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⊰ 15 ⊱ Whispers of Consequence
If it were you, would you want to know?
After having repeatedly read through the printed copy of Cade’s file over the past three days, I keep hoping that I’ll have some sort of revelation as to why his father hated me so much that he resorted to this.
Between the evaluation and the treatment report, the only thing that I learned was that I was right in suspecting that Cade never volunteered for that hypnosis treatment.
He was drugged.
I wish that I could say that I had prepared myself for it, but learning that throughout the entire process, he was never lucid nearly sent me over the edge.
His mind has been bent and toyed with, and he doesn’t even know…
Despite wanting to know how it was possible, out of whatever respect there is left for the privacy of it, I refrained from telling anyone—including Ava.
I haven’t experienced this much prolonged anxiety for so long sin
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