The apartment was quiet when we came in. Julian flicked on the lamp in the living room, casting a soft pool of light across the couch. I dropped my coat over the armrest and kicked off my shoes, the way I always do when my feet are tired.He disappeared into the kitchen, and I heard the sound of the kettle filling with water. A few minutes later, the gentle hiss began.I stayed standing by the window, looking out at the city. It was strange — how the same streets could look so different at night. In daylight, everything was in motion. People brushing past, taxis slowing down, shopkeepers arranging displays, the press of life all around. At night, it all felt like it belonged to whoever was still awake. The windows glowed warm. The sidewalks held only a few scattered figures. The air was thicker somehow, like it kept the sound close.Julian came back with two mugs of tea. He handed me one and didn’t say anything as he sat on the couch. That was something I had grown to love about him —
The boutique had emptied hours ago, but I could still feel the day inside the walls. The mannequins stood quietly by the windows, dressed in what remained of the white silk pieces, but most of the racks were bare. The air still held traces of cinnamon from the cookies Simone had brought in for the staff, mixed with the sharper scent of packing tape from the shipping station we had set up in the back.The white silk line was gone. Not gone as in forgotten — gone as in claimed, in homes now, in closets, in garment bags headed for who knows where. In less than two hours, everything had sold. Lena had stood behind the counter with her laptop, eyes wide, refreshing the numbers like she didn’t believe them. Simone had moved between the front and the packing area, humming under her breath, the way she does when she’s both tired and happy. Even Claudia, who rarely let herself get too excited, had leaned in to show me her phone, a post from a major magazine editor wearing one of our silk blous
Julian did not like leaving the package on the table. I could see it in the way his hand kept drifting toward it, as if he wanted to move it out of sight, maybe into the back room, maybe out of the boutique altogether. But I did not want it hidden. Not yet.Simone noticed the shift in the air before she noticed the photograph itself. She paused mid-fold and looked toward us, her brow knitting in quiet question. I shook my head lightly, the kind of small movement that said, not now. She respected that and went back to her work, though I could feel her eyes on me now and then.Julian leaned in a little, his voice just above a whisper. “If it’s bait, they’re trying to see how fast you’ll move. If it’s a warning, they’re telling you something’s already in motion.”“And if it’s both?” I asked.He studied me for a moment. “Then they’re counting on you to play it loud. Which means you won’t.”He was right. I had no appetite for the public stage right now. Not when the boutique felt like this
The morning after the white silk line sold out, the boutique felt different. Not loud different, not like a room full of clapping hands or flashing lights. It was the sort of different that slips into a space without announcement, the kind you feel in your shoulders before you notice it anywhere else. A kind of unclenching.The air seemed warmer, though the heat hadn’t been turned up. It smelled faintly of brewed coffee drifting from the back and of silk that had been unpacked from its storage just days before. The light coming through the front windows was soft and a little hazy, the kind of light that made the bolts of fabric look as if they were breathing.There were no signs on the door telling the world what had happened yesterday. No photos taped to the glass, no sales numbers scribbled on a board. The white silk line had sold out in under two hours, but here inside, the energy was quiet and deliberate. Simone was at the central table, folding tissue paper around orders with the
The rest of the morning passed in a kind of calm focus that I hadn’t felt in weeks. I pulled a fresh stack of muslin onto the worktable, smoothed it flat with the palm of my hand, and began making notes. No fanfare. No new silhouettes. Just the same lines I had once drawn for myself, now with the weight of years in my hands. I decided it would be white silk. Not cream, not ivory — pure white. The kind of white that feels almost alive under light, that picks up warmth from skin and shadow from folds. It’s the most unforgiving fabric if you treat it carelessly, but when handled right, it speaks without a sound. Julian watched from the doorway for a while before stepping in. “This is your answer?” “Yes,” I said. “No speech?” “No speech.” He nodded once, leaning against the frame, content to let me work. I spent the afternoon cutting lengths of silk, each one a little different in weight and texture. Some would drape like water, others would hold a sharper shape. My hands knew the
The morning after my meeting with the whistleblower, I woke earlier than usual. Not in the jolted, restless way that used to pull me out of sleep in the middle of bad seasons, but in a slow and deliberate way, as if my mind had decided I needed a head start. The room was still dim, the curtains only letting in a thin line of pale light. Julian was still asleep, one arm thrown over my side, breathing steady. I stayed there for a while, staring at the ceiling and thinking about her. The way she had walked into that little back room where we met, shoulders squared but hands twisting in her lap. The way her voice had trembled in the first minutes before settling into something steadier. She had been one of Alessia’s “bright young things,” her words, not mine, a talent that had been praised loudly when she was useful and discarded quietly when she wasn’t. I had promised her that I would never use her name without permission. I had promised to protect her from the kind of exposure that fe