LOGINHis back was to me in the doorway and I could see how tightly he gripped the doorknob. He was waiting for my answer.
Then I thought about Lyndsey’s name flashing on his phone screen seconds after we’d signed those papers.
The pregnancy test kit was sitting right there in my purse on the counter. I could grab it, show it to him right now, and make him see.
But what would that change? He’d already decided I was a liar. He’d already chosen her.
“Nothing,” I said quietly.
He turned partway around. “Nothing,” he repeated, and his lip curled up. “What good news could you possibly have anyway?”
He felt terrifyingly unfamiliar now. I wondered, if I disappeared from his life forever, would he even notice? Would he remember me at all, even for a second?
I stared at the man I had loved for so many years, and the tears spilled over before I could stop them. My throat tightened, and no words would come.
He glared at me, his Adam’s apple moving as his anger showed, then slammed the door and stormed out. I pressed my hand to the frame, listening to the roar of his engine fading into the distance.
Our love died today.
I pressed my hand to my belly and whispered, “Did Mommy do something wrong? Should I have told him about you?”
I slowly shook my head. I kept hearing what Harrison had just said, how he thought I would use a child to make excuses, how little faith he had left in me. He did not love me anymore. The person he loved was Lyndsey.
The silence pressed down on me until I couldn’t breathe right anymore.
Finally I made myself move. I walked upstairs and pulled my suitcase down from the closet shelf. Dust scattered everywhere and I coughed, my throat already raw from crying.
I packed my bags and wiped away every trace of myself from this house, knowing it would soon belong to Lyndsey, then I called my best friend, Daisy.
“Oh my god, Estelle.” She grabbed my suitcase and set it by the wall, then steered me to her couch. “Sit. What happened?”
I told her everything. The cake, the photo, Harrison’s accusations, the divorce papers.
“That absolute bastard!” Daisy jumped up and started pacing. “Fake photos? And he just believed them? After three years?” She spun around. “Estelle, I’m so sorry. This is completely insane. How could he do this to you?”
“His ex called him,” I said dully, staring at my hands. “Right after we signed. Lyndsey.”
Daisy’s eyes went wide. “Wait. You think—you think he wanted this? That he set up the whole thing just to have an excuse to leave?”
“I don’t know.” I shook my head slowly. “Maybe. The timing was too perfect. And he didn’t even try to believe me. He just…he wanted it to be true.”
“That’s sick.” Daisy sat back down next to me and grabbed my shoulders. “Listen to me. You’re going to be okay.” She took a breath. “What are you going to do now? Do you have a plan?”
I didn’t answer right away. My hand drifted down to my stomach, pressing lightly against the flat surface.
“I’m pregnant,” I said.
Daisy’s mouth fell open. “What?”
“That’s what I was going to tell him tonight.” I looked up at her. “But I didn’t. And I’m not going to.”
“Estelle—”
“I’m keeping it.” My jaw clenched. “The baby. I’m going to have it and raise it myself. I don’t care how hard it is.”
Daisy stared at me for a long moment. “Are you sure? You don’t have to do this alone. Have you even confirmed the pregnancy?”
“I took a home test this morning. But no, I haven’t been to a doctor yet.”
“Then we’re going.” Daisy stood up and grabbed her purse. “Right now. Let’s go to the hospital and make sure everything’s okay.”
I let her pull me to my feet. “Okay.”
The hospital waiting room was crowded when we got there. We sat for almost an hour and Daisy held my hand the entire time, chattering about nothing important. I knew she was trying to distract me and I loved her for it even though I couldn’t focus on a single word she said.
Finally they called my name and we went back to the exam room. During the ultrasound, the tech suddenly stopped.
“What?” I tried to sit up but the doctor put a gentle hand on my shoulder. “What’s wrong?”
“Nothing’s wrong,” she said quickly, smiling. She turned the screen so I could see it better and pointed at two distinct shapes. “See this? And this right here?”
“You’re having twins,” she announced happily. “A boy and a girl.”
Harrison’s POVI got back to Lyndsey’s building at six that evening and Estelle was already there.She was pacing the pavement opposite the entrance, her arms wrapped tight around herself, her coat pulled close.She’d been watching the building. Of course she had.“She went in about an hour ago,” Estelle said before I could ask. “Lights came on, second floor, left-hand window. Hasn’t come out.”I looked at her and something passed across my face—a flicker I couldn’t control—before I nodded.She’d been here first. She’d been waiting for me.She’d come back on her own and stood on this pavement alone and watched because she couldn’t sit at home and do nothing while the woman who’d been stalking our children sat two streets away.“Let’s go,” I said.We went up together. I could hear Estelle’s breathing behind me, the way she breathed when she was keeping herself together by force.I knocked. No answer.I knocked harder—three sharp raps that cracked against the wood—and down the corridor
Estelle’s POVI pulled out my phone and called him and he picked up on the third ring. “Estelle?”“Lyndsey just talked to Chloe at school,” I said.I wasn’t calm, my voice was shaking and too fast and I kept tripping over myself.“She was crouched down at the school entrance, Harrison, she was right there with her hand on her bump talking to my daughter, to our daughter, and I followed her!”“What—”“I followed her back to a flat and it’s two streets from your building, she’s been living two streets from you this entire—”“Slow down. Which building? What’s the address?”“It’s on Curzon Lane, the brown building with the blue door.”“Okay, and—”“Flat probably on the second floor because that’s where the lights came on.”“I—”“And Harrison, I swear to God if you’re not here in the next ten minutes I’m going up there myself and I don’t trust what I’ll do to her!”“I’m coming. Don’t go up. Estelle, don’t go up.”“Then hurry!”I hung up and leaned against the wall across the street, watchi
Estelle’s POVI was late and Chloe was already out of the car.She’d unbuckled herself while I was still fumbling with the bag strap that had gotten tangled around the gear shift, and by the time I yanked it free and grabbed my keys and shoved the door open, she was ten paces ahead of me, her ponytail bouncing, her backpack sliding off one shoulder.“Chloe, wait for me!” I called, half-jogging across the car park, my bag swinging wildly against my hip. “Chloe, hold on, don’t go in without—”I looked up.Across the car park, near the cafeteria doors, a woman was crouched down at Chloe’s height.One hand rested on a visible bump, the other gesturing gently, warmly, and Chloe was standing right there listening with her head tilted the way she did when she was interested in something, not scared, not backing away, just curious and engaged.The woman was smiling at her.I started walking. Then faster. My bag swung out and caught on a pushchair handle and I yanked it free without stopping,
Lyndsey’s POVThe photographs covered the entire bed, dozens of them, spread across the duvet in rows and clusters, and I sat cross-legged in the middle sorting them into categories while I ate dry cereal from the box with my free hand.Blue sticky tabs for Harrison—Harrison at the park, Harrison at the supermarket, Harrison’s car outside the school.Pink for Estelle—Estelle at the clinic, Estelle carrying groceries, Estelle’s car in the car park.Yellow for the children—Lucas in the backseat, Chloe at the gate, both of them together in the playground, their shoulders touching.I wrote the date, time, and location on each tab in careful handwriting and pressed them onto the corners of the prints, lining them up neatly, adjusting the ones that went crooked. The order mattered. The system mattered. If you kept things organised, you kept things under control.My regular phone rang on the nightstand. Claire. I glanced at it and went back to sorting. It rang again. I let it go to voicemail
Harrison’s POVI called Estelle from my car, still parked on the curb, still gripping the steering wheel with one hand.“The phone was traced near my mother’s house,” I said as soon as she picked up, “but it doesn’t fit. I got another call about Lucas—it came from a cell tower near my flat. Whoever made that call was standing practically outside my building.”“So it’s not your mother,” Estelle said slowly.“I confronted her this morning. She denied it and I…I think she was telling the truth. Her anger was real. No pauses, no deflecting—just fury that I’d accused her.”“Your mother has spent seven years proving she’s capable of anything, Harrison.”“This doesn’t feel like her. She operates through lawyers and social pressure and other people’s hands. This is…this feels different.”“Who else?” Estelle asked tightly.Neither of us said the name. The line hummed between us and I could hear her breathing and the faint sound of a tap running.“I’ll update you when Greaves has more,” I said.
Harrison’s POVI was lying in bed staring at the ceiling when my phone lit up on the nightstand and I grabbed it expecting nothing—junk, Julia forwarding something, Mother’s seventh voicemail—and saw Estelle’s name.I sat up so fast something in my neck was wrenched sideways and I swore under my breath and read the message twice, three times, my pulse hammering louder with each word.I called her immediately.She picked up on the second ring and said “Harrison” in a voice so tightly held together I could hear the seams straining.“Tell me everything,” I said. “From the beginning.”She did—the lilies at her office, no card, untraceable. The photograph under her windscreen wiper, her and Chloe at the school gate, zoom lens, shot from across the road. The unknown number texting the bar photo of me.Then today—another photo from the same number, Chloe in the playground, taken through the fence, her face in close-up.“There’s more,” I interrupted grimly. “I got one too. Me and Lucas at the
Estelle’s POVI was printing out the medication schedule when Harrison spoke again.“Was it hard?” he asked quietly. “Studying medicine all those years?”I glanced back at him. He was still holding Lucas, who’d gone completely limp in his arms, mouth open slightly against Harrison’s shoulder.“Yes,”
Estelle’s POVThe words stung and I felt my face go hot, my fingers curling into fists at my sides. He was implying I’d run away to be with Karl, that I’d been planning this the whole time, that I was just as bad as—“Do you really think I’m as despicable as you were back then?” I demanded sharply,
Estelle’s POVChloe rubbed her nose with the back of her hand, her small face scrunching up like she’d smelled something bad.“Aunt Daisy’s flowers smell nice,” she said nasally, still rubbing, “but my nose feels funny.”Before anyone could respond, Harrison turned his head sharply and sneezed loudl
Estelle’s POVI looked down at Lucas fast, my hand still holding his. “Is that your daddy?” I asked quickly, already knowing the answer but needing to hear it anyway.“Yes!” Lucas said eagerly, his whole face lighting up. “That’s him!”I dropped his hand and spun around so fast I nearly tripped over







