LOGINThe pack's ceremonial grounds buzzed with an energy that made my skin crawl. Wolves gathered in clusters, their voices a low hum of anticipation mixed with something darker,bloodlust, perhaps, or the collective satisfaction of watching the condemned meet their fate.
I stood at the edge of the clearing, wrapped in the only clean dress I owned,a simple brown thing that had been my mother's. It was too big for my frame, hanging loose where it should have curved, but it was the closest thing to dignity I could manage.
"Well, well," a familiar voice purred behind me. "Look what crawled out of the servants' quarters."
I turned to face Zara Nightingale, the pack's golden girl and Larry's former lover. Her auburn hair cascaded over her shoulders like liquid fire, and her emerald dress hugged curves that had never known hunger or hardship.
"Zara," I acknowledged with a slight nod, refusing to rise to her bait.
"I heard about your little performance today," she said, stepping closer with predatory grace. "Alpha Larry actually stopped your punishment. How... interesting."
The way she said 'interesting' made it sound like a disease.
"The Alpha's decisions are not mine to question," I replied evenly.
"No, they're not." Her smile was sharp enough to cut glass. "But I wonder what he's really planning for you tonight. The pack is buzzing with rumors, you know. Some say he's finally going to put you out of your misery. Others think he has something much more... creative in mind."
Before I could respond, the deep sound of the ceremonial horn echoed across the clearing. The full moon hung overhead like a silver eye, and every wolf in the pack felt its call in their bones.
"Time for the show," Zara whispered, her eyes gleaming with malicious delight. "Break a leg, Fenris. Or better yet, break your neck."
She glided away to join the other ranked wolves near the central fire, leaving me standing alone as the ceremony began.
Alpha Larry emerged from the shadows like a force of nature, his presence commanding immediate silence. He wore ceremonial black leather that emphasized every powerful line of his body, and the silver Alpha chain across his chest caught the moonlight like captured starlight.
"Wolves of Silverclaw," his voice carried across the clearing without effort, "tonight we gather under the full moon to honor our bonds, our strength, and our unity."
The pack responded with a collective howl that raised the hair on my arms. I remained silent, knowing my voice wasn't welcome in their chorus.
"But tonight, we also address a matter that has festered in our ranks for too long," Larry continued, his silver eyes scanning the crowd until they found me. "The matter of justice delayed."
My heart hammered against my ribs as every eye in the clearing turned toward me. The weight of their collective hatred was almost physical, pressing down on my shoulders like a lead blanket.
"Lyra Fenris," Larry called, his voice carrying the Alpha command that compelled obedience. "Come forward."
My legs felt like water, but I forced myself to walk toward the center of the clearing. Each step felt like walking toward my execution, and perhaps it was.
"Kneel," he commanded when I reached the space before him.
I dropped to my knees on the hard-packed earth, my back still throbbing from the morning's punishment. The firelight danced across Larry's face as he looked down at me, and I saw something in his expression that I couldn't quite identify.
"For nineteen years," he began, his voice carrying to every corner of the clearing, "this wolf has lived among us as a reminder of the darkest day in our pack's history. Her parents' betrayal cost us our Alpha, our warriors, our innocents. Tonight, I ask you,what justice does she deserve?"
The crowd's response was immediate and violent.
"Death!" someone shouted.
"Exile!" cried another.
"Make her pay!"
"Enough!" Larry's roar silenced them instantly. "She will face her judgment, but it will be my judgment to give."
He stepped closer, close enough that I could feel the heat radiating from his body. When he spoke again, his voice was low, meant only for my ears.
"Look at me, Lyra."
I raised my head, meeting his silver gaze with my own. In that moment, something shifted in the air between us,a crackling tension that made every nerve in my body come alive.
"Your parents' crimes cannot be forgiven," he said, his voice carrying that terrible authority. "But you... you are not them."
Confusion flickered through me. This wasn't the condemnation I'd expected.
"Therefore," he continued, raising his voice so the entire pack could hear, "I claim you as my mate."
The world exploded into chaos.
The mate bond snapped into place with the force of a lightning strike, flooding my system with sensations I'd never experienced. Every cell in my body suddenly recognized him as mine, as the other half of my soul, as the one I was meant to be with for eternity.
But alongside the mate bond came something else,the crushing weight of cosmic irony. The Moon Goddess had mated me to the one wolf who had dedicated his life to my destruction.
Through the bond, I felt Larry's emotions hit him like a physical blow. Shock, rage, denial, and underneath it all, a desperate hunger that mirrored my own.
The pack's reaction was explosive. Some wolves shifted partially, their eyes glowing with fury. Others backed away as if I'd become something contaminated. Zara's scream of rage cut through the night like a blade.
"This is an abomination!" Beta Marcus shouted, his voice carrying over the chaos. "The Moon Goddess would never mate an Alpha to a traitor's daughter!"
"The Moon Goddess has spoken," Larry replied, his voice deadly calm despite the storm of emotions I could feel through our new bond. "And I have claimed what is mine."
His hand tangled in my hair, pulling my head back so I had to look up at him. His eyes were wild, silver shot through with gold, and I could see the war raging within him.
"You are mine now, Lyra Fenris," he said, his voice rough with conflicting emotions. "Mine to protect, mine to punish, mine to do with as I please."
The promise in his voice was as terrifying as it was thrilling. Through the mate bond, I felt his wolf's desperate need to claim me warring with his human mind's hatred of what I represented.
"And I promise you this," he continued, his voice dropping to a whisper that somehow carried more menace than any shout. "Every day of your life as my mate will be a living hell. You will have my protection, my claim, my mark,but you will never have my love."
The words should have broken me. Instead, they ignited something fierce and defiant in my chest.
"Then I guess," I said, my voice steady despite the chaos around us, "we're both going to suffer."
His eyes widened slightly at my response, and through the bond, I felt a flicker of something that might have been respect.
Or it might have been the beginning of his downfall.
The halls were too quiet that night.Too still.Too heavy with something I couldn’t name.After dinner, after Larry shattered the cup and stormed out, I stayed in my room pretending to read, pretending to breathe normally, pretending not to replay the scene a thousand times.Pretending not to imagine what he would do next…or who he would run to.The lamps burned low.The moonlight painted silver lines across the floor.Sleep avoided me as stubbornly as Larry avoided kindness.The silence unsettled me.Usually, I could hear Larry’s footsteps somewhere, his pacing, his muttering, his anger simmering through the walls.Tonight... nothing.No movement.No sound.No presence.I shouldn’t have cared.But the silence felt wrong.I sighed and pushed off the bed. “Just check,” I whispered to myself. “Just… see if he’s alive. That’s all.”That was the lie I told.I left my room quietly, closing the door with barely a click. The corridor was dim, candlelight flickering weakly against the stone
Dinner in the great hall always felt like a performance. Not a meal. Not a gathering. A stage built for power, politics, and silent wars. The long tables were already full when I entered. Warriors, elders, families. Eyes flicking up, pausing on me, then darting away as if looking too long would stain them. Zara sat beside Larry dressed like she owned the world, leaning close enough that her perfume clouded the air around him. She laughed at something he said, touching his arm with deliberate sweetness. He didn’t move away. He never moved away. I forced my lungs to work as I walked to my usual place further down, near the servants and lower-ranked wolves. It had become the only place where I could breathe. But I hadn’t even reached it when Larry’s voice cut across the hall. “Lyra.” Every conversation stilled. Every eye turned. Zara smiled like she’d been waiting for this exact moment. I lifted my chin. “Yes?” Larry gestured lazily to the empty spot in fron
LyraThe council chamber always felt colder than the rest of the pack house.Maybe it was the stone walls.Maybe the high ceiling that swallowed every whisper.Or maybe it was the way every pair of eyes always seemed sharpened, watching, weighing, waiting for someone to bleed.Today was no different.Except this time, I was the one standing in the center.The Elders sat in their semicircle, robes dark as storm clouds. Zara was off to the side near her family, smugness practically dripping off her like perfume. Larry stood near the head chair, arms crossed, gaze blank.Silent.Unmoving.Unhelpful.Elder Rowan tapped the butt of his staff against the floor. “Luna Lyra, we have called this assembly to assess your preparedness to fulfill your duties.”Preparedness.That dangerous word.I clasped my hands behind me. “I understand.”Zara stepped forward, voice sugar-coated. “The Luna plays an important role in upholding our customs. I’m sure Lyra won’t mind answering a few questions.”A few
The pup, whom I’d started calling “Ash”…slept curled beside my pillow, small chest rising and falling with delicate, uneven breaths. She was healing slowly, but she was healing.And somehow, taking care of her loosened something tight around my heart. I wasn’t whole, not even close, but the cracks didn’t feel as sharp when she was near.Still… I couldn’t stay locked in my room forever.I needed to breathe different air.I needed people who weren’t Larry or Zara.I needed something, anything to remind me that I wasn’t invisible here.So that afternoon, I made my way toward the servant quarters.Several maids were gathered near the laundry line, folding fresh linens. Their chatter ebbed the moment I approached, drifting off into awkward silence.A few bowed stiffly.A few looked at the ground.One walked away entirely, pretending she suddenly remembered a chore.I forced a gentle smile. “Good afternoon.”Two mumbled a quiet greeting.No one met my eyes.I stepped closer. “I wanted to ch
LyraI needed air.Real air. Quiet air. Air that didn’t smell like betrayal and whispered rumors and Zara’s perfume clinging to the walls like mold.So I slipped out of the pack house through the back corridor, past the cold stone, past the stares I pretended not to see, and into the open grounds behind the eastern training field.The sun was dipping low, staining the sky a bruised red. The wind brushed against my cheeks, sharp but cleansing. For the first time all day, I felt my lungs loosen.Just walk, Lyra.Walk until the ache dulls.The ground was still damp from morning rain, the grass cool beneath my shoes. I wrapped my cloak tighter around myself, letting the quiet settle into my bones.Silence was a strange comfort.It didn’t ask questions.It didn’t judge.It didn’t compare me to Zara.I kept walking past the stables, past the training pit where dried blood stained the sand, and into the small wooded area at the edge of the territory.Then I heard it…A sound so soft I almost
She gently pulled her hand free, the movement so smooth I couldn't have stopped it without truly hurting her."...am simply adjusting."The words felt like claws dragging slowly down my spine. Not quick and sharp like a clean wound. Slow and deliberate, leaving tracks that would scar."You think this is adjustment?" I heard myself say. "This silence? This distance?""It's peace.""You think ignoring me is peace?""No." She met my eyes fully, and for a moment the mask slipped just enough to show me the truth. "It's survival."The word hit like a physical blow.Survival.Not defiance. Not revenge. Not even conscious choice.Survival.The way prey learns to go still when the predator is near. The way wounded things find dark places to heal or die in peace.I was the thing she needed to survive.That realization, that understanding of how she saw me, how she'd been forced to see me, felt







