The room falls quiet, and I feel slightly disappointed. I had told him to use the knife, but apparently, he didn't, which took the fun out of my plan. Moving, I walk around the room naked, looking at the items, my fingers running through the strands of leather on the end of the floggers. I feel his eyes on me as I look through his items. I can't help but wonder if he watching me intrigued and wondering what I plan to do. He won't know, not even I know yet what I plan to do. What should I do? "See anything interesting?" His words make me smile. "Oh, a lot." "Show me then." He taunts me with his words. Picking up the pinwheel, I turn and face him. I roll it along my hand watching the small imprints appear. Placing it back down, I walk towards him more, his eyes full of amusement. Picking up the buttplug I toy with it in my hands. "I wonder." My words are low and sultry. "Mmm?" "Do you like these?" I hold up the buttplug and he goes to answer before stopping. "I'm not answer
Waking the bed is empty, I roll over to see a note on the side from Serena. Picking it up, I read it, relaxing slightly knowing she hasn't run off. She has the city to run and I can't expect her to be here all the time. To be honest, I should be at work. Getting showered and dressed I walk out to my bike, and I know I need to go to the club, I haven't been there in days. Kicking the bike to life I go straight to the club, walking in I don't miss the shocked looks or the fact people avert their eyes quickly. I see Rooster sitting alone.Walking over, he looks up and is genuinely shocked to see me."You're alive?" He laughs slightly."Why wouldn't I be? I fucked her, didn't sign my life away." What is so wrong with everyone?"Yeah, I meant the fact word got around she had Dwayne and another guy breaking down your door. You pissed her off quickly, clearly." While he is laughing I can see the concern."We're fine, she pissed me off, I ignored her, and then we had some fun." My shoulder
Diesel distracted me, far too much. I know people think I have gone weak. I can see it on their faces when I talk to them. They are waiting for the moment Diesel walks in and takes over. He won't be, so they need to remember that."Can we come to some sort of deal?" Mr Alesonjo requests."Is the deal one where you pay me what is earned today? Otherwise, the answer is no." I watch as he laughs."Your dad would at least have heard me out Princess." I grind my teeth at his words."I am not a princess and certainly nothing like my father. This is my city now Mr Alesonjo, so it is my rule or leave." I sit up trying to show how determined I am."Can you afford to lose me, Miss Pierce?" His head tilts and I know what he means, and I can't, but I am willing to."Mr Alesonjo, you forget plenty of people like you are out there. Those who would jump at the chance to replace you. Things might be messy for a while, but they will quickly fix themselves. You are paid a lot for the job I request yo
A week has passed and I have done well. I have to ensure I don't keep Serena up all night screaming in pleasure, well almost not. I may have slipped one or two nights. I still managed to ensure she was up and back at the offices, however. Rooster said Jessie is talking to him more, which is a relief, clearly something I said the other day worked. Or did? I still feel like I should apologise for pushing her so hard, I just freaked. I hear the phone and hit the answer button. "Yes?" I act indifferent, although I know it is Serena. "You're late!" She sounds annoyed. "I am sorry princess, I was trying to fix a car, the car you sent in, remember." I hear her laugh and it makes me smile. "Well, move it, you said by ten, it is now two minutes past ten." "Did you really wait for it to hit ten and then instantly call me?" "Just shh, and move it. See you soon." She hangs up and I laugh. I was meant to be there for ten. Today I have no work, or I do but it can wait so I am spending ti
I walk off, ensuring that Diesel can't follow.Nothing seems to be stopping, each time I think we are free something new shows its face and rips us apart. I have a feeling while Jessie is in his life we are not going to move forward.I escape to my office and lock the door. Felling like I just need the space from everyone. Part of me feels like I overreacted, had he told me before, or after it wouldn't be so bad. Yet somehow even while I was straddled on his lap fucking him, Jessie came into his mind.My head falls back, and I know I was wrong. I overreacted, and likely now Diesel has had enough of me and my wild attitude.I know I need to speak to him, figure out the way forward. A way to separate Jessie from us, and I know that way is to remove her entirely from my world. I thought I could help her, and give her the freedom she needs, but it isn't working.So I guess now she can't work for me or live here anymore. I wanted to help her
I walk away, knowing that she needs time to calm down, I have my own plan this week and Jessie and her announcement have messed it up.Yet now I feel like I need to do it sooner rather than later. I reach into my pocket feeling the box, knowing that I will do it, tonight.I just need to figure out the situation with Jessie first. Getting to Roosters I walk in, his head turns and he looks towards me."Didn't expect you so soon, only just saw you." He laughs and holds out a glass."You don't know, do you?" Hell if he doesn't know it is likely to be a lie."What now, seriously can I not have one fucking day?" He looks at me stressed and I wish I could take away the stress but I am just about to add to it."Jessie showed up this morning at the garage." I watch as he rolls his eyes at my words, going to speak I put my hand up. "Not to try and fuck me Rooster, she is pregnant.""She can't have a fucking baby! She can't even look
I collapse into the bed. Frustrated at Diesel and how he reacts. I understand though, he was hurt over and over by everyone he loved. So his reaction is to expect the worst from people.All I wanted was a day without the shit, but it has come just as quickly as the morning sun rises. Part of me wants to hide away in here, just pretend the world doesn't exist.Actually, I feel like screaming and killing Diesel, he is so blinded by his own past, his own pain and fears he hasn't even realised or thought how I feel.Jake is still out there. Fear burns through me and has since the moment I thought I could be pregnant. Every day the past is on replay, and with how volatile Diesel is, I am afraid of the ending.Sure he wouldn't hurt me on purpose, but I have seen how quickly he loses control, how angry he gets and forgets to get all the information. Like today.He just assumed it was Jessies, assumed that it meant I knew and kept it hidd
I find myself trying to distract myself from everything. Diesel has messaged and said he will pick me up tomorrow. Apparently, he is giving me space until then.So, that means no Diesel tonight, which feels weird, we have spent every night together since we slept together almost. He is right though, we need a break from each other.We're the cause, the reason we fight so much. I use the time to work and plan what I want to say as I know if I don't nothing will get solved. After finishing work I go home, and just hide away. Trying not to think about the mess that no doubt is waiting for us.If Jessie is pregnant and Diesel is the dad, then what? Part of me hopes it is a lie, just so I can relax and know he isn't. How will it work? Jessie seems crazy, and that isn't something I want around me. I somehow manage to fall asleep.Waking a message from Diesel tells me to pack a weekend bag. I guess that means we're not staying here? As I get ready, I glance at the ring on my finger. That fee