LOGINSera pov
Of all the rooms I couldâve been assigned to...heck, even a broom closet wouldâve been fine then why this one? Theo didnât even step inside. He just stood in the doorway, staring at me like Iâd been sentenced to death . âIâm so sorry, bro,â he whispered like I was going off to war. âText me if you survive.â Then he was gone. I took a deep breath and walked in, dragging my duffel bag behind me. The right side of the room was already taken. Everything was neat, folded perfectly. His expensive cologne filled the air,and cold like everything else about him. Whatever. I was here now,I had a scholarship. I dropped my bag on the other bed and started unpacking. I didnât even get halfway through when a voice cut through the silence. "Are you seriously going to leave your crap lying around like that?" I looked up. Kael stood in the doorway to the bathroom, with his arms crossed, wearing that same annoyed look he had when we first met. He was tall, sharp jawed, and too good looking for someone so damn rude. I blinked. âUh... hi?â He didnât move. "This dorm isnât a trash can. Donât mess up my side, know your boundaries" I wanted to throw my shoe at his perfect face instead, I forced a smile. "Chill. Iâm just unpacking." "Do it quietly. Iâm not here to babysit you." And with that, he disappeared into the bathroom, slamming the door behind him. What a jerk!. His side of the room was meticulously organized with folded shirts, polished shoes, and a cologne bottles that probably cost more than our monthly rent. I unpacked in silence, neatly folding my clothes, placing my toiletries on the pristine counter, and hiding away anything too feminine. Once everything was set, I sat on the edge of the bed, suddenly unsure what to do next. And then it hit me...Dinner. Right. I had no idea where it was. "You look confused." River stood against the wall with his hands in his pockets. He always looked calm, like nothing could faze him. Dark curls, lazy smile, brown eyes . He was definitely the most normal one out of the Sovereign Circle, at least so far. "I am confused," I admitted. "Where the hell is dinner?" He tilted his head, amused. "Come on. We're all heading there anyway. Stick with me." We walked down the long hallway, and soon, the rest of the Sovereign Circle joined us. Alexander Voss showed up first, he was silent as ever, his eyes were cold. He looked like he hated everyone, which, according to the rumors, he kinda did. Russian, rich, and scary smart. He didnât say a word to me,just kept walking. Then came Luca, that guy was so full of himself. He looked me up and down with a grin. âDamn, Sera. You clean up nice.â I raised a brow. âIâm wearing the same thing as this morning." He winked. "Still counts." Gross,but kind of funny. The fact that he flirted with me without knowing I'm actually a girl. Kael, of course, didnât say anything. He walked in front like he was leading a damn army. I stayed close to River, who thankfully didnât seem like a total psycho. When we reached the dining hall, it was like stepping into a fancy ass restaurant. The diner had chandeliers, long tables, candles and actual waiters!. Every head turned as we entered. And then the whispers started as boys whispered to one another. "Thatâs him." "heâs rooming with Kael?" "Why does he look so... normal?" I clenched my jaw and kept walking then I heard someone shout. "Seth! Sit with me!" Theo waved me over. He had a boyish face and the energy of a golden retriever. I hurried to his table , my feet moving forward in a flash . "Thanks," I muttered, sliding into the seat next to him. "You okay?" he asked, passing me a roll. "Everyoneâs staring." "Yeah. Thatâs gonna happen for a while." I leaned closer. "Why? Did I do something wrong?" He laughed. "Nope. Youâre just... different. youâve got that delicate little face and these big eyes. Plus youâre soft-looking, and you somehow ended up living in the VIP dorm with Kael. That alone makes you the most interesting thing at Virelade right now." "Soft-looking?" He shrugged. "Yeah. You have a pretty face and soft skin" then he paused and looked at me "Bro, are you blushing?" Theo asked, nudging me with his elbow. "No! I don't!" He smiled then continued " you're like someone who doesnât belong here, but in a good way. This place is full of rich assholes. You're new so you're a mystery and that drives them insane." I groaned, sinking into my seat. âAwesome. So, I'm the freak show." "Nah bro! You're interesting " I didnât know whether to thank him or throw my fork at him. Dinner went by with more stares, more whispers about me, and Kael not saying a damn word. He sat at another table, surrounded by people who seemed too scared to breathe or say something wrong. The only people who didn't seem afraid of him were the rest of sovereign Circle. As much as I wanted to fit in, I also kind of wanted to flip the table and walk out. On the very first day and everything got overwhelming. But instead, I ate my mashed potatoes and smiled at Theoâs jokes, pretending like my life hadnât turned into an elite school drama overnight. Welcome to Virelade. As we left the dining hall, Theo walked beside me with hands stuffed in his pockets, grinning like a kid. â Bro! I swear to God,â he said, âif one more person calls you Kaelâs pretty new pet, Iâm gonna start charging them.â I blinked. âHis what now?âSera PovI waited until the dorm was a silent, no footsteps in the hall or muffled laughter from the common room. I counted to three hundred after the last door clicked shut. Then I slipped out of the room with the towel slung over my shoulder as the chest binder already itching under my hoodie. The straps had been digging into my ribs all day and every breath was a reminder that I was living half a life.When I entered in the bathroom I locked the main door behind me with a click. I peeled off my clothes fingers trembling as they worked the binderâs hooks. When it finally gave, I exhaled freely for the first time in hours.Cool air kissed my skin. My breasts were small but still visible. They ached from the compression. I rolled my shoulders, let my head fall back, and stepped under the spray.For one minute, I wasnât Seth. I was just me. Sera, tired, terrified, and finally free of the lie for sixty seconds.I shouldâve known the peace wouldnât last long when I heard the lock I
Sera POVI pressed my forehead harder against the door, the cheap wood cool against my skin, like it could soak up the panic that was invading my mind. Inside, Kaelâs pacing had stopped it was silence now. Heavy, waiting silence that felt worse than the stomping or screaming.My hand hovered over the knob. One twist and I would be face to face with the guy I spent weeks pretending wasnât existing. One twist and I will have to look at him after the hallway incidentâafter the way his eyes had stripped me bare without even touching me.I couldnât do this.The phone in my pocket was a enough reason to make me talk with Kael to prevent things from going too far. Julietteâs photo. Her threat.Back off, Seth. Or this goes everywhere.If I walked in there and told him, he will surely lose it and If I don't, she is gonna send it anyway. Either way, the fuse was lit.I sucked in a breath surpressing my fear, then pushed the door open. Kael was sitting on the edge of his bed with elbows on hi
Sera PovI couldnât breathe. Not since Kael had me pinned against the wall, his hand beside my head like a cage I didnât want to escape from. His voice was low, broken, and desperate that still echoed in my ears and haunted my mind.Why him? Why Luca?I pressed my back harder against the cool plaster of the hallway wall long after he stormed off, as if the wall could help me. My pulse was beating frantically like a drum in my throat, my wrists. My skin still burned where his fingers had brushed mine.River stood a few feet away, with his arms crossed, watching me like I was a bomb about to go off.âYou okay?â he asked, his voice softer now.I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. I wasnât okay; I was wrecked.Kael looked at me like I was the only thing in the world, like I was hisâlike I had betrayed him by existing near anyone else, and the worst part that made me want to scream was that I liked it. His possessiveness,the heat in his eyes. The way his voice cracked when he said my
Kael povI shouldnât be feeling this way.And yet⌠I couldnât stop it.Seth. That boy; my roommate, the one I told myself I could ignore, the one I insisted didnât was the one I kept thinking about all the damn time. He was⌠infuriating charming in ways I didnât understand. Always flustered, always scrunching his face in a way that made my chest tighten without warning. And the worst part? I didnât even know why I cared so much.I knew I was straight. Iâd always known. Girls didnât make me feel like this and yet, Sethâs smile, his subtle confidence, the way he leaned over his books, pretending to study but somehow catching my gaze made me want things I shouldnât want.The amount of jealousy I felt every time Luca lingered too close, or even glanced at him with that sly smirk, something inside me burned. I hated it. Hated it, hated it, hated it.I caught myself wanting toâno, needing toâassert my claim, show the world that Seth wasnât just anyone. He was mine. I should be the one teas
Sera POVâHey, Seth⌠did you see that?â Lucaâs voice cut through the chatter of the cafeteria, close enough that I could feel the warmth of his presence.I looked up from my tray, forcing a neutral smile. âUh⌠what?âHe leaned casually on the edge of the table, eyes sparkling with mischief. âNothing. Justâ wondering why Kael keeps glaring at us.âI froze mid-bite. My heart thudded painfully against my ribs. Kael glaring⌠at us? At me? I swallowed hard and shook my head, trying to focus on my lunch. âI⌠donât know.âI knew why he kept glaring at us. After what happened last night,I bet he was still furious about my actions.Luca smirked, clearly not buying it, but he didnât press further. Still, his presence was impossible to ignore. He always had this way of closing in without making it feel like he was, until suddenly you were painfully aware of him being near.I looked down, trying to concentrate on my fork, but my mind was elsewhere. Kaelâs absence. The way he hadnât spoken to me
Chapter 38 Sera POVI couldnât breathe my chest felt tight, my stomach kept twisting uncomfortably with every thought about how Juliette came to know about my secretâWhat if⌠what if she tells everyone?â I whispered, pressing my trembling hands to my face. My voice was barely audible and my knees were drawn up to my chest, the blanket bunched in my shaking hands. âWhat if Kael hates me⌠what if...âI didnât even finish the thought. The memory of Julietteâs smirk flashed behind my eyes. The way she had held my things,pads, tampons were the complete proof of my secret. Proof that I wasnât the boy everyone believed me to be. A proof that could ruin everything I had fought for since stepping foot in Virelade Academy.Alexanderâs warning to Juliette was supposed to make me feel safe. I should have felt relief but I didnât. My hands shook more violently now, and I clutched the blanket tighter, imagining Juliette standing there, holding it all over again, trying to humiliate me.I curled m







