Quirino blinked his eyes while observing the appearance of this woman in front of him.
Morana was just wearing the worn out jeans and oversized sweater she used to wear, without carrying a bag or anything!
this woman is crazy!
"I'm out of the house, not running away." Morana corrected Quirino's words, her brow furrowed in displeasure. "If you run away, it means that the people at home don't want me to go but I decided to leave, but I left the house which means it doesn't make a difference whether I'm there or not," she said it lightly.
Quirino is still trying to understand the current situation. "Then why are you here?" This is what makes him so hard to understand her.
"Since you said I'm your girl to everyone, so it's only natural that you're the one I'm looking for." Morana answered casually, although she herself never confirmed the relationship between them.
This is a strange relationship, based not on liking, but with curiosity that makes Quirino attracted to Morana, while the girl herself doesn't really care about the status between the two of them, as long as he can fulfill her needs, she has no problem with anything Quirino tell others about the relationship between them.
Yes, since the two hundred money incident, Morana often gets money from Quirino easily, although on many occasions Morana doesn't do what Quirino asks because she doesn't like it, but in the end, Quirino will always spend money for Morana, it was either to just accompany him to do something or going to places, or even as odd as for trivial arguments that upset one of them.
Money is not a problem for Quirino, the monthly allowance he receives from his parents is able to support himself and pay for Morana's schooling, not to mention Quirino, who does not live an extravagant life. Currently he is even doing part time at a cafe in this city.
"You go here at night, just to look for me? If you really leave the house, why don't you go to your friend's or relative's house?" Why are you even looking for me here?
Morana snorted at Quirino's words. "I don't want to go to my relatives' place and you know that I don't have friends."
Quirino knows that Morana has no close friends, because she always chooses to be alone. "And then? How's this?"
"I'm staying at your boarding house for a while." Morana shrugged her shoulders, as if the answer was very clear and Quirino was so stupid not to understand this.
"What!?"
Quirino's eyes widened, this was the most absurd answer he had ever heard, even though he knew he could not leave Morana alone in the middle of the night like this.
Quirino is not a holy man who has never been close to women so he became nervous about Morana's decision to spend the night, not because of that, but...
"You know this is a special boarding house for boys?" Quirino wanted to hit Morana's head, maybe then this woman could find her sanity. Her statement to spend the night in his room was the same as if she was surrendering herself to Quirino, or at least, that's how Quirino interpreted it. "I'll get in trouble if you get caught in my room!"
Quirino turned his back, like a father scolding his naughty daughter, no, Morana wasn't naughty, it was just that there was something wrong with the way she was thinking.
"Then don't let anyone to find out." The answer is easy.
"Morana ..." Quirino sighed as he said her name tiredly, he massaged his forehead which was throbbing in pain. Tomorrow he still has his semester exams and this girl came at the right time to add to his headache. “I'm a normal guy… are you sure you want to stay at my place? You're kidding, right?"
This time Morana was getting annoyed with Quirino's attitude, she stood up while showing her annoyed expression, usually Quirino would start smiling triumphantly every time Morana made a facial expression like that, but not this time.
"You think I came all the way here just to make fun of you?" Her words have some truth even if the reasons are unacceptable.
"But you can't stay here!" Quirino said in a slightly harsh tone. This is the first time Quirino raised his voice like this.
Hearing Quirino harsh tone, Morana closed her lips and without saying a word she walked away.
Realizing that he was getting too emotional, Quirino grabbed Morana's wrist. "Where are you going?" This time his tone was softer.
However, Morana chose to remain silent and said nothing while trying to free her wrist from Quirino's grip.
"Stop fighting me, can't you? I'm still thinking." Quirino caught Morana's other wrist so she couldn't move freely now.
Because both hands could not be moved, Morana chose to kick Quirino's shin.
Fortunately, Quirino has good reflexes, so he can avoid Morana's kick in time.
"Don't kick me!" he shouted angrily.
"If you don't want me here, that's fine, I'm leaving now." Morana is still trying to kick Quirino, but always fails.
"I didn't say you couldn't be here!" Quirino paused for a moment after he said it. “Well, I said you can't be here… but, that's not what I meant!” He tried to defend himself.
“Choose now. I can stay at your place or I'll go now." Morana insisted giving Quirino not much time to think.
"Okay, but you have to tell me why you left the house." Quirino uses the term Morana had chosen, although he still doesn't understand the difference between leaving the house and running away.
Hearing Quirino's requirements, Morana was not very happy, her nose would frown cutely when she found something she didn't like, Quirino had already memorized this habit.
"No." Morana said briefly and clearly, then she continued her efforts to break free from Quirino's grip.
"Okay, okay!" Quirino gave up when Morana tried to bite his hand because her attempts to kick Quirino always failed. “Stop!”
Quirino growled and let go of Morana's right wrist and used her free hand to hold her head so she couldn't bite him."What the hell are you biting me!" This time Quirino let go of Morana's other hand and pushed her body away, of course not with all his strength to make the woman fall but enough to make her stop.Morana said nothing more but, her black eyes seemed to say; so what's your decision?"Come with me, but don't make noise." Quirino waved his hand, signaling Morana to follow him.What else could he do in the middle of the night like this except let her in? Quirino will think about this matter later after he returns from campus tomorrow.Quirino should have been able to open a hotel room for Morana, but somehow he felt more comfortable when Morana was under his supervision.Who knows what she thinks and will do when alone? She's the type of person who doesn't think twice before taking action or making decisions, for example, like now…The two of them entered Quirino's boarding
Perhaps out of shock or not knowing what to do, Morana blinked her eyes repeatedly when she felt Quirino's soft lips on hers. He nibbled on her lips gently and put his hand on the back of her head.This is the first time for Morana to experience something like this, she is confused whether she should push him away or let him do what he wants like Morana has always done. She used to do whatever she liked.However, this time it was different and the situation was not the same.Morana's breath hitched and her chest rumbled frantically as Quirino pushed her body onto the bed and pinned her down. She realized what was going to happen after this.Morana's back was pressed so close against the soft mattress while Quirino hovered above her, exploring her lips with his warm and gentle tongue, asking for Morana's approval to open her mouth.But Morana didn't let him get what he wanted, because she was still too confused…But Quirino did not understand, his warm palm left the side of Morana's fa
Morana doesn't know how long she had been asleep, because the first thing that woke her up was a loud knock on the bedroom door.The repeated knocking seemed to indicate the impatience of the person behind it and it annoyed Morana, because she felt the headache almost split her head into two."Morana! Wake up!"Quirino's voice penetrated into her consciousness along with the morning sun that dazzled her vision. This was the worst morning ever. Morana felt miserable.Morana rubbed her face and tried to open her eyes, but they felt very heavy, as if her eyelids glued together. Especially her head, she felt like a person who had just suffered a heavy blow and passed out.Well, thankfully, although Morana had never experienced such a horrific event… but, she could imagine the pain, which was no different from what she felt right now."Morana! Did you faint or what!?” Quirino is getting annoyed because there was no answer from her, but he was also worried about this girl, she could do some
Her very secretive attitude sometimes makes Quirino a little frustrated, but for some reason he is patient enough to deal with her strange traits. This is something Quirino continues to question even now.He hoped, maybe, one day Morana will be comfortable enough to share stories or her own feeling with him… maybe one day Morana will want to open up to him and tell him the whole story of her life and why she always looked so callous and lonely…Quirino will wait for that day to come while taking care of her…The day Morana allowed others to understand her better and stopped staring at the distance with such expression that made Quirino wanted to hug her and protect her. What actually happened with her life, until she was not wiling to let anyone in?After that, Morana stayed in Quirino's boarding house for four days.During those days, Quirino didn’t stop persuading Morana to return back to the capital city, because she had life to live there. She needed to go to school and finish it,
‘But, as long as Quirino still has an interest in you and he is not married at this time, you can continue to be by his side. After all, he is a man and needs entertainment, since he is not allowed to mess with a nice girl from a good family.’In other words, Quirino could play with her as long as he liked and when it was time for him to get married, Morana would never mean anything to him and could just be left behind.He would abandon her, like the other people in her life. She couldn’t stand another abandonment…That is the picture that Quirino's father gave of her in the brief meeting a year ago. The meeting didn’t even last for an hour, since he was a busy man and didn’t have more time to be wasted on her, but the impact of it lasted more than a year.It was as if a dagger had stabbed into her chest every time Morana recalled those words.So clear that it sounded so realistic to her ears that Morana believed it. She believed everything that he said to her and to put it bluntly, s
Morana cried even louder when she heard Quirino apologize to her, he shouldn't apologize, because there was nothing to be forgiven from him. He didn’t do anything wrong.Morana could understand Quirino's annoyance and frustration with her attitude, she could understand it, after all they had been together for four years, it was impossible for Morana not to know Quirino at all.Quirino, one might say, was too good for her. If he were another man, she didn’t know what she would have become now?Who wants to pay for the necessities of life for a sophomore high school student who just ran away from home? With no clear goals and an unconvincing family background.Not to mention Morana's stubbornness, who continued to refuse to answer all questions about her life and her family.However, Quirino was never pushy, he patiently let Morana do what she wanted and took care of her.No one has ever looked after Morana like how Quirino looked after her.In short, Quirino could be said to be Morana'
"You can use me as long as you want, but please don't take advantage of other guys, I can never accept that. Use me all you want. I don’t mind it."That was what he said to her and she took Quirino's words seriously, as the silent once again ensued between them.In the end Morana fell asleep in Quirino's arms. This didn't bother her anymore now, because she could have slept near Quirino without having any thoughts that he would take advantage of her.Having Quirino in her life was like as if Morana was having someone who had seen the worst of her to the point of how moody she was, but still chose to stay by her side and continue to support her without getting tired or bored.Maybe this was Morana’s luck after all the misery that she had gone through, because it was very rare for other people to have someone like Quirino.However, the inferiority complex and embarrassment that covered it all obscured her true feelings, making Morana unable to judge the situation properly.She felt like
"When did I get close to your boyfriend?" Morana ignored the dripping water from her hair as she folded her arms across her chest and glared furiously at Alinda and her accomplice. "I don't even know who is your boyfriend is."Morana's words were like gasoline that ignited Alinda's anger and made it flare up even more.With her face turning bright red Alinda moved forward to attack Morana, her hands stretched out dangerously towards her opponent.However, Morana had already anticipated Alinda's move, even though she had never participated in any martial arts training, the harsh life she had lived made her able to simply protect herself.What's more, Alinda is just a spoiled young woman, who only takes benefit behind her parents' wealth to get what she wants.The source of her courage was only due to the strong influence of what her parents had, who are also well- known lecturers at the university, so she thought she could act as she pleases with fellow students.She was the epitome of