LOGINSLOANE
The pool house door clicked shut behind us with the soft finality of a vault sealing. No lock. No need. The rest of the house was asleep, the hallway lights off, Victoria and Dad’s bedroom door closed at the far end of the first floor. We’d crept down the back staircase like teenagers breaking curfew—bare feet silent on hardwood, breath held every time a floorboard sighed under weight. Chase had gone first, one hand trailing the banister, the other reaching back once to find mine in the dark. I’d let him take it. Just for the stairs. Now the door was closed and the only light came from the underwater glow of the pool outside the glass wall—shifting blue-green ripples painting slow, liquid patterns across the teak floor, the built-in benches, the low sectional piled with throw pillows nobody ever used. He turned on the lights. We stood there—maybe three feet apart—breathing too loud in the sudden quiet. My heart was trying to climb out of my throat. His chest rose and fell in shallow, uneven pulls. Neither of us moved first. Then he did. One step. Another. Close enough now that I could smell chlorine still clinging to his skin from the afternoon swim, mixed with cedar body wash and the faint salt-sweat of a long day. Close enough that when he lifted his hand, the backs of his knuckles brushed my cheekbone and I felt the tremor in them. “You sure?” he asked. Voice so low it was mostly air. I swallowed. Nodded once. “Yeah.” His thumb traced the line of my jaw—slow, reverent, like he was memorizing bone structure. “We stop the second you say stop. No questions.” “I know.” He searched my face another beat—looking for hesitation, for doubt, for anything that would make him pull back. I didn’t give him any. So he kissed me. Different from the kitchen. Different from upstairs. This one started careful—lips brushing, testing, asking. I answered by stepping into him, hands sliding up his chest, fingers curling into the soft cotton of his T-shirt right over his pounding heart. He made a low, broken sound against my mouth and the careful dissolved. His hands found my waist—palms flat, thumbs stroking the strip of bare skin where my tank had ridden up. I shivered. He felt it. Groaned softly into the kiss and walked me backward until the backs of my knees hit the sectional cushion. I sank. He followed—kneeling between my thighs, never breaking the kiss. One hand slid into my hair, cradling the back of my skull like I was fragile. The other slipped under my tank, skimming up my ribs, callused fingertips dragging fire along every inch they touched. I arched—gasped—when his thumb brushed the underside of my breast. He froze. Mouth still on mine. “Okay?” Barely a whisper. I nodded frantically. “More.” He exhaled—shaky—then pushed my tank up and off in one smooth motion. Cool air hit skin. Then his mouth—hot, open—on the slope of my breast. Tongue flicking over the tight peak. I cried out—too loud—slapped a hand over my own mouth. He lifted his head just enough to murmur against my skin, “They won’t hear. Promise.” Then he sucked—gentle at first, testing—then harder when my fingers twisted in his hair and my hips jerked up off the cushion. I was shaking. Full-body tremors I couldn’t control. Not fear. Overload. Every nerve lit at once. I pulled back, just enough to look at him. The underwater light cast his face in shifting blue. His hair a mess from my hands. He looked as wrecked as I felt. “Chase,” I whispered, my voice trembling. “I’m scared.” His expression softened. The predatory edge in his eyes melted away, replaced by something so gentle it made my chest ache. He leaned in, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to my forehead. “Hey,” he murmured against my skin. “We don’t have to—” “No,” I cut him off, my hands tightening on his shoulders. “I want to. I really want to. I just… I don’t want to disappoint you.” A low, breathy laugh escaped him. “Sloane. Look at me.” I did. “You couldn’t disappoint me if you tried. There’s nothing you could do wrong here. We just… go slow. We figure it out. Together. Okay?” I nodded, my throat too tight to speak. He kissed me again—soft, sweet, reassuring. “Lie back.” I did, sinking into the plush cushions of the sectional, my heart hammering against my ribs. He followed me down, propping himself on his elbow beside me. His free hand traced the curve of my hip, the line of my thigh, a slow, exploratory journey that was both calming and electrifying. “Just feel,” he whispered, his lips brushing my collarbone. “Don’t think. Just feel what I’m doing to you.” His mouth began a slow, deliberate descent. He kissed the hollow of my throat, the sensitive skin where my neck met my shoulder. His tongue traced the line of my clavicle, sending shivers cascading through me. His hand moved with his mouth, skimming up my side, his thumb stroking the underside of my breast again, but this time slower, more deliberate. I arched into his touch, a silent plea for more. He smiled against my skin, a soft, knowing curve of his lips. He took his time, learning every dip and plane of my body with a patience that was both agonizing and exquisite. He kissed the swell of my breast, his tongue circling the tight peak until I was writhing beneath him, soft, desperate sounds escaping my lips. “Please,” I gasped, my fingers tangling in his hair again, trying to guide him where I needed him most. “Not yet,” he murmured, his voice a low rumble against my skin. He shifted, moving down my body, his mouth leaving a trail of fire in its wake. He pressed open-mouthed kisses to my stomach, his tongue dipping into my navel, making me gasp and squirm. His hands slid down, hooking into the waistband of my sleep shorts. He looked up at me, his eyes dark with question. I lifted my hips in silent permission. He peeled them down slowly, taking my panties with them, until I was completely bare beneath him. The cool air was a shock, but the heat in his gaze was a furnace. He just looked at me for a long moment, his eyes tracing every inch of me, and for the first time, I didn’t feel self-conscious. I felt… seen. Worshipped. “Fuck,” he breathed, the word a reverent curse. “You’re perfect.” He settled between my thighs, his broad shoulders pushing them wider. I tensed, instinctively trying to close them, but he held me gently, firmly in place. “Easy,” he soothed, his thumbs stroking the sensitive skin of my inner thighs. “Let me in, Sloane. Let me take care of you.” And then his mouth was on me. A soft, exploratory lick that sent a jolt of pure electricity straight through my core. I cried out, my hips jerking off the couch. He chuckled, a low, vibrating sound against my most sensitive flesh, and did it again. Slower this time. A long, deliberate swipe of his tongue that had me seeing stars. He was relentless. A masterful, patient torture. He learned me with his mouth, finding every spot that made me gasp, every rhythm that made me moan. He alternated between broad, flat strokes and pointed, flicking touches. He sucked gently, then harder, until my thighs were shaking and my hands were fisted in the cushions beside me, my knuckles white. The pressure built deep inside me, a tight, coiling knot of pleasure that grew with every pass of his tongue. I was mindless, lost to the sensation, my world narrowed to the heat of his mouth and the exquisite tension winding tighter and tighter in my belly. “Chase,” I gasped, his name a ragged plea. “I… I can’t…” “Don’t hold back,” he urged, his voice muffled against me. “Let go for me. I’ve got you.” He slid a finger inside me, then another, curling them just so, and that was it. The coil snapped. A wave of pleasure so intense it was almost painful crashed over me. I came with a sharp cry, my back arching off the couch, my inner walls clamping down around his fingers as wave after wave of ecstasy pulsed through me. He didn’t stop. He worked me through it, his mouth and fingers drawing out my orgasm until I was a trembling, sobbing mess, completely undone. When the tremors finally subsided, he kissed me gently, a soft, tender press of his lips against my oversensitive flesh. He moved up my body, kissing a path back up to my mouth. I could taste myself on his lips, a salty, intimate flavor that was both shocking and thrilling. “You okay?” he asked, his voice soft, his forehead resting against mine. I could only nod, my body still buzzing, my limbs feeling like they were made of liquid. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him down for a deep, lazy kiss. I could feel the hard, heavy length of him pressing against my thigh, and a new kind of anticipation, sharp and thrilling, cut through the haze. I reached down between us, my hand trembling slightly as I wrapped my fingers around him through his sweatpants. He was thick, and long, and so hard it felt like steel encased in velvet. A fresh wave of nerves hit me. He groaned into my mouth, his hips rocking forward into my hand. “Sloane…” I pushed his pants down, needing to see him, to feel him. He helped me, kicking them off, and then he was naked, kneeling between my thighs. The blue light from the pool washed over him, highlighting the defined muscles of his chest, the ridges of his abs, the powerful V of his hips. And his cock… God. It stood proud and erect, jutting from a thatch of dark hair. It was beautiful. And intimidating. “Chase,” I whispered, my eyes wide. “I… that’s… it’s big.” A slow, confident grin spread across his face. “We’ll make it fit. I promise.” He leaned down, kissing me softly. “But not like this. Not the first time.” He stood, scooping me up into his arms as if I weighed nothing. I let out a surprised yelp, wrapping my arms around his neck. He carried me toward the glass wall overlooking the pool. “Hold on,” he murmured, his breath hot against my ear. He slid open the door and stepped out into the cool night air. The pool water was a warm, inviting contrast. He walked down the steps, the water rising slowly up his legs, up my back, until he was standing chest-deep, holding me in his arms. The water buoyed me, making me feel weightless. He held me close, my legs wrapped around his waist, his arms banded around my back, supporting me. The water lapped gently around us, the only sound the soft splash and our ragged breathing. “Better?” he asked, his voice a low murmur. I nodded, pressing my forehead to his. The water was a shield, a buffer, making everything feel softer, slower, less intense. He kissed me again, a deep, drugging kiss that tasted of chlorine and want. His hands roamed my back, my ass, pulling me tighter against him. I could feel him, hot and hard, trapped between our bodies. “Are you ready?” he asked, his lips brushing mine. I took a deep breath. “Yes.”SLOANEThe ski resort was a postcard someone had tried too hard to make perfect.Thick snow draped every pine bough in glittering layers. The main lodge glowed warm and golden against the steel-gray sky, chimney smoke curling lazily into the freezing air. Kids in colorful puffy coats dragged sleds up a gentle hill while parents shouted warnings that went completely ignored. Fairy lights twinkled along balconies, ice sculptures caught the weak afternoon sun, and distant skiers carved elegant lines down the mountain.It should have been magical.Instead, I stood in the parking lot with my duffel bag frozen to my glove and my stomach tied in knots so tight I hadn’t eaten since breakfast.“Sloane!” Dad waved from the check-in office, breath pluming white. “We’re in Cabin 14. End of the row. Grab your stuff!”Cabin 14.I’d known this was coming. Victoria had announced the “family ski trip” with the kind of forced cheerfulness that suggested she was desperately trying to pretend everything
SLOANE**CHASE: Parking lot. Now.**For a split second, the words blurred on the screen while the Winter Formal unraveled behind me.Ava sat slumped by the refreshment table, napkins pressed to her bleeding hand, her face ghostly under the gym lights. Ethan hovered over her, suit jacket shoved to his elbows, guilt and panic etched across his features as a chaperone tried to coax her into a chair. Nora was sobbing. Priya spoke in low, steady tones to a teacher. Leah stood frozen with her phone out. Jake looked ready to physically block the rest of the school from getting closer.Then Riley was beside me, fingers brushing my elbow. “Sloane?”I locked my phone so fast my thumb slipped. “Yeah?”Her eyes narrowed. Riley had always been terrifyingly good at seeing through me. “What was that?”“Nothing.”“That was not a *nothing* face.”“I need air,” I blurted. It was the first excuse my brain could grab. “I’m fine. Just… stay with Ava. I’ll be right back.”“Sloane—”“I’m not leaving.” The l
CHASE I became captain on a Saturday night.That should have been the whole story. The only thing worth remembering. Coach Reynolds's hand heavy on my shoulder, the locker room erupting, Marcus's palm cracking against my back hard enough to shift a rib. I wore a black suit—alumni banquet dress code, the annual charade that we were something more than animals on ice.Captain.The *C* wasn't stitched on yet, but I felt it anyway. A brand pressing into my sternum. Responsibility. Pressure. Proof that all the damage had been worth something.For exactly five minutes, I let myself want it.I stood in the team lounge while the guys swarmed. Marcus hoisted his phone like a documentarian with a whiskey problem, lens inches from my face."Say something inspirational!"I deadpanned into the glass. "Don't let Marcus near open flames or emotionally vulnerable women."The room detonated. Marcus posted it before I could stop him—of course he did—and within fifteen minutes it was everywhere. Story.
SLOANEMy fingers went numb.The phone slipped from my hand and hit the gym floor with a sharp, ugly crack. The sound cut through the music like a slap—too loud, too final.“Shit,” I whispered, dropping at the same time Ethan did.“I’ve got it,” he said.Our hands reached for the phone together. Our fingers brushed first—his knuckles warm against mine. Then my shoulder bumped his. Then I turned my face to apologize at the exact second he turned his.And our mouths touched.Barely.A soft, accidental brush. Not a kiss. Not really.Just one impossible second of contact that should have meant nothing.Except Ethan froze.So did I.The music kept pulsing. Bodies swayed around us. Lights spun slowly over the polished floor. But all I could feel was the sudden, electric stillness between us. Ethan’s breath caught. Mine disappeared entirely. We were crouched too close, his face inches from mine, my phone lying forgotten between our hands with Riley’s message still glowing on the screen.**Ch
SLOANEEastlake High had dressed up its bones, but it couldn’t quite hide them.The gym was still the gym. No amount of silver streamers could disguise the faded championship banners, the scuffed hardwood, or the lingering scent of floor wax beneath clouds of expensive perfume and cheap cologne. Still, someone had strung white fairy lights across the rafters, and fake snow dusted the photo backdrop near the bleachers. In the dim, forgiving glow, the student body looked less like hostages in a public institution and more like people trying on versions of themselves they had only imagined.Winter Formal.Two words that had looked harmless on hallway posters.Two words that now felt like an ambush.I stood just outside the gym doors with Riley, Priya, Leah, and Jake, fighting the urge to tug at the hem of my dark green dress for the tenth time. The fabric fit too perfectly to ignore. Riley had called it flawless. Leah had called it lethal. Priya had smiled and said it made me look like I
SLOANE “This was supposed to happen after school,” he said, shooting a glare over his shoulder. “Privately. Without Jake committing active emotional vandalism.”“I accept full responsibility,” Jake offered from the wall.“No one invited you to.”“I still accept it.”Ethan turned back to me, his voice dropping a register, losing some of the flustered embarrassment. “Winter formal is Saturday. I know you hate themes, decorations, school dances, social expectations, and quite possibly joy itself.”“Only *organized* joy,” I corrected automatically.His mouth twitched. “Right. Organized joy. But I thought maybe you could use a night where you weren’t thinking about article deadlines or college applications or whatever else you’re pretending isn’t currently eating you alive.”The words landed a little too close to the bone.Riley looked at me. So did Priya. I kept my face brutally blank through sheer, unadulterated spite.Ethan held the flowers out. “Go with me?”My throat tightened.He ad







