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25 / 12 / 2021 - Part 2
Seeking Danger to Find a Sense of Life
Thrills unveil your mortality and make you feel alive
Feelings of sadness and hopelessness, guilt, lack of energy, and irritability — some of the most common symptoms of depression — affect about 7 percent of adults and about 12 percent of adolescents in the United States. The symptoms of depression can make it hard to get through the day, and though treatment is available, it may take weeks or months to feel better. That increases the temptation to engage in risky behaviours that offer the allure of feeling better right now.
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25 / 12 / 2021
Christmas day
“ So…You only acted like your were interested in me because…you were bored?” I asked him.
“Why less would I act that way?&rdqu
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