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Nightmare
/ˈnʌɪtmɛː/
noun
a frightening or unpleasant dream.
"I had nightmares after watching the horror movie"
a very unpleasant or frightening experience or prospect.
"the nightmare of racial hatred"
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17 / 08 / 2021
1 : 00am
I felt like paper…paper in the wind. I was not in control anymore , no matter how hard I fought – no matter how hard I tried to regain control , it was useless. I felt the wind blow through me , yes! I felt like a colander as the wind tried t
___________________________________________________________________ Night terrors noun plural noun:night terrors;noun:night terror feelings of great fear experienced on suddenly waking in the night. __________________________________________________________________________ Continued…. Over and over again…I see them doing the same thing to me Everyday I see them – I lay on the wooden floor and stare out of the window. I see how the days pass me. I watch the sun rise and I watch as the stars begin to twinkle in the evening. Days go by in my dream , it happens so quickly that I can not truly experience the tiredness of the same
_______________________________________________________________________ Night light noun a lamp or candle providing a dim light during the night. "She slept with a night light because she was afriad of the darkness" __________________________________________________________________________ 17 / 08 / 2021 1 : 30am In a sudden jolt , as if lightening as struck my body – my eyes flew open. All I can see is pitch darkness , something that really scares me now. It is not really the darkness that scares the shit out of me , but rather it is what lurks in the darkness that scares me. My breathing is hoarse , and I am afraid that it may
___________________________________________________________________________ Commencement /kəˈmɛnsm(ə)nt/ noun the beginning of something. "the commencement of the trial" ___________________________________________________________________________ 1 / 11 / 2021 I guess what I am about to do is something someone might call humorous. I mean I think at one stage , I also considered what I am about to do quite silly – but now look at me. It is the first of November – the first of this month. Counting this month , there are only two months left till we all wave goodbye to 2021 and say hello to 2022. At the beginning of 2022 , everyone will make up some goal checklist – or write down something they wish to change about their life , add to their life or even learn something new.
___________________________________________________________________________ Goal /ɡəʊl/ noun plural noun:goals he object of a person's ambition or effort; an aim or desired result. "he achieved his goal of becoming King of England" ___________________________________________________________________________ 3 / 11 / 2021 Today was a nightmare! How do I explain it to you , or anyone! From the moment that I woke up , I felt like this ship was going down. I felt myself slipping , I felt myself sinking – I tried swimming , I tried swimming to surface to gasp for some breath of fresh air. However , I was drowning – drowning in office stationery and a ticking clock that hung above my head. A deadline nearing
___________________________________________________________________________ Alpha female An alpha female isa powerful and successful woman, often in a leadership role. Alpha females are often described as intimidating by men and women alike. ___________________________________________________________________________ 4 / 11 / 2021 One could easily call herself a alpha female – sure , she could lift her head a bit higher , walk with power but does that truly make her an alpha female. Of course it does not! Being an alpha female has so much to do with her mentality. Looking at the mirror once again , I do not see her. I honestly do not see the alpha in me ; all I see is a terrified little girl who wants to hide behind a strong yet caring person. What if that is my problem? What if constantly wanting someone to
___________________________________________________________________________ Empathy /ˈɛmpəθi/ noun 1.the ability to understand and share the feelings of another. 2. the ability to sense other people's emotions, coupled with the ability to imagine what someone else might be thinking or feeling ___________________________________________________________________________ 5 / 11 / 2021 From across the building , from across the room – my eyes search for one person and one person only. Though the gym building is filled with muscular good looking chaps , my eyes are only pleased when they land on him. His so much different from the rest , his so much imperfectly perfect. A instant feeling of safety washes over me , I feel like I am home.
_____________________________________________________________________ Rainy day Pronunciation/ˌreɪnɪ ˈdeɪ/ NOUN 1. A day characterized or dominated by rainfall; (Meteorology) =rain day. 2. figurativeA possible future time of hardship or relative poverty. Frequently in "for (also against) a rainy day". ________________________________________________________________________ 6 / 11 / 2021 I feel the tiny droplets of liquid fall onto my face , a cool breeze caresses me. The earth smell of soil and every scent of dirt fills my lungs as I take a deep breath in – I can not get enough of this smell. I keep on taking deep breathes until I have thoroughly fulfilled my gratification. I feel the earth’s scent pull away any negativity that had been plastered into
___________________________________________________________________________ Set back phrasal verb ofset 1. delay or impede the progress of someone or something. "this incident undoubtedly set back research" 2. INFORMAL - (of a purchase) cost someone a particular amount of money. "that must have set you back a bit" ___________________________________________________________________________ 8 / 11 / 2021 I open my eyes and I am welcomed by the relaxing sound of rain tapping against my window – though a storm brews outside , a peaceful atmosphere surrounds me inside. I snuggle up deeper into the soft duvet , snuggling my face closer to my two teddy bear’s that are sleeping comfortably in between my two pillows – ha! That’s my hack