CHAPTER 39~USE HIM~

~JADE~

Tears streamed down my face as I accepted every spoonful of porridge he offered me. Try hard as I may, I couldn’t shake off the guilt weighing down on me.

Even if my pup wasn’t dead yet, it didn’t negate the fact that he was still out there with a stranger who wouldn’t know how to care for him. The wound on his hip hasn’t closed up yet because it’s still healing, and without proper care, it would take longer than usual for it to heal.

Already, I didn’t have the means to care for the wound properly, but I still made sure to clean it every day and wrap it, hoping that his wolf blood would at least help him heal faster, even though he was just as malnourished as his mother. And I was eating when I didn’t even know if he had anything to eat yet.

He is only a month old, and he needs breast milk; he needs me; he needs his mother. I broke down in a sob, unable to accept more of the porridge. My heart just couldn’t take it anymore, and I wished I had just died that evening. At least