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Mommy dearest
Waking up I felt myself wondering whether I was dead or if this was the place where you went when you are in between realms or where you are experiencing your own personal hell before you woke up to the hell that was taking place to you in the real world.
Random thoughts were going through my head and I didn't know what was real and what were made-up scenarios of my own mind. I heard voices but I didn't know who it was or what they were saying. I tried opening my eyes to see the people talking to me so I could maybe try and put a face to the voices I keep on hearing but my eyelids felt as if they were made from steel and I just couldn't get them to open up.
After trying to open my eyes for a while I was so tired and I felt myself drifting back into the black hole.
I woke up in a hospital room when I finally was able to open my eyelids. I really hate hospitals. Looking around I saw that Jack was sitting by my side. He looked really
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