LOGINI was on my third whiskey when I spotted him across the bar.
Michael.
What did he have that I didn’t? How could Estelle betray me like this?
Lyndsey had been talking for the past twenty minutes but I hadn’t heard a single word. I just kept seeing Estelle’s face when I’d knocked the cake out of her hands, the way she’d looked at me when I said I didn’t love her anymore.
I regretted every word I had said, every ounce of coldness I’d shown, but she had pushed me to the edge.
“Harrison?” Lyndsey leaned forward. “Are you even listening to me?”
I didn’t respond, standing up so fast my chair scraped against the floor. “Wait here, I’m going to teach him a lesson.”
Michael sat in a booth across the room with a whole group of people around him. They were laughing, raising their glasses, celebrating something. And pressed right up against his side was a woman with long dark hair and olive skin, her hand on his chest while she whispered something in his ear that made him grin.
I stormed over to their table and grabbed Michael by the collar. “You bastard!” I shouted.
His head snapped up, eyes wide. “Harrison? What the hell—”
“You and Estelle,” I said roughly. “How long? How long were you screwing my wife?”
The whole table went silent. Michael’s mouth dropped open and he stared at me like I’d grown a second head.
“What are you talking about?” he asked slowly.
“Don’t play stupid with me.” I stepped closer and someone’s hand grabbed my shoulder, trying to pull me back. I shoved them off. “I saw the photos. You and my wife in bed.”
“Harrison, man, calm down—” That was James, one of our mutual friends, trying to get between us.
“I am calm!” I shouted, which was obviously a lie because my whole body was shaking.
Michael stood up carefully, his hands raised like he was approaching a wild animal. The woman beside him looked terrified and scooted further into the booth.
“Harrison, I don’t know what photos you’re talking about,” Michael said evenly, “but I just got back to the country yesterday. I’ve been working overseas for the past year.”
I blinked. “What?”
“A year,” he repeated, speaking slowly like I was stupid. “In Italy. I literally flew in yesterday morning.” He gestured to the woman in the booth. “This is Vanessa. My girlfriend. We met in Naples eight months ago and she came back here with me.”
The woman—Vanessa—gave me a small, nervous wave.
My brain felt sluggish, like I was trying to think through mud. “You’ve been overseas?”
“Yes,” Michael said firmly. “For a year. I haven’t even seen Estelle in over a year, Harrison. I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about with some photos, but whatever you saw, it wasn’t real. I would never do that to you or Vanessa. Estelle would never do that to you. She’s a good woman, Harrison. She loves you.”
Loved. Past tense now. Because I’d just divorced her.
I took a step back and my legs felt unsteady underneath me. “But the photos…”
“Someone faked them,” James said from beside me, his hand still on my shoulder but gentler now. “Jesus, Harrison, there are apps for that kind of thing. Anyone could’ve made those photos.”
“This is so wicked,” Lyndsey said from behind me, and I turned to see her there with her hand pressed to her chest, her eyes wide and shocked. “Who would do something that terrible? Making Harrison think his wife was unfaithful?”
Her face looked genuinely horrified and confused. She reached out and touched my arm sympathetically.
I pulled away from her and James both, stumbling backwards. Michael was watching Lindsay now, his jaw tight, and I could see the anger in his eyes now that the shock had worn off.
“You left her, didn’t you?” he asked quietly. “Over fake photos.”
I couldn’t answer. My mouth wouldn’t work. The bar was spinning around me and I couldn’t seem to get enough air into my lungs, each breath too shallow.
“I have to go,” I said hoarsely.
I turned and pushed my way back through the crowd, ignoring Lyndsey calling my name behind me. My hands were shaking when I got to my car and I had to try three times before I got the key in the ignition.
The whole drive home I kept seeing Estelle’s face. The way she’d cried when I accused her. The way she’d begged me to believe her, to give her time to figure out who took the photo.
And I hadn’t even tried to believe her. I’d just assumed—what? That my wife of three years would throw everything away for Michael? That she’d cheat on me and then make a birthday cake and smile at me like nothing was wrong?
I pulled into the driveway too fast and the tires squealed. The house was dark when I got out of the car, all the lights off, and my stomach dropped when I saw that..
“Estelle?” I called out as I unlocked the front door.
No answer. The house was completely silent, not even the sound of the TV or water running or anything.
The living room was empty. The kitchen was empty. I took the stairs two at a time up to our bedroom and pushed the door open.
The closet door was hanging open and I could see the empty hangers inside, all her clothes gone. I crossed the room in three strides and yanked open the drawers in her dresser—empty. Every single one.
The bathroom was the same. Her toothbrush was gone, her shampoo, all her makeup and skin care products, everything. The counter was completely bare except for the expensive face creams I’d bought her, the ones she’d never really liked but used anyway because I’d given them to her.
She’d left those behind.
My phone was in my pocket. I pulled it out, my fingers fumbling with the screen, and scrolled through my contacts until I found Eric, my assistant.
He answered on the third ring, sounding groggy. “Mr. Harrison? It’s almost midnight, is everything—”
“Find her,” I said roughly, cutting him off. “Find Estelle. I don’t care what you have to do or who you have to call. Find my wife and do it now!”
Estelle’s POVHarrison announced at breakfast on Saturday that he was going to put up a shelf.I had been reading the front page of the paper. I looked up.“A shelf.”“A shelf.”“For what.”“Your books.”“My books are on the bookcase.”“Not all of them. The medical ones. The ones you pile on your nightstand because they don’t fit.”“They fit.”“Estelle.”“They fit when I stack them.”“Stacking is not fitting.”“Okay.”“I’m putting up a shelf.”“Okay.”“In the bedroom. Over the desk.”“Okay.”He had the measuring tape already. He had the pencil. He had a piece of paper on which he had, at some point between Friday night and Saturday morning, drawn a small diagram that included an arrow and the words SECOND STUD. He had clearly been thinking about this for at least a week.I folded the newspaper.“You know I’m not going to stop you.”“I know.”“You could have just put it up.”“I wanted to tell you.”“You wanted to be appreciated.”“I wanted to tell you.”“Harrison.”“A little appreciate
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Estelle’s POVThe kids were gone.That was the first thing. Daisy had picked them up at four—Lucas in a bike helmet for no reason, Chloe with a backpack full of books about coral reefs and a grievance she had been building for a week and intended to air on the drive. I stood on the porch and waved, and when the car turned the corner I went back inside and closed the door and stood in the hallway for a minute without doing anything else.Harrison was in the kitchen with the roasting pan. He had announced at eleven that morning he was going to make a chicken. I had said, carefully, that I did not doubt him. He had caught the carefully and elected to ignore it.By seven the house smelled of rosemary and of a chicken that had been in the oven about forty minutes too long. Harrison stood at the open oven door holding a meat thermometer in one hand and a tea towel in the other.“Don’t look at it,” he said, without turning.“Too late.”“It’s fine.”“It’s very chicken-shaped.”“I said don’t
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Estelle’s POVKarl was already at my apartment when I got back from Daisy’s, sitting on my couch with Chloe curled up beside him showing him something on her tablet. Daisy had driven me home and followed me inside, and now all three of them were looking at me expectantly.“So?” Karl asked, setting C
Estelle’s POVLucas slept peacefully in the hospital bed and I sat in the chair across from him, watching his chest rise and fall.The medications had finally kicked in around midnight and he’d stopped whimpering, his face smoothing out into something calm.Harrison had fallen asleep in the chair be
Lyndsey’s POVI pushed scrambled eggs around my plate and watched them congeal into a yellow mass. Claire sat across from me sipping her tea, her back straight and her face blank.Harrison had left for work before six without saying goodbye to either of us. I’d heard his car pull out of the driveway







