Chapter 1

Days before my wedding, I fell down a service staircase at the hotel where the ceremony was supposed to take place.

Vivian stayed at the hospital for three days. When I woke, I remembered an old movie we had once watched together and decided to pretend I had lost my memory.

“Who are you?”

I kept my expression serious and waited for her to prove who she was. I expected her to show me seven years of photographs, remind me that we were getting married next month, or sit beside me and recount our first date.

Instead, Vivian studied me for several seconds. Confusion gave way to caution, and once she decided I was serious, relief loosened her face.

She rose from her chair. “I’m Vivian Brooks, Ryan’s girlfriend. I came with him to see you.”

Then she took the hand of the man standing beside her.

I stared at Ryan Mercer.

Ryan and I had grown up in the same group home. We had once run away from an abusive foster placement and later shared a folding cot in a youth shelter. After we aged out, we worked during the day and attended community college at night. During our worst week, we survived on food a convenience store was about to throw away.

We had stopped calling each other friends years ago. We were brothers.

From the moment I began dating Vivian, Ryan had disliked her. He thought she needed to control everything and believed a woman raised with money could never understand our lives. Vivian considered him reckless, arrogant, and far too involved in my decisions.

For seven years, almost every meeting ended in an argument. They tolerated each other only because of me.

The idea of them becoming lovers had never crossed my mind.

I was about to admit the joke when Ryan placed an arm around Vivian’s waist and drew her against him.

“She’s telling the truth,” he said. “Vivian is my girlfriend.”

Only then did I understand that one impulsive lie had exposed a betrayal lasting far longer than my performance.

My fingers tightened around the sheet as I forced my breathing to remain steady. The wound at my temple still throbbed, yet my thoughts had never felt clearer.

After a long silence, I managed a smile. “Seriously? When did you get a girlfriend, and why didn’t I know?”

“Three years ago.”

Ryan answered calmly, with the softness people reserved for their happiest memories.

“It happened the night LumenWorks landed its first major contract. Vivian told me how she felt at the celebration. I turned her down, but then she kissed me. I’d already started falling for her, so I didn’t stop her.”

Something tightened hard inside my chest.

I had planned to attend that celebration. An investor demanded a revised risk report, so I stayed behind at the office, expecting to meet them afterward. Vivian ignored every call I made. Ryan’s phone was turned off.

The next morning, Vivian said she had gotten drunk and slept at the hotel. Ryan claimed a migraine had sent him home early. I spent the night angry with both of them, yet never questioned the coincidence.

They had been together ever since.

For three years, I had known nothing.

“We really did hate each other at first,” Ryan continued. “Once I got to know her, I realized I’d misjudged her. Vivian works harder than almost anyone I know, and she notices everything.”

He spoke about her work, the things she remembered, and how she always appeared when he needed help. As I listened, I finally understood how their supposed understanding had begun.

Whenever they fought, I explained each of them to the other. I told Vivian that Ryan attacked first because experience had taught him to protect himself. When I was out of town and Ryan became ill, I asked her to bring him medicine. Sometimes I sent dinner in her name so he would accept it.

With Ryan, I defended Vivian’s ambition. I showed him her work and invited him to her presentations because I wanted the two most important people in my life to respect each other.

I had handed them every reason to grow close.

“It sounds romantic,” I said. “You used to hate her, and somehow you ended up with an incredible girlfriend. I’m surprised.”

Vivian said nothing.

I already knew how good she could be. During our seven years together, she remembered that I took my coffee without sugar and knew anxiety kept me awake when work became difficult. When my health deteriorated, she canceled every trip on her schedule and attended each appointment with me. I had believed meeting her while I had so little was the luckiest thing that ever happened to me.

Now I knew three of those seven years had belonged to all of us.

My eyes burned as I looked at her. Vivian started toward me, but Ryan moved to the bedside first.

“Caleb, are you okay?” He studied my face with convincing concern. “Is your head hurting again? I’ll get the doctor.”

He left with Vivian before I could answer. Alone in the room, I stared at the ceiling while the pain from my nails digging into my palm confirmed that none of this was a nightmare.

The doctor arrived soon afterward. My injuries were healing, he said, but memory loss after a head injury could be unpredictable. Observation was the only answer he could offer.

Ryan and Vivian did not return with him.

I sat alone until I decided I needed an explanation, even if the relationship was already over. When I reached the hallway, Ryan’s voice came through a half-closed door.

“Why did you tell him? You’re supposed to marry him next month. What happens if his memory comes back?”

“It’s done,” Vivian replied. “There’s no point arguing now.”

“There is. Caleb is my family. I can’t do this to him.” Ryan sounded desperate. “We end it today. I’ll take the blame, and you marry him as planned.”

I gripped the doorframe. If he feared hurting me so much, why had he stayed with her for three years?

At the word end, Vivian wrapped her arms around him and kissed him. Ryan hesitated, then pulled her closer.

When they separated, she remained against his chest. “I won’t let you leave me.”

“Vivian.”

“For three years, we’ve checked Caleb’s schedule before having dinner. We could only see a movie when one of us claimed to be traveling. Every time you stayed with me, you punished yourself the next day. I’m done living like that.”

Ryan fell silent.

“Maybe telling him was better,” she continued. “If his memory returns, I’ll keep my promise and marry him, but I won’t give you up.”

“He’ll never accept that.”

“He will. Caleb has no other family. We’re all he has, and he’s spent years depending on us. Even if he remembers everything, he won’t risk losing both his partner and his brother.”

She knew exactly how much they meant to me. That knowledge was why she believed I would stay regardless of what they did.

Any desire I had to save the relationship disappeared. They had destroyed it themselves, and I had no reason to live among the wreckage.

I returned to my room, picked up my phone, and called the number I had saved when the Sterlings first contacted me.

The call was answered after one ring.

“Caleb?” a woman asked, hope and fear tangled in her voice.

She was my biological mother. The Sterling family had found me through old adoption records several months earlier, but I had rejected every invitation because returning to them had felt like abandoning Ryan.

This time, I did not hesitate.

“I’ll come back to the Sterling family,” I said. “I’ll also meet the woman you chose for me.”

Silence followed, then my father spoke. “You mean that?”

“Yes, but I have two conditions.”

“Name them. If we can do it, it’s yours.”

Rain blurred the city beyond my window as I gave him the first.

“Stop all future investment in LumenWorks. Cancel every funding agreement that hasn’t been signed.”

He did not ask why. “I’ll handle it. What’s the second condition?”

“Set my engagement for the eleventh of next month.”

That date had belonged to my wedding with Vivian and the seventh anniversary of the day we began dating. Seven years had consumed most of my adult life, but they would not decide the rest of it.

“All right,” my father said. “On the eleventh, we’ll bring you home.”