. Doctorâs note and everything.â There was a second of silence. Then came a snort from Kael. I caught it just barely but he was standing to the side, his arms folded, watching with his usual cold expression, except his mouth had the tiniest quirk. Like he didnât believe me⌠but wasnât gonna call me out either. Coach sighed. âFine then practice in your damn shirt. Letâs move.â Crisis averted. I jumped into the drill, dodging and swinging with everything I had, even as sweat clung to my back and made the oversized shirt feel twice as heavy. âWhy the hell are you training in your full uniform?â Luca asked later, jogging up beside me with a towel around his neck. âYou trying to sweat yourself into a coma?â I shrugged. âFashion statement.â Theo leaned over. âYou okay, man? You looked like you were gonna pass out.â âIâm fine.â But Kael was still watching me from the bleachers, his stormy gaze was still unreadable. Was he trying to figure me out? After drills, the Sovereign Circle announced the club assignment day. In Virelade, every student had to choose a club by the end of week two. It was mandatory self-development, whatever that meant. And the club you picked said a lot about who you were. âSo,â Theo said, sidling up beside me, âyou made your choice yet?â We were sitting on the steps, students were buzzing around us, waving banners and clipboards. The club fair had taken over the courtyard. âNot really,â I said, leafing through the options. âIâm not sure I fit anywhere.â âOh, come on. Join the swimming club!â Theo said, practically bouncing. âWe need more members and you seem athletic. Youâre not scared of water, are you?â I choked on my own spit. Scared? No. Scared of swimsuits? Abso-freaking-lutely. âI, uh, canât really swim that well,â I lied. âDude, itâs literally in the name: club. We practice. Iâll teach you.â âNo, itâs not that, I...â I paused. âI just⌠donât do pools.â Theo blinked. âYou allergic to chlorine or something?â âYeah. Something like that.â He looked disappointed. âOkay, that sucks. You wouldâve looked cool in the uniform.â I swear my soul left my body for a second. âFootball it is, then.â Luca appeared out of nowhere, slinging an arm over my shoulders like we were old friends. âYouâve got fast feet, Seth. And good instincts. Plus,â he said with a wink, âweâd get to see you in tight shorts.â âIâm going to kick you,â I said, deadpan. He grinned. âIs that a yes?â âThatâs a hell no.â Luca pouted. âYou wound me.â River passed by, catching the exchange. âLeave him alone, Luca. Not everyone wants to be a golden retriever jock with abs and no brain.â âHey! I have a brain,â Luca said. âI just donât waste it on algebra.â While they argued, I slipped away toward the back tables. There, barely touched, was the Art Club booth. There were no shouting and no flashy banners. Just a few sheets of paper pinned to a corkboard with pencil sketches and a signup list half empty. I picked up a pencil lying on the corner and stared at it. I hadnât drawn since I arrived. Since I left home. My fingers twitched with excitement. Without really thinking, I grabbed a scrap paper and started sketching. Strong jaw, angled brows, stormy eyes. The ghost of a scowl on perfectly shaped lips. Before I even realized it, I had drawn Kael. I crumpled the paper immediately and shoved it into my pocket. Someone behind me cleared their throat. I froze. It was Kael. He hadnât been standing there long. But the way his eyes flicked to my clenched fist told me he saw the drawing or at least enough of it. âYou joining Art Club?â he asked. I straightened. âThinking about it.â âWhy not football?â âWhy do you care?â He didnât answer right away,just looked at me, his face unreadable as always. âIt suits you,â he said finally. I blinked. âArt?â He nodded once. âMore than pretending to be something youâre not.â I stiffened. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â He tilted his head, then leaned in the tiniest bit. âJust donât waste your time fitting in because You wonât.â Then he walked away. That night, I sat by the window in my dorm room, sketchpad on my lap, moonlight pooling on the floor. The school was quiet. And all I could think about was Kaelâs voice. âDonât waste your time fitting in. You wonât.â What did he mean by that? It wasnât said with cruelty. It was a warning or maybe⌠a weird kind of kindness. I started sketching again but this time it was not him but me!. Not Seth, the boy with awkward energy and oversized shirts. But Sera,the girl I barely recognized anymore. Hair falling around her shoulders, soft eyes, uncertain smile. I shaded it slowly, carefully, like if I drew her well enough, I could remember who I really was. By the time I finished, the sky was glowing faintly with early morning light. I spent my night drawing myself. I tucked the drawing into the back of my sketchbook, zipped it shut, and whispered, âArt club it is.âThe halls of Virelade were quieter than usual.It was one of the few free days the students got no classes, no drills. Just a whole afternoon to blow off steam and be normal teenage guys⌠or as normal as you could get in an elite all boys academy run like a royal military cult.By 4 PM, most of the dorms were half empty. Some kids had gone to the city,others were chilling by the lake or hitting up the school cafĂŠ.But not me.I was alone in the art room.A large sheet of paper sat in front of me with smudges of charcoal on my fingers, lines streaked across my sleeve. I was deep into the drawing so deep that I didnât even hear the door open.The pencil moved slowly, deliberately, as I shaded the long wavy hair past the shoulders. A version of me that felt like someone else now.Sera.I missed her,not the name,not the body but just... the freedom of being her.The drawing was almost done. My real face stared back at me with haunting softness, something gentle and vulnerable in the eyes
âBro, youâre seriously becoming my favorite person here.â Luca said leaning in, with his arm casually slung across the back of the bench. âYou have no idea how rare that is.âI side-eyed him. âUh⌠thanks?âWe were sitting out in the courtyard during lunch, enjoying the sun on our backs. I was halfway through biting into an apple when I realized Kael had been staring at us for a full minute from across the quad.River leaned toward me and whispered behind his thermos, âHeads up buddy. Kaelâs giving you the look.âI blinked. âWhat look?ââThe kind like Iâm two seconds away from setting someone on fire look,â he muttered, barely hiding his smirk. â I'm pretty sure Lucaâs gonna die first.âLuca, who's oblivious as ever, grinned even wider. âWanna skip afternoon classes with me? We can pretend weâre heading to study group and hit the lake instead. You look like you need a break, Seth.âI laughed awkwardly. âYeah, no. I actually want to survive this school year.ââOh, come on. You survive
The new day at Virelade started like the usual with tight schedules, stiff uniforms, and the constant pressure of being around the best of the best. I was doing my best to blend in, with my head hanging low and keeping my voice lower so they couldn't suspect me and keeping the whole "I'm totally a guy named Seth" act perfect.That worked for about five minutes.Luca slid into the seat beside me in Lit class,he came towards me all grin and attitude. "Morning, sunshine."I blinked. "Huh?"He smirked. "Your hair's a mess,kind of a sexy mess though. Like you just rolled out of bed after a wild night .""Dude," I muttered, praying the floor would swallow me."Relax, Seth. I'm just being friendly. You looked tense,want me to massage your shoulders or something?" He wiggled his eyebrows.My face burned as i shifted in my seat, trying to laugh it off. "Pretty sure that breaks like ten rules."From the front row, Kael turned his head slightly just slightly towards us. But his gaze was nowher
Sera povâYo, Seth! You ready to get wrecked by Vireladeâs finest?â Luca called out as I stepped into the huge classroom, his grin way too confident for my nerves.I forced a smile, another day at a new school gotta play it cool.Luca leaned against the door like he owned the place. âDonât sweat it, man. Just act like youâve been here forever. Fake it âtil you make it, right?ââYeah, sure,â I mumbled, clutching my backpack tighter. He didn't even realized how that sentence made me feel.Absolutely horror!Then I felt someone chill standing next to me. It was River, the dude who looked like he didnât have a care in the world with dark curls and easy smile, that made you think maybe this place wasnât all bad.âTough day?â he asked, his eyes flicking to my bag.âYou could say that,â I muttered.River shrugged. âDonât freak out. Weâve all been the new guy.âBefore I could relax, Alexander Voss slipped past us, with no hello, no nothing just that icy stare he always has. Dude looked like
Day two at Virelade, and I was already considering faking my death maybe that would be the best option,I should just find a cliff and jump.I woke up before the sun. Mostly because I couldnât sleep. Partly because I was paranoid Kael might hear me breathing wrong and decide to report me for existing or blow my cover.He hadnât spoken a word since dinner,He just glared like I personally offended his entire clan.Now came the hardest part of the day: The Shower.Sure, the dorm had its own private bathroom, but âprivateâ didnât mean âsafe.â Especially when you're a girl pretending to be a guy living with a guy who walks around shirtless like itâs no big deal.I waited as I watched the door. Kael was still asleep, sprawled across his bed like some prince,his sheets were half kicked off, hair was a perfect mess, like some moody shampoo commercial.Not that I was looking.I bolted for the bathroom and locked the door. I Double-checked then triple checked to ensure everything is good.Oka
Sera povOf all the rooms I couldâve been assigned to...heck, even a broom closet wouldâve been fine then why this one?Theo didnât even step inside. He just stood in the doorway, staring at me like Iâd been sentenced to death . âIâm so sorry, bro,â he whispered like I was going off to war. âText me if you survive.âThen he was gone.I took a deep breath and walked in, dragging my duffel bag behind me. The right side of the room was already taken. Everything was neat, folded perfectly. His expensive cologne filled the air,and cold like everything else about him.Whatever. I was here now,I had a scholarship. I dropped my bag on the other bed and started unpacking.I didnât even get halfway through when a voice cut through the silence."Are you seriously going to leave your crap lying around like that?"I looked up.Kael stood in the doorway to the bathroom, with his arms crossed, wearing that same annoyed look he had when we first met. He was tall, sharp jawed, and too good looking fo