Nicole
Last night, I've been thinking. Whatever Shane and I have started to developed between us was something that both of us were probably not expecting. Even for me, I didn't even know that it would lead this far and my feelings for him are growing day by day.
So I've decided to talk to him about whats happening between us, first thing this morning, which is why I'm currently sitting on top of my bed running my fingers through my hair, feeling a bit nervous about going to him and try asking him about all this.
Its probably not that necessary for me to make such a big deal about it but that's not how I take things lightly.
I just wanted to know whats the meaning to those stolen kisses between us and whether it w
Nicole For the rest of the day, I kept myself busy inside my room doing nothing at all but just to stay inside and never see Shane again. To say that I was hurt by his words was an understatement. I was beyond hurt, to the point where I'm suddenly mad at myself for letting him play around with my feelings. I was also stupid for thinking that something between Shane and I was gonna change because we've been kissing and doing it behind everyone's back without letting anyone know. So fucking stupidNicole! Cameron had came into my room asking me to join them for breakfast and I told him that I will, later. And then Jackson came aroun
NicoleThe rest of the days flew by so quickly till it was a new week again. I've successfully avoided Shane as long as I could and I could proudly say that its working. He on the other hand, was a easy task after all, cos he barely asked for me anymore to tell me things that are important or bump into him along the way inside the house.After getting back from the gym, I flung my small face towel over my shoulder and went to the kitchen to grab a cold drink.What I didn't expect to see, was Shane and sienna and the others sitting at the dining table eating breakfast and laughing about something in particular.Sometimes, seeing them together like this made me feel a little left out cos I'm not really part of the inner
NicoleAfter lunch I went back to the shooting range to practice my shooting again cos I have nothing better to do inside my room anyway. Sofia and Cameron went on a mission on their own while Jackson and Toby went to town to meet up with someone, as for slutty sienna and stupid Shane, I have no idea what they're up to so I couldn't care less.I walked into the shooting range and stopped in my tracks when I saw sienna leaning on the counter while admiring her fake long ass manicured nails.I narrowed my eyes at her and walked up to her side while grabbing a gun off the counter and start loading its bullets."You do realize that he'll never fall for you right?" I quickly glanced at her and focused my attention back on
NicoleThe sunlight that streamed in through the window in my bedroom, landed on my face casting a soft warm glow that stirred me awake.I threw aside the warm covers and stroll to the connected bathroom in my room and did my morning routine.After I made my bed, I went downstairs to look for dad so we can have breakfast. What I didn't expect to see, was a group of men crowding the living room listening with concentration to what my father was explaining to them while standing in the middle of the crowd.I slowly walked down the stairs with my eyes glued to them and caught some of the things that my father was saying to the group."I need a tight security around
Nicole"Nicky, you need to explain to me why you're here." Dad said while looking at me in concern. We were both sitting from across each other on the big black leather couches in our living room, while my father waited for me to explain the reason why I ran away from Shane's house.I took in a deep breath and exhale slowly and then focus all my attention back on my father."I can't go back dad." He furrowed his brows in confusion."Why? I thought you were doing fine at Ryder's house?" I scoffed and looked away from him."Yeah well, from the beginning. Then yesterday they found a bag full of guns hidden outside my bedroom window, which I had no idea about, and then t
NicoleThe sunlight that streamed in through the window in my bedroom, landed on my face casting a soft warm glow that stirred me awake.I threw aside the warm covers and stroll to the connected bathroom in my room and did my morning routine.After I made my bed, I went downstairs to look for dad so we can have breakfast. What I didn't expect to see, was a group of men crowding the living room listening with concentration to what my father was explaining to them while standing in the middle of the crowd.I slowly walked down the stairs with my eyes glued to them and caught some of the things that my father was saying to the group."I need a tight security around
NicoleThe sunlight that streamed in through the window in my bedroom, landed on my face casting a soft warm glow that stirred me awake.I threw aside the warm covers and stroll to the connected bathroom in my room and did my morning routine.After I made my bed, I went downstairs to look for dad so we can have breakfast. What I didn't expect to see, was a group of men crowding the living room listening with concentration to what my father was explaining to them while standing in the middle of the crowd.I slowly walked down the stairs with my eyes glued to them and caught some of the things that my father was saying to the group."I need a tight security around
Shane "I need you to look into every single security cameras in this house and tell me if you found her in any!" Cameron yawned loudly while slowly typing on his computer. "Jesus Shane, did you really have to wake me up so damn early in the morning for this? Nicole is just probably hanging around at the shooting range." I held back a yell of frustration while pacing around the surveillance room where its fully stocked with computers and other technology gadgets that only Cameron knows how useful they are. "Just do what you're told Cameron!" He remained silent and continue watching the footages. She ran away all because of me! I should've known from the beginning