It took time before I realize that the man inside my room is my boyfriend, Sied. My heart stopped momentarily.
“Goodness, Sied! What were you thinking?” I exclaimed, still catching my breath.
He walked towards me then wrapped his coat around me, “I am sorry I didn’t mean to startle you,” he kissed me on the forehead.
“I wanted to surprise you but I fell asleep while waiting for you,” he smiled at me.
Oh god! That beautiful smile melts me every time. Now I can feel how intoxicated I am, all I could see is his lips and this thought is asking me to devour it. Alright, I am feeling horny!
“Well, congratulations! You did!” I said sarcastically.
“I’m sorry, love. I intentionally responded to your message that way because I really wanted to surprise you. But I didn’t know it would take you long to get home,” he said while looking at me. “Where have you been?” he asked with curiosity in his voice.
“I was out. I felt bad after receiving your message so I stayed out for some fresh air,” I explained.
“What are you doing here? I thought you have work,” I asked.
He takes his steps towards me and hugs me,
“I came to do this. I miss you so much, Ava.”
His gestures surprised me even more. His long arms wrapped around me gives off the warmth that I’ve been longing for. For the first time in a long time, I feel wanted. I feel loved. I feel beautiful. As he hugged me the coat fell to the ground. But my body didn’t mind it because his warmth is good enough to heat me up. I hugged him back – his wide sexy back. Oh damn! Now I am really feeling horny! Should I test the water again? Am I ready to be rejected again?
Then I felt something just above my abdomen harden as he pulled me closer. Then his hands started to move and feel my skin. Oh damn! Is it really you, Siegfried? I gulped out of disbelief. My muscles tightened on their own, so I backed my head enough to see his face. His gorgeous face seemed a little bit different, his stare is serious and deep.
Still dumbfounded, I asked him, “Are you alright Sied?”
He didn’t answer but instead, his hands pulled me closer to him. My eyes widened as he intensely claimed for my lips. What the hell is happening? Oh god! Finally! This is it! So I just let him devour me with his desires. He continued kissing me. Our tongues intertwined in a very hot and sexy way. I tasted alcohol but I didn’t give a damn!
My left leg went on its own and brushed his right leg and thigh. Then I hooked it around his right leg and motioned it up and down. It went back and forth and accidentally touched his manhood. The already hardened manhood came to its full form, wanting it to get out of his pants.
I heard him groan and curse at the same time, “Damn Ava! What are you doing to me?”
There really is something about him right now, but whatever it is, I don’t fucking care! I just want him now wanting me! Then without any warning, his monstrous strength lifted me, I hooked both of my legs to his slim model-type hips and locked it to his behind as his hands on my back supported my weight.
He started kissing me again, passionately and intensely. Because of this sensual feeling, my body automatically reacts by arching backward. It exposes my breast in front of this hungry man. He stared at it like a hungry wolf, his eyes widened as he gulped. Again, without a warning, his mouth is now on my breast, for the first time. Yes, for the very first time in seven years as a couple! And damn, it is so great, so damn great!
I let him continue with his fantasy while I am dying of this sensation on my breast as his tongue toys with it and his mouth sucks the juiciness out of it. I grasped his hair and pulled his head closer between my breasts. After that moment, my back touches the linen sheet and the comfy of my bed as he gently put me on top of it. I gulped two times in disbelief. Oh damn! This isn’t happening, is it? I wasn’t prepared for it.
But I just want to savor this moment. I saw Sied removing his clothes exposing his gorgeous and sexy body. Then he removes his pants and saw his manhood screaming to get out immediately, and it is damn huge! Goodness, gracious! Would I be able to take it? I shrug my head. Come on give it to me baby!
Then he is now on top of me, his eyes are half-closed, I didn’t know his eyes are that expressive. I think it is really worth the wait. Then he put his lips near my ear and whispered, “I love you so much, Avery Anderson.”
Not waiting for my reply he dips his head on the side of my head and started kissing my neck. I started to feel the full weight of his body on top of me. He continued caressing my neck.
“I love you, too,” I whispered back. Moments after, the kissing stopped, and his weight is now as heavy as it can be. Seconds later, I feel him breathing, or more like I could hear his light snore. I looked at him and confirmed he is sleeping. Oh crap! He definitely fell asleep while making out.
I sighed and put him lying on his back. “I will forgive you now for waiting for me and surprising me tonight, and for that wonderful kiss, for telling me you love me, and for everything about tonight. But next time, I will claim it,” I kissed him and slept beside him.
(Avery’s Thoughts) (Two Years After The Divorce)I am standing backstage at one of the famous morning talk shows here in NY.I don’t know why I feel so nervous, well, it is my first TV appearance nationwide.Then I look at the mirror and fix myself, “Well, I am not yet ready to reveal my personality so I think of a way to hide my identity, and that is to use a pen name and a sophisticated mask, like the ones you wear in a masquerade ball.”A staff finally reaches out to me and says, “Miss Sparks, in a minute they are going to call you on stage. And your cue is the dimming light, okay?”“Uh-huh,” I hesitantly answer.But she is there to boost and cheer me up, “Take a deep breath, relax, and remember, you are good, and you definitely got this!”The sound from the crowd suddenly dies down and the voice of the host is heard. I look up at their gigantic spotlight and wait for the cue.I take a deep breath and say to myself, “You got this, Avery. You got this!”“Let us all welcome with a ro
(Avery’s Thoughts) “Dear Avery - My Loyal Wife, When you came into my life and agreed to be my wife, that was the best day of my life. That day, on our sudden wedding day, I promised that I would cherish you more than anyone else.I swore to protect the smile on your face, a smile so genuine when I first met you at that hotel five years ago. Avery, I know you’ve been trying so hard, and you never once failed to fulfill your duty as my loving wife, even if it means putting your heart aside. You’ve been so good to me, and you’ve been faithful to me like you promised me. But sometimes kindness and compassion aren’t enough when love is forced. Eventually, the true feelings will immerse.With so much regret, I’ve seen you fell right in front of my eyes. I’ve witnessed how your bright spark faded when you married me. I’ve become the reason why you lost yourself.I let it happen. And I can’t forgive myself for that ever again. You were forced to love me. I forced you to love me. And
(Avery’s Thoughts)“Babe, did it come out now?” Jeff yells behind the door. While I am damn nervous to even peek at it. “It is only a minute, it needs another minute, babe. Please, don’t stress me out,” I yell back at him. “I’m sorry. I just feel so excited about the news. I can’t wait to tell mom and dad about our baby!” he says exhilaratingly. “Don’t jinx it!” I scream angrily. “Okay, okay, I’ll wait here patiently,” answers Jeff. I am here sitting on the bathroom floor, waiting for the result to come out from the pregnancy test kit. It has been almost three years since we got married and there was never a time that we didn’t try having a baby. But until now, there’s still nothing. I hug my knees and start crying silently, “What if it fails again? Am I infertile?” I ask myself. The kit finally ticks and now I have to face the truth. God knows we’ve been trying so hard that’s why I even ask Kendra to take full charge of the business for now. I stop all my physical activities
(Avery’s Thoughts) Our El Nido, Palawan experience was splendid. And of course, I still can’t believe it. I came there single, “And now, I am officially Avery Tales. I am now married,” I murmur as I stare at both my and his wedding ring while he’s holding my hand in his sleep. It’s been a week since we came back here to America. Of course, the honeymoon stage has just begun and Jeff wants to make love to me almost every time. And me, being a good wife, always give him what he wants. Although, right now, I think I am still a little swollen down there. I go to the bathroom to clean myself up and wash my face as I promised Kendra I’ll be meeting her so we can talk about our new business venture. After brushing my teeth, I wake Jeff up, “Hey, babe. Didn’t you say you have an interview at Kirkland’s Best?”He groans and instead of getting up, he pulls me into the bed and showers me with morning kisses. I giggle as his kisses tickle me, “Babe, stop it. We have a lot of things to do tod
(Avery's Thoughts)Even though the wedding is sudden, Jeff managed to pull it off, and he has planned it all along. So after the wedding ceremony, we stayed for a little bit, I got to finally meet his parents. And for the longest of times, I once again felt the warm embrace of a parent. It made me cry because I knew that I am no longer alone, and no longer an orphan. Because now that we are married, his parents became my parents, too. And I can’t deny, my heart is full. After that, we stayed to talk to our guests for some time, and then we ate and enjoy the party, too. And now I am here standing on the balcony staring at the moonlight, while Jeff is still cleaning. I don’t know why. It isn’t the first time we are going to have sex, but for some reason, now that we are married, there’s this tension inside me, a feeling of hesitation, a feeling that I am officially owned by him. And unexplainably, I feel afraid. And now, my heart almost stops as I hear the gushing of the water fina
(Avery’s Thoughts) Later this evening, all four of us will meet Jeff’s parents. And because of it, I am so dead worried and I can’t get this nervousness out of my system. So while Jeff is away meeting his parents ahead of time, I rush downstairs and go to our neighboring villa. I knock ceaselessly, but Kendra and Nik aren’t coming out. I move back to look up, and I see that the light is on, it means they are there, so I continue to rampage on their door. “Kendra, Kendra,” I knock nonstop, “Open up, please!” I scream a little loud. Then after five minutes of almost breaking their door down, someone finally opens the door for me. “Thank God you finally come out, what took you so l–” I am about to complain but when I see her glaring at me with her hair a little bit frizzy and wrap in a blanket, I know that I should be more careful with my next words. Then later on Nik comes down with a little sweat on his forehead. “Uh-oh, definitely bad timing, Avery,” I say to myself. Then Kend
(Avery’s Thoughts) “Hey, we are going to be late for our flight!” I yell when I notice Kendra still struggling with how to put all her stuff in one big luggage. “Wait up! This stupid luggage just won’t listen to me!” she frustratedly yells back at me. Kendra is not a patient and she hates dealing with this kind of stuff. So I go to her room to check up on her. And there I see her leg wrestling with her luggage just so she can close it up. “Stupid-little-luggage!” she yells and kicks before she pounds it hard in the end. And then she sits beside it looking at me with so much energy wasted. “Help me out, A?” she begs. I smile at her and then gently hit her on her forehead. “That’s why I’ve been telling you to pack a week ago,” I nag at her a little and she sticks her tongue out for a moment. “Hmm, let’s see what unnecessary things you put in here,” I tease her. Then I begin to take out some clothes and things she can’t wear to our destination. “Nope!” “–But I need it.” “–It’
(Kendra’s Thoughts)Then a slight touch on my shoulder and a breathy apology are enough to get hold of the situation, “I am sorry, Kendra. Let me fix this,” is all he says. And even without looking, I know this one is definitely Dmitri’s voice since it triggers the hatred hidden deep within my bones.And as he passed by me, he steps up and grabs the arms of that tallest guy, “Let go, Luke, please,” he calmly says.Then the man who fell suddenly stands up continuing his tantrums like a child, “Why are you siding with them, Dee? He punches me first, you should get mad at that bitchy Heather’s husband” then scowls at Dmitri. But Dmitri is true to his words for the first time in his fucking life, he is trying to fix the situation. He glares at him and Luke, “I said Let go, Luke. Don’t make me say it for the third time, and you, I told you to be more careful with your words, this is my city, they know me here as a businessman, you should have thought of me more before creating a scene. T
(Kendra’s Thoughts)Avery finally got discharged from the hospital and in the meantime, I invite them over to stay in my apartment instead of wasting all their money paying for a hotel room. I have two more spare rooms in my apartment so I guess it is fine. Kervin is still here, so they will look after him while I go out with Nik and enjoy our anniversary. I am about to finish dolling up when A enters my room. “Hey there, gorgeous,” she says while leaning on the side of the door. I am currently wearing my earrings when my side zipper comes undone. So she goes to me and says, “Here, I got this,” she says and helps me out. I can’t stop smiling. I am just happy to know she’s here. I am happy we get to do this again. I hear the zip sound finishes, “Okay, you are good to go, sexy K. Are you going to bring the house down tonight with your fiery red velvet bodycon dress?” she pokes my side. “Oh god, no. We will just eat and then go home since that bitchy wife already knew our annivers