LOGINSera pov
They say when you lie once, it's easy to lie again. Whoever said that deserved a prize because that was currently happening to me. I wore a binding chest wrap to prevent my boobs from being visible. I had three layers of oversized uniform and I had cut my hair shorter. I reached the gate of virelade Academy when a guard stopped me without even looking at me. "Boys only at this point". I blinked twice. Did I not look like a boy to him? I'm even in my school uniform! I swallowed and deepened my voice just enough to not sound like a girl. "Right! I'm on the list. My name is Calix, sera... Um ... I mean Seth Calix". He squinted his eyes at the clipboard and ran a finger through the names trying to locate where my name was, after finding it, he grunted and waved me through. And just like that I was in. Virelade Academy stood before me more like a castle and not a school. It had towers painted in dark blue, had trees surrounding the main building. It was a place that only the rich belonged to. Mom would kill me if she knew I was here. She insisted on sending me to st helia but I told her I'm a big girl and I can manage myself, without knowing I will go to another school. If she knew she'll cry first then kill me. But it was worth the risk because I was not doing this just for me, it was for my family. The duffel bag on my shoulder was filled with white t shirts, black pants, pads that I had stuffed all the way down, and underwears. I placed the scholarship on top, the letter that was meant for a boy who shared my last name but somehow landed on me. Once inside I was escorted to the principal office by a stoic looking woman. I stood before the heavy expensive door bracing myself, then after summoning my courage I knocked. "Enter" I stepped into his office which was more like a library, there were shelves attached to the wall, filled with books. The principal looked old but he had sharp eyes that probably made grown men flinch. "You must be Seth Calix" he said. *Yes sir " I answered with a low voice, careful with my pitch or I might sound like a girl and ruin everything. He eyed me for a moment then he nodded and opened a drawer and took out a paper. " You're in Dorm B, Room 3A," he said" due to having a lot of scholarship students this year, the dorm that was meant for you is currently full, so you'll have to stay at dorm B, Room 3A for the time being ". I nodded. " Virelade is a place of excellence, you're here on a scholarship which is rare and not easily earned so don't waste it". He stated firmly then rang a small bell and a boy in a neat uniform stepped in. " Daniel, take the new student to... " " Daniel, my guy back off. I got this " Another boy bursted in, he threw his arm around my shoulders like we were some kind of long lost friends. " Theo! ," The principal said with a sigh rubbing his forehead in exhaustion. "You're not the escort". "I'm not but I've got the firsthand experience on surviving this place and this guy here looks like he's going to need it". The principal looked like he was debating on stopping him but then he waved him off. "Fine. But behave!" Theo steered me out into the hallway, talking faster than my brain could catch. "So Calix, where are you from? And no! Don't say small town or working class because you're face screams rich from miles away". I gave him a weak smile"um.. I was living with my dad overseas, so I don't know much about this place". He nodded then continued yapping again "Okay! A warning. Keep your head down and avoid the latin club by all means. They're the future Billionaires and politicians and whatever you do don't get on the bad side of the Sovereign Circle " That name already screamed danger in my mind. Sovereign Circle? What the fuck was that? " Sovereign Circle? "I asked Theo careful to keep my voice neutral. Theo's eyes lit up and then he leaned in close to me" They're the elite of elites. Son's of billionaires, ministers, royalty... You name it. They don't follow curfew or get punished. They also pass every exams not because they're given answers but it's because they're freaking smart ". " Sounds... Interesting " " Yeah, " he said motioning me towards the dorms. " They have their own wing, it's dorm privilege. Virelade basically let them run this place, no one messes with them" We turned around a corner then stopped Infront of a polished mahogany door with a gold plaque attached to it named Dorm B. " Here we are, "Theo said but his voice cracked halfway through. He blinked at the number on the door then he turned to me " No way!... This can't be right" He snatched a paper in my hands and checked the number " Room 3A,Dorm B. This is... their dorm " I frowned." Their as in...? " " Sovereign Circle, " He took a cautious step back like the door might grow teeth. " This is their floor. These are their rooms. You're not supposed to be here unless you're fucking rich like them ". He stared at me, baffled " You must be some big fish then" Before I could even respond, the door opened and my breath hitched as I took in the surrounding. The dorm was nothing like I had imagine, it looked like some kind of hotel suite or a penthouse. Four boys were inside and they all looked like they belonged on the covers of luxury magazines. One sat on the edge of a velvet couch, his finger flipping through a book with silver rimmed glasses perched on his nose. Another one leaned against the blue wall, with arms crossed on his chest and a smirk tugging on his lips. He was tall with bronze skin and curly hair. The third one had sharp cheekbones, and black hair swept to one side neatly, he looked japanese. I turned to the last one when I froze. Kael Ashbourne! The son of the president where my Mom work. I had seen him few times before but he always ignored me. He had blonde hair, blue eyes and sharp jaw. He looked up from his phone and for one agonizing moment our eyes met. My heart stopped thinking maybe he will recognize me on spot but then I remembered he was currently staring at the stranger. The Japanese boy stepped forward first and gave me a polite nod . "Welcome to the lion's den," He said with a small smile "I'm River Takashi". He motioned to the boy with the book"That's Alexander Voss, he's Russian and doesn't like people" Alexander didn't even bother to look up. River pointed to the curly haired one"That's Luca, and he flirts with everything that breathes" And as if on cue,Luca winked at me. "And of course without forgetting," River gestured to Kael"That's Kael Ashbourne. You'll get used to his death stares eventually. Enough about us, what's your name?" "I'm Seth...Seth Calix" I said Theo's mouth was hanging open besides me "Wait, wait wait... you're sharing a room with Kael? Kael fucking Ashbourne?" "What?" River nodded. "Room 3A,the vip room has been empty for some time. Looks like Kael got himself a new roommate" I felt every drop of blood drain from my face that instant, being in the same dorm as the popular group was bad enough, and now I had to live with Kael in one fucking room. Theo let out a low whistle. " May the gods have mercy on your soul. Good luck buddy". Kael stood up slowly,his eyes never leaving mine. " What's your name again?" I forced my voice to sound steady. " Seth Calix" He didn't blink, just continued to stare at me. I swallowed hard, pretending that my heart wasn't pounding loudly against my ribs like a drum. " If you snore... you're dead!" He added then disappeared inside another room that was attached to it. This was it! Phew! I let out a breath of relief when Luca and River stepped forward and patted my shoulder, one by one. " Good luck pretty face! "Sera POVI woke to the dull ache of exhaustion, the kind that sinks into your bones and doesnât let go, even after hours of sleep. My pillow was damp from tears I hadnât noticed falling, and my chest felt tight, like Iâd been carrying some invisible weight all night.The dorm room was quiet. I stayed still under the blanket for a long moment, listening. There were no footsteps, no voices drifting in from the hall. I swallowed hard.Everything was out. The lie, the binder, the fake identity, the secret I had protected for months. Gone. Exposed to everyone in the dorm and worse, to Kael.I couldnât stop thinking about the way he had looked at me last night before he slammed the door. The way his face had changed from confusion to something elseâanger, disbelief, something raw that I didnât understand. I shivered at the memory and pulled the blanket closer around me.My phone buzzed on the nightstand. My stomach dropped before I even looked at it.Three messages from the SC. My hands s
Luca POVI didnât remember how I got back to Riverâs room. One second I was standing in that bathroom, staring at a truth I wasnât supposed to see, and the next I was sitting on Riverâs bed with my elbows on my knees, my hands hanging uselessly between them like they didnât belong to me anymore.River stood near the window, staring out at the dark courtyard like it might give him answers if he looked long enough. He hadnât said a word since Alexander kicked us out of the bathroom. Not one joke not one sarcastic comment. That alone told me how bad this really was.âSheâs a girl,â I finally said, just to hear it out loud.River flinched.âYeah,â he said slowly. âI noticed.âI laughed, but the sound came out wrong. âFunny. I feel like my brainâs still trying to pretend it didnât.âHe turned away from the window and looked at me then, like he was trying to read my face the way he read people so easily. His own expression was pale, unsettled, out of its usual confidence.âI swear to you,â
Kael's POVI didnât stop running until my lungs burned and my chest felt like it was about to split open.The night air slapped against my face as I burst out of the dorm building. I bent over with my hands on my knees, breathing hard, trying to get my head straight.It didnât work.Nothing worked.The image wouldnât leave me, I kept replaying what I saw in the shower.I squeezed my eyes shut and swore under my breath.âNo,â I muttered. âNo, no, no.âThis couldnât be real. It had to be some sick joke or some misunderstanding. Some twisted joke the academy was playing on me like it always did. Because Seth wasnâtâcouldnât beâ a girl.My hands curled into fists so tight my nails dig into my palms.She lied to me.She lied to me every single day.She slept in my room, laughed with me. She let me look at herâtouch her arm, corner her in hallways, want her like I was losing my damn mindâand she never told me.Never told me the truth I was questioning myself, about my sexuality not knowi
Sera PovI waited until the dorm was a silent, no footsteps in the hall or muffled laughter from the common room. I counted to three hundred after the last door clicked shut. Then I slipped out of the room with the towel slung over my shoulder as the chest binder already itching under my hoodie. The straps had been digging into my ribs all day and every breath was a reminder that I was living half a life.When I entered in the bathroom I locked the main door behind me with a click. I peeled off my clothes fingers trembling as they worked the binderâs hooks. When it finally gave, I exhaled freely for the first time in hours.Cool air kissed my skin. My breasts were small but still visible. They ached from the compression. I rolled my shoulders, let my head fall back, and stepped under the spray.For one minute, I wasnât Seth. I was just me. Sera, tired, terrified, and finally free of the lie for sixty seconds.I shouldâve known the peace wouldnât last long when I heard the lock I
Sera POVI pressed my forehead harder against the door, the cheap wood cool against my skin, like it could soak up the panic that was invading my mind. Inside, Kaelâs pacing had stopped it was silence now. Heavy, waiting silence that felt worse than the stomping or screaming.My hand hovered over the knob. One twist and I would be face to face with the guy I spent weeks pretending wasnât existing. One twist and I will have to look at him after the hallway incidentâafter the way his eyes had stripped me bare without even touching me.I couldnât do this.The phone in my pocket was a enough reason to make me talk with Kael to prevent things from going too far. Julietteâs photo. Her threat.Back off, Seth. Or this goes everywhere.If I walked in there and told him, he will surely lose it and If I don't, she is gonna send it anyway. Either way, the fuse was lit.I sucked in a breath surpressing my fear, then pushed the door open. Kael was sitting on the edge of his bed with elbows on hi
Sera PovI couldnât breathe. Not since Kael had me pinned against the wall, his hand beside my head like a cage I didnât want to escape from. His voice was low, broken, and desperate that still echoed in my ears and haunted my mind.Why him? Why Luca?I pressed my back harder against the cool plaster of the hallway wall long after he stormed off, as if the wall could help me. My pulse was beating frantically like a drum in my throat, my wrists. My skin still burned where his fingers had brushed mine.River stood a few feet away, with his arms crossed, watching me like I was a bomb about to go off.âYou okay?â he asked, his voice softer now.I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. I wasnât okay; I was wrecked.Kael looked at me like I was the only thing in the world, like I was hisâlike I had betrayed him by existing near anyone else, and the worst part that made me want to scream was that I liked it. His possessiveness,the heat in his eyes. The way his voice cracked when he said my







