MasukThe next morning felt wrong.
I came downstairs and Chloe was already at the counter making coffee, hair messy, scrolling through her phone. Elias stood on the other side of the kitchen in a work shirt with the sleeves rolled up, reading something on his laptop. The three of us in the same room again. Normal. Except nothing felt normal.
Chloe looked up when I walked in and smiled, but it didn’t fully reach her eyes.
“Sleep okay?”
“Yeah,” I lied.
Elias didn’t look at me. Not right away. When he finally did, it was brief, unreadable, and then he went back to his screen. The distance from last night still sat between us like a third person in the room.
I poured cereal I didn’t want and forced myself to eat. Chloe talked about her shift the night before and some coworker drama. I nodded in the right places. Every so often I’d feel Elias’s attention flick toward me and then away again, like he was testing how long he could go without looking.
By midday the quiet was starting to itch.
Chloe decided we should go to the mall. Get out of the house. I almost said no, but there was no good reason, so I went. We walked around for two hours. She tried on clothes. I carried bags and pretended to care. The whole time my mind kept drifting back to the house. To his office. To the locked door from last night and how much I’d hated turning the lock.
When we got home in the late afternoon, Elias’s car was gone. Note on the counter said he had a late meeting and wouldn’t be back until after eight.
Chloe stretched out on the couch — the same couch — and put on a show. I sat with her for a while, but my skin felt too tight. Eventually I stood up and said I was going to shower and lie down.
She watched me go.
Upstairs, I stood under the water longer than I needed to. When I got out, the house was still quiet. I dried off, pulled on a big T-shirt, and sat on the edge of the guest bed. The door was still locked from last night. I stared at the knob for a long time.
Then I got up and unlocked it.
I told myself it didn’t mean anything. Just in case. Just so the option was there.
By the time his car pulled into the driveway it was past nine. I heard the front door, his keys, the low sound of him talking to Chloe downstairs. Their voices moved around the kitchen for a while. Then footsteps on the stairs. His door opened and closed down the hall.
I lay in the dark with my heart going too fast, staring at the ceiling, waiting.
An hour passed.
Then another.
I started to think he was serious about the break lasting longer than one night. The thought made something sharp twist under my ribs. I rolled onto my side, then onto my back again, restless. My body still remembered every place he’d touched me. The absence of it felt louder than the presence ever had.
A little after midnight I heard movement in the hall.
Soft footsteps. Stopping outside my door.
I held my breath.
The knob turned slowly. The door opened just enough for him to step inside, then clicked shut again. He didn’t lock it. He just stood there in the dark, looking at me.
“You unlocked it,” he said quietly.
“Yeah.”
“I told you to leave it locked.”
“I know.”
Silence stretched between us. He exhaled through his nose, slow, like he was deciding something.
“Chloe’s still awake,” he said. “She’s in the living room. Couldn’t sleep.”
My stomach dropped. “Then why are you here?”
He walked closer. Stopped at the edge of the bed. I could smell his cologne and the faint trace of whiskey.
“Because one night was enough,” he said. “And because you’re lying here with the door unlocked like you’re waiting for me to break.”
I sat up slowly. The T-shirt rode up my thighs. His eyes dropped for half a second and then came back to my face.
“We can’t,” I whispered. “Not with her downstairs.”
“I know.”
He didn’t touch me. Just stood there, close enough that I could have reached out, the tension between us thick enough to choke on. My pulse was everywhere. I could feel how wet I already was and hated how easy it still was for him.
He leaned down, bracing one hand on the mattress, mouth close to my ear.
“Tomorrow,” he said, voice low and rough. “She’s working a double. House empty from noon until late. I’m going to take my time with you. No rushing. No hand over your mouth. You’re going to take everything I give you and you’re going to be loud if I want you to be.”
My breath caught.
He straightened up. Looked at me for another long second in the dark.
“Leave it unlocked tomorrow,” he said. “And Riley… don’t make me wait.”
Then he left.
I sat there after the door closed, heart slamming, the promise of tomorrow already burning under my skin.
Downstairs, I could still hear the low sound of the television.
Chloe was still awake.
And I already knew I wouldn’t be able to sleep.
I woke before him.Gray light was leaking around the curtains. His arm was still heavy across my waist, his breath steady against the back of my neck. For a few minutes I just lay there, cataloguing the aches — the dull soreness between my thighs, the faint bruise-tenderness on my wrists where he’d pinned them, the leftover heat in my face from everything I’d admitted the night before.I’d told him.And he was still here.That fact sat in my chest in a complicated way. Not relief exactly. Not safety either. Something closer to the feeling of standing on a ledge and realizing the drop hadn’t taken me after all.He stirred behind me. His hand flexed once on my stomach, then slid up to rest between my breasts.“You’re awake,” he said, voice rough with sleep.“Yeah.”“How long.”“A few minutes.”He made a low sound and pulled me more firmly against him. I felt him hardening slowly against the curve of my ass. Neither of us moved for a while. The quiet felt different from the night before
Elias’s flight landed at 8:40.I knew because I tracked it. I knew because I’d spent the entire day cleaning an already clean house, changing sheets that didn’t need changing, and rehearsing versions of the truth that all sounded equally bad. By the time the garage door rumbled open at 9:15, my hands were cold and my pulse was doing something uneven in my throat.He walked in with his bag over one shoulder and the tired posture of a man who’d spent two days in meetings. He set the bag down, loosened his tie, and looked at me standing in the kitchen like he’d been counting the hours too.“Hey,” he said.“Hey.”He crossed the space, cupped the back of my neck, and kissed me. Slow. Thorough. The kind of kiss that felt like checking for changes. When he pulled back his eyes searched my face.“You okay?”“Yeah.”He didn’t look convinced. He poured himself a glass of water, drank half of it, and leaned against the counter.“House smells like lemon,” he said.“I cleaned.”“Thoroughly.”I nod
Elias left early for a two-day work trip.He told me the night before, voice even, eyes steady on mine while he packed a small bag. “I’ll be back Thursday night. Don’t do anything you’ll have to confess when I walk through the door.”I nodded. He kissed me hard enough to leave my mouth tingling, then left.The house felt too quiet after the garage door closed.By noon the quiet had turned into restlessness. I told myself I was just bored. That the ache he’d left between my legs the day before was the only reason my skin felt too tight. I lasted until one-thirty before I picked up my phone.Jake answered on the second ring.“Didn’t think I’d hear from you,” he said.“Are you free?”A pause. “When?”“Now. And… I might not be alone.”Another pause, longer. Then a low, interested sound. “Text me the address again.”I did. Then I opened the conversation with Jenna.**Riley:** Are you working today?**Jenna:** Off at two. Why?**Riley:** Come over after. Someone else will be here too.She d
We stayed in bed most of the morning.Not talking much. Not sleeping either. His hand rested on the curve of my hip under the sheet, thumb moving in slow, idle strokes like he was reminding himself I was still there. Every so often I’d feel his eyes on me. When I looked back he didn’t look away.Around eleven he finally spoke.“Get up. Shower. Then come back here.”I did what he said. The shower was quick. I didn’t bother with clothes after. When I walked back into the bedroom he was sitting up against the headboard, sheet pooled around his waist, watching me with that same unreadable focus from earlier.“Come here.”I climbed onto the bed. He caught my wrist before I could settle beside him and pulled me forward until I was straddling his thighs again. His hands slid up my sides, slow, mapping skin he already knew by heart.“Last night I made you wait,” he said. “This morning I made you ask. Now you’re going to show me you meant it.”My pulse kicked. “How?”“You’re going to ride me u
Morning came slow and gray.I hadn’t really slept. The light in the guest room had stayed on all night like a punishment that didn’t need raising its voice. My body felt heavy. My mouth tasted like I’d been clenching my jaw for hours. Somewhere down the hall I heard movement — a drawer, the soft sound of feet on hardwood — then nothing.I got up.I didn’t put on clothes. He’d seen me naked the night before when he sent me up here. Clothes felt like armor I hadn’t earned. I walked down the hallway on bare feet and stopped outside his bedroom. The door was half open. I pushed it the rest of the way.Elias was sitting on the edge of the bed in dark sweatpants, no shirt, elbows on his knees. He looked up when I entered. His expression didn’t soften. It didn’t harden either. He just watched me like he’d been waiting for this exact moment and had already decided how it would go.I closed the door behind me.For a second neither of us spoke. The air between us felt thick enough to choke on.
The house felt different after he left.Bigger. Quieter. Like the walls were listening.I stayed in his bedroom for a long time, sitting on the edge of the bed in my underwear, replaying the look on his face when I said Jenna’s name. Not explosive anger. Something colder. More deliberate. The kind of anger that planned.Eventually I forced myself up. Showered. The hot water did nothing to loosen the knot in my chest. I stood under the spray until my skin turned pink, then got out and stared at myself in the mirror. Same face. Same body. Everything underneath rearranged.I spent the day moving through the house like a guest. Made coffee I didn’t drink. Tried to watch something and failed. Checked the clock every twenty minutes. Chloe texted around noon asking if I wanted to meet her after her shift. I told her I wasn’t feeling well. She sent a sad-face emoji and said she’d bring soup tomorrow.The hours crawled.By four I was restless in a way that felt physical. I cleaned the kitchen







