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EVA.
It feels like my heart is about to jump out of my chest with how fast it's thumping, like the sound of galloping horses as I watch Emerson between my legs.
I close my parted lips, swallowing down my dry throat before I open my mouth to speak. "What do you mean with those words?"
Emerson drops my legs and moves to his feet before he says, "You heard what I said, Carson. "
"I heard words that shouldn't be. " I retort and he takes a step closer. "You heard exactly how I feel. I feel more than just sex with you. "
"We already hate each other. " I point out and Emerson shakes his head with a small laugh. "More than that, Carson. I feel more with you. I feel so fucking more that it's starting to annoy me and I just can't keep it to myself. " He ends his words with a groan as he drops his hand to my waist.
"What's your definition of more?" I t
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