Milanda’s room
As I knew, it was a dream. I woke up again with puffy eyes. I had to be crying in my sleep. Milanda was sitting on the far end of the bed, watching me like a hawk.
“Hmm, hmm. So very interesting.”
I cowered, pulling the soft duvet closer around me.
“What are you talking about?”
“I meant your little love story. Thought you are an innocent victim that Lenard Lee just brought back to satisfy his cravings. It turns out you aren’t too pure yourself, being the other woman in a relationship.”
She uttered her words so confidently as if she had just bore her X-ray vision of me and seen the memories I kept in my heart.
“My story? How do you know?” I asked, quivering under the blanket.
“Didn’t you just have a dream just now?” She laughed hysterically. “Was it a good one? What would you rate it? A? B?”
The woman didn’t seem right in the head. But for someone to break into my dreams and tell what I just saw made little sense to me.
“What dream?”
She laughed again. “Piper, the love of my life, will you marry me?”
Was she serious? How did she even know what I just dreamed? Could she read my mind? Nothing was making sense right now.
“What are you talking about, Sis Landa? I don’t know what is going on right now.”
It was then that I realised the absence of the excruciating pain in me earlier. Wait, how long had I been sleeping?
Suddenly, I realised the woman was just next to me. From sitting away at the end of the enormous bed, in a blink, she was at my side. Without asking, she lifted the blanket and pulled out my wrist. Then, our palms connected. I felt the power of her energy surge through me.
“You…you’re a witch.”
I couldn’t explain all the images that took over my mind. If she wasn’t a witch, then what was she? The images scared me out of my wits. But if she was indeed a witch, then what was she doing in the Master’s den?
“You can say that.”
“But why are you here, and why are you helping me?”
“I have no reason to help you, as I mentioned. As for why I’m here, you need to ask Lenard Lee. He took me here, and he won’t let me leave, either. So the best we can do is become each other’s companion.”
“Then why did you give me a dream like that?” I assumed she had created my dream earlier. “What do you want from me?”
She just smiled sweetly. “I want a companion.”
Why did the overbearing woman earlier now seem so immature? I glanced at her awkwardly, trying to find the answer.
She suddenly hardened, taking on the arrogance of the woman earlier.
“If you do as I ask you to, I can ensure your survival. Mind you, it may be your only hope,” Sis Landa hissed at me.
“So, you are Sis Landa now. Who was that earlier?”
“You don’t need to know,” she glared. “Now, go back to your cell until I summon you again.”
What did she mean?
With a ferocious push from the lady, I fell off the bed and strangely reappeared back in my cell. Feeling an icy blast hit me, I immediately checked what I was wearing, and to my surprise, I was only in underwear.
I had just encountered a witch. She gave me a dream and healed me. What did she want me to do next?
The key turned in the metal door and a guard’s face came into view through the small window of the door.
Tossing me a dress, the guard uttered promptly, “The Master is back, and he demands your presence now.”
I pulled the dress over my head. The garment fit nicely, ending just after my knees. The guard immediately rushed me to a room where the Master was waiting.
My head whirred at the familiar scent of sandalwood, which was supposedly pure, but after how many times the Master had forcefully taken me while having sandalwood in the room made me dread that scent.
“Kneel,” I heard the Master’s cruel voice.
Recalling his torturous ways, I fell to the floor in prostration. He could do what he wanted to me, but I would cling to my life dearly.
“Very good,” he said.
“Where is Jacques?” I asked. “What have you done to him?”
It had been twenty over days that I hadn’t seen Jacques. After they imprisoned me, they had taken Jacques as well and made him do things for them, as well as to enjoy me. He couldn’t deny what they ordered him to do. But after two weeks, he stopped coming, and they threw me to other lackeys of the Master. Had they done something to Jacques?
Whenever I asked that question, the guards whipped me mercilessly. I stopped asking the guards since I learned the Master would come back and decided I would ask the Master at all costs.
From my last conversation with Jacques, I knew he was alright because they had wanted him to do a few things with him. Perhaps my intuition was right, and he was safe but away from his tasks.
“The man is safe. Once he gathers all the information my friend needs and I get my share, he will come to claim you as his prize,” the man called the Master said in a dark voice. He lifted my chin, forcing me to look at him.
He tore my hair tie, letting my hair run free down my back. There were no words I could use to describe how I feared this man. My knees were shaking as he ran his coarse fingers through my hair. Image clouded my mind with fear, him pounding inside me while I begged him to stop, tearing me apart with each stroke…
A stream of tears gushed down my cheek as his words repeated themselves in my memory.
“I’ll break you until you gain some strength in yourself, you weakling.”
The pain of his powerful hand grasping a handful of my hair stopped me in my thoughts.
“Thinking of someone else, were you? I’ll see to your punishment.”
I quickly tried to think of some words, but he then promptly released my hair.
“Get on the bed,” he ordered.
I thought about Jacques’ words to me as I spent the next three days in seclusion at the safe house. Lenard frequently sent people to visit me and ensure I was fine, and knowing he wasn’t coming, I just felt gladder. The discomfort in my body from sharing a bed with the person who hurt me in the past, plus how I was being used by Kaiser for his needs and then, slept with my ex, tended to make me dizzy.I had to strike eventually. Lenard and Lee Jung were why I was in this sorry state. If not for what happened to me, I would be living a happy blissful life with Syl now as his woman. Thinking of Syl, I recalled his dismayed face after we had intercourse. He wasn’t in love. I was just a fragment of his past affection for the easygoing and spirited Piper who was the best buddy of Sherry Summers.Not to forget that I now wished she was dead.
“What happened? Why am I here?”I fought the blanket, struggling to move from the bed. I don’t remember what happened after Lee Jung threatened to record the video. All I wanted was to get away from him, to escape. He had pointed a knife at my neck to make me do his bidding, gloating at me like how Kaiser Klef used a gun to force me to have sex with him.I am now in an unfamiliar bed. Some young men and women are attending to me. A girl wipes my forehead with a damp cloth and another scans my temperature with an infrared gun. Some are watching over me, and two men are guarding the door.“Is anyone listening? Why am I here?” I raised my voice, wringing my hands to get attention. The girl wiping my forehead cowers and retreats, stammering nervously from a distance.“Miss Piper, please don’t get mad. You were found in a disarray in a ditch, soaked to the skin and unconscious. You were also running a high fever.”I scrutinised the girl, unsure whether to believe her words. Lee Jung had us
Syl looked at me sympathetically as I told him about the agony I suffered at Kaiser’s hands, starting from the interview up to bedding his brother-in-law and then being sent to serve Lenard Lee. “I shouldn’t have trusted him.” I said, not allowing myself to shed any tears. “But I did, and I made the wrong choice.” “Piper,” he heaved a long sigh and took me into a bear hug. “I thought you were going to hate me for all I did to you then.” My heart numbed. If only I knew the truth, would things have turned out differently? I was still infertile and could never give him biological children. This was why I had left him in the first place, and things could never go back to the past. “I don’t hate you, Syl,” I answered after a short pause. “I just know we… can’t.” “Why not, Piper? After how I opened up to you about my secret of being an undercover agent? You still can’t trust me? Are you still mad about how I treated you then?” “It’s been so long, Syl. Of course, I can’t be still angry a
“What’s up? You’ve been quiet all day.”Lenard Lee glanced at me as I finished my food silently. My lower abdomen hurt like hell. I don’t know what beast the man I loved before had turned into after he consummated his relationship with Erica Gao. I regretted moving here, even though it was where Kaiser was allegedly from. What I thought to be a new start between us, turned out to be a total nightmare.Even my tormentor had turned into a different person overnight. I was clueless about what was happening, and why he had a strange side to him, but it wasn’t until the last two months that I discovered his considerateness. He had been rather harsh when Kaiser sent me there, but it wasn’t until I discovered he was seeing therapy himself, that I realised what was the reason behind his change of personality. His sweetness was starting to dissolve the hate I had for him, although I still feel inclined to have my revenge. I felt lost like I no longer had my sense of direction. From the day Ka
I was discharged over the weekend. Lenard sent his men to get me, and I reflected on Kaiser’s words during the silent car journey. “We can torture her further. You just need to know you’re worth more than them. And how to execute your plan right.” Would he say the same about his wife? I watched the man guarding beside me flip his newspaper. There was an article about Kaiser Klef and Erica Gao. On the outside, they looked like any happy couple. But Kaiser hadn’t been going home for weeks now, and Erica probably was sick somewhere. I hoped that she was being kept at some mental institution because she deserved it. Not that I was any happier doing what I did. Lenard had been nice to me while I was in hospital but it didn’t change the fact I was not going to be his wife. I was his possession and sex slave. A lover was just a fancy word considering it was with someone who raped and broke me. I could never bring myself to be a lover of that monster. “I hope you’re better now that that j
After Kaiser left, I stayed for one more day in the motel, staring aimlessly towards the ceiling before I finally found the courage to return. It didn’t take me long before Lenard Lee’s men captured me and took me back to see him.I didn’t say a thing. They were very polite, but when I passed the main hall flanked by his best guards, what bothered me was not the sight of blood, but a woman being disrespected. The irony was this was the same woman who had lost me in the streets, Freya. Some cuts ran over her thighs and dried bloodstains over her back.But noticing how the men pleasured themselves with her body was more than I could stand. It was bringing back the traumatic past in me. I whirled around, screaming as I relived how Lenard’s men had used me like an object three years ago. How they shared with me and treated me like I was garbage like I deserved it. I hadn’t asked to be captured. I hadn’t asked to be raped. I just couldn’t fight back at that time because of the weakness in