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New Year's resolution
A New Year's resolution is a tradition, most common in the Western World but also found in the Eastern World, in which a person resolves to continue good practices, change an undesired trait or behavior, accomplish a personal goal, or otherwise improve their behaviour.
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1 / 01 / 2022
5 : 45 am
I close my eyes embracing the winds of change as they blow through my hair and caress my face. I feel a bright smile appear upon my face – this could be because I am going home , or because my new has started off on a good note. I feel as if there is some thing in me just bursting to come out – call it a new found strength , or new excitement for new beginnings.
I know that this past year I have been nothing but a mess – from havi
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