Quirino blinked his eyes while observing the appearance of this woman in front of him.
Morana was just wearing the worn out jeans and oversized sweater she used to wear, without carrying a bag or anything!
this woman is crazy!
"I'm out of the house, not running away." Morana corrected Quirino's words, her brow furrowed in displeasure. "If you run away, it means that the people at home don't want me to go but I decided to leave, but I left the house which means it doesn't make a difference whether I'm there or not," she said it lightly.
Quirino is still trying to understand the current situation. "Then why are you here?" This is what makes him so hard to understand her.
"Since you said I'm your girl to everyone, so it's only natural that you're the one I'm looking for." Morana answered casually, although she herself never confirmed the relationship between them.
This is a strange relationship, based not on liking, but with curiosity that makes Quirino attracted to Morana, while the girl herself doesn't really care about the status between the two of them, as long as he can fulfill her needs, she has no problem with anything Quirino tell others about the relationship between them.
Yes, since the two hundred money incident, Morana often gets money from Quirino easily, although on many occasions Morana doesn't do what Quirino asks because she doesn't like it, but in the end, Quirino will always spend money for Morana, it was either to just accompany him to do something or going to places, or even as odd as for trivial arguments that upset one of them.
Money is not a problem for Quirino, the monthly allowance he receives from his parents is able to support himself and pay for Morana's schooling, not to mention Quirino, who does not live an extravagant life. Currently he is even doing part time at a cafe in this city.
"You go here at night, just to look for me? If you really leave the house, why don't you go to your friend's or relative's house?" Why are you even looking for me here?
Morana snorted at Quirino's words. "I don't want to go to my relatives' place and you know that I don't have friends."
Quirino knows that Morana has no close friends, because she always chooses to be alone. "And then? How's this?"
"I'm staying at your boarding house for a while." Morana shrugged her shoulders, as if the answer was very clear and Quirino was so stupid not to understand this.
"What!?"
Quirino's eyes widened, this was the most absurd answer he had ever heard, even though he knew he could not leave Morana alone in the middle of the night like this.
Quirino is not a holy man who has never been close to women so he became nervous about Morana's decision to spend the night, not because of that, but...
"You know this is a special boarding house for boys?" Quirino wanted to hit Morana's head, maybe then this woman could find her sanity. Her statement to spend the night in his room was the same as if she was surrendering herself to Quirino, or at least, that's how Quirino interpreted it. "I'll get in trouble if you get caught in my room!"
Quirino turned his back, like a father scolding his naughty daughter, no, Morana wasn't naughty, it was just that there was something wrong with the way she was thinking.
"Then don't let anyone to find out." The answer is easy.
"Morana ..." Quirino sighed as he said her name tiredly, he massaged his forehead which was throbbing in pain. Tomorrow he still has his semester exams and this girl came at the right time to add to his headache. “I'm a normal guy… are you sure you want to stay at my place? You're kidding, right?"
This time Morana was getting annoyed with Quirino's attitude, she stood up while showing her annoyed expression, usually Quirino would start smiling triumphantly every time Morana made a facial expression like that, but not this time.
"You think I came all the way here just to make fun of you?" Her words have some truth even if the reasons are unacceptable.
"But you can't stay here!" Quirino said in a slightly harsh tone. This is the first time Quirino raised his voice like this.
Hearing Quirino harsh tone, Morana closed her lips and without saying a word she walked away.
Realizing that he was getting too emotional, Quirino grabbed Morana's wrist. "Where are you going?" This time his tone was softer.
However, Morana chose to remain silent and said nothing while trying to free her wrist from Quirino's grip.
"Stop fighting me, can't you? I'm still thinking." Quirino caught Morana's other wrist so she couldn't move freely now.
Because both hands could not be moved, Morana chose to kick Quirino's shin.
Fortunately, Quirino has good reflexes, so he can avoid Morana's kick in time.
"Don't kick me!" he shouted angrily.
"If you don't want me here, that's fine, I'm leaving now." Morana is still trying to kick Quirino, but always fails.
"I didn't say you couldn't be here!" Quirino paused for a moment after he said it. “Well, I said you can't be here… but, that's not what I meant!” He tried to defend himself.
“Choose now. I can stay at your place or I'll go now." Morana insisted giving Quirino not much time to think.
"Okay, but you have to tell me why you left the house." Quirino uses the term Morana had chosen, although he still doesn't understand the difference between leaving the house and running away.
Hearing Quirino's requirements, Morana was not very happy, her nose would frown cutely when she found something she didn't like, Quirino had already memorized this habit.
"No." Morana said briefly and clearly, then she continued her efforts to break free from Quirino's grip.
"Okay, okay!" Quirino gave up when Morana tried to bite his hand because her attempts to kick Quirino always failed. “Stop!”
Quirino walked down the corridor of the hospital, every step he took seemed to have its own meaning for him. Every step brought him closer to Morana. Every step is filled with regret, anger, disappointment and other feelings that Quirino cannot explain in words. He was really angry when he learned that Daniel had sent Morana to a mental health institution without her consent. How come? When Quirino last met Morana and their relationship was still pretty good, Morana didn't show anything. Except for the fact that she had visited Dr. Sherry, for several meetings, everything seemed fine with her. Quirino knew this because at that time, he had ordered several people to follow Morana because she suddenly disappeared and her whereabouts was unknown. There were no indications that Morana needed to be treated. Hence, how could Morana end up in a place like this now?! Something is wrong with Daniel and Morana's relationship! Quirino wouldn't have left Morana if he knew Daniel would take
As Daniel had expected, Quirino was waiting for him in his study.Daniel stood frozen in the doorway, stared at Quirino's back which was turned away from him, stared at his row of medical books, but it seemed that he was only doing that so that he would have something to do.Because even though Quirino heard the sound of the study door opening and closing and Daniel's footsteps echoing in the empty room, he remained unmoved and still did not turn around.Even though the conversation hasn't started and Quirino still refuses to look at him, Daniel knows and understands that the six months that have passed have not changed anything about Quirino and his feelings for Morana."Quirino," said Daniel who then walked over to his brother. He stopped just a few steps away from him, not sure if he should approach him any closer.Quirino slowly turned his body and when their gazes met, everything became foreign to both of them. It was as if they were no longer the two brothers who were very close
Quirino doesn't know whether his decision is right or not, but one thing is certain, he wants to return.It was a desire he had harbored for a long time and now he has a reason to return.The only reason he wanted to come back.After yesterday's call, Quirino was very sure that it was Morana's voice. It must be her voice. Quirino knows her voice very well.Even though Morana didn't say much and only said his name, Quirino could feel the despair that the girl was facing, just from one sentence.Was it because Quirino had overly interpreted this brief moment? Or was this just his delusion because he kept thinking about Morana?Whatever the reason and somehow with how Quirino felt he decided to return, and whatever it was… here Quirino was, waiting impatiently on his flight.Quirino felt that he was really crazy, with just that one word and Quirino had run as fast as he could to approach Morana.Quirino knew that what Morana used was his brother's number and how Morana spoke in a whisper
"Sorry, I can't." Quirino said in a hoarse voice to Silvi who was already half naked underneath.After saying that, Quirino immediately got up from his position on top of Silvi's body and then picked up his shirt which had been scattered on the floor.Silvi widened her eyes when she felt the weight of Quirino's warm body leaving her.They haven't even started yet and Quirino is about to leave? How can he be so cold?Silvi immediately buttoned up the shirt she was wearing and then ran after Quirino who was about to leave her apartment."Quirino!" Silvi, who was only wearing a shirt and underwear, immediately ran into Quirino's back and hugged him tightly, pressing her face against the man's broad back.Quirino was not surprised, did not resist or move in response, he just stood there, frozen. Letting Silvi say what she wants to say."Quirino, give me a chance," said Silvi with suppressed tears.All this time Silvi thought Quirino was the right man for her, that their social status was
Silvi pulled Quirino's neck and tried to kiss him, but Quirino quickly pulled away from her and pushed her body away.Quirino didn't think she was a woman and couldn't control his strength when he tried to avoid her. Letting her fall down.This made Silvi groan in pain, but Quirino paid no heed to it and left, slamming the door of his study when he came out.Turns out that putting Silvi back in her position wasn't a good idea, but got her fired again would only provoke his father's anger and that was the last thing Quirino wanted in the midst of this endless turmoil in his heart.Tonight it looks like he will spend his time at the bar again...Only by drinking some alcohol was Quirino able to escape from Morana's shadow, even if it was only for a moment… it didn't matter, even if only for a moment Quirino wanted to enjoy his own life without the disturbance of the woman who had become his brother's.Morana… how are you…?Quirino's heart whispered softly.# # # Quirino woke up with hi
Too long…Morana has been gone too long.Daniel felt something was wrong and his suspicions were later confirmed by the commotion that occurred in the toilet, where Morana had gone.Immediately Daniel got out of the car and headed for the women's restroom which Morana had entered and found Morana's body had been carried by a man.From Morana's arm, there was a cut that was still bleeding.Among the crowd that surrounded her, Morana saw Daniel who was charging forward while pushing several people in front of her while saying something that Morana couldn't catch.Every sound around her was ringing painfully and all Morana felt was a numb feeling.The last thing Morana remembered was looking into Daniel's eyes.One word that can describe the man right now is; Fright.For a moment Morana was happy to see the fear in his eyes, that means he still cares right?But then, when Morana blinked, the darkness that covered her made her stay there.Cold and silent darkness.A familiar place for her