로그인"Mommy." I'm panting like a dog. My vision is blurry, and my legs wobbly, but I can hear the faintest noise. It's not my mother like I had thought. That strangled cry is mine. Why am I crying and why am I hearing myself from the distance?There's fog covering the ground I'm attempting to walk on, so I don't even know where I'm going. It feels like I'm looking for my mother, but I don't know why. "Ander," comes a breathless cry. The voice is somewhere in front of me so I pick up my pace. The faster I run the louder the voice, till I see where it's coming from. I take a quick halt as I stare at what is before —beneath me. My mother's coffin is open, both her arms at either side of the box. She's still bleeding from the cut on her wrist, only this time her blood reeks. "Ander," she says again turning her head to me. "Come to mommy." I know it's not real because my mother looks exactly like she did on her funeral. I shake my head and attempt to run away, but something pushes me right
The semester is back in full force, and so are the classes. Moving to a higher year should make me feel more excited than I feel now. I made sure Ander was completely asleep before coming to school to start my administrative processes. Ander and I have this weird rhythm of blowjobs, fingering and intense orgasms that make him breathless. And all of them have him at my mercy. There was once I rimmed him and kept edging till he burst out in tears. I was so startled, I let him cum immediately. And he did and pulsed so violently, I worried if it was a seizure. It's crazy, but it works for us. I'm searching on exciting recipes to try for dinner this evening that I don't realize someone is in my way until I bump into them. The scent hits me first and I tense. "Archer?"He barely smiles at me. I adjust my clothes, though there's nothing to adjust and try walking past him. He covers the door with his damn body so I can't press the code and run the fuck inside. Away from this murderer. "I
My graduation has to be one of the worst days of my life. Evana and her parents said they'd come a little later because of a family emergency, so I was basically alone in this fucking campus like a complete loser. While others took pictures with friends and families, I was itching for the packet of cigarettes in my pocket. My father, as promised sent me my graduation gift —another car and a ring to propose. He'd talked about proposing to her to keep her down with me and I nodded like I didn't feel vomit recoiling in my throat. A few of the guys I played basketball with come up to me with forced smiles plastered on their faces. I guess news spread fast that I was getting my father's company and now everybody wants to be on my good side. I try my very best to muster a pleasant expression as I look at them. "Hey Arch. Congratulations on graduating," Mike says and I stare at him for two reasons. First, who the fuck is Arch? And second, why congratulate me when you are graduating too?
Ander has been asleep for so long, I'm starting to wonder if he's dead. I'm staring at his almost lifeless and nude body. He stirs in the bed, letting me know he's awake but I don't care. My eyes are still planted on him. I stare at his scars, the most prominent one on the side of his body. It's ugly and I know it hurt. I wonder if we were together when he got it. Like a trance, I move closer to it. I know Ander feels me invading his space, but I don't care. I need to touch it. And I do. He hisses but I don't withdraw my hand. If I caused him pain, he deserves it. But he also deserves love and care and things I can no longer offer. My hand runs along his back, tracing every scar I can feel. Some I remember, others are new. "Vicky," Ander barely whispers. His voice coated with something I forgot existed to us. Lust. Pure, raw lust from running my hands down his back. I turn away from his gaze and shake my head, not taking my hands off him. "We're not like that anymore. We can't—"
Going back home felt too painful, so when Erica texted me asking if I would like to stay in her house for a while, I jumped on the offer immediately. I knock on the door still in my funeral suit and Evana hugs me. I rest a little of my weight on her. We go back in where her parents, younger sister and even her fucking dog look at me pitifully. I try to smile, but my eyes are as huge as lips right now. "It's going to be okay. Would you like some tea?"I shake my head politely. "No thanks. I'm not in the mood for anything right now.""It's okay," Ben speaks. "You can go rest up. You're free to sleep in either Evana's room or the guest room."They leave the both of us alone in the dining room. The lights are low and the curtains drawn to make me feel more comfortable. "Talk to me. I'll go crazy if you don't speak. Say something.""What should I talk about?""I know you want to talk about today. Say whatever you please.""Was the person that caused a ruckus your brother?"I look at her
Going back home felt too painful, so when Erica texted me asking if I would like to stay in her house for a while, I jumped on the offer immediately. I knock on the door still in my funeral suit and Evana hugs me. I rest a little of my weight on her. We go back in where her parents, younger sister and even her fucking dog look at me pitifully. I try to smile, but my eyes are as huge as lips right now. "It's going to be okay. Would you like some tea?"I shake my head politely. "No thanks. I'm not in the mood for anything right now.""It's okay," Ben speaks. "You can go rest up. You're free to sleep in either Evana's room or the guest room."They leave the both of us alone in the dining room. The lights are low and the curtains drawn to make me feel more comfortable. "Talk to me. I'll go crazy if you don't speak. Say something.""What should I talk about?""I know you want to talk about today. Say whatever you please.""Was the person that caused a ruckus your brother?"I look at her


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