This date was horrible. I had been looking forward to meeting up with Kelly and learning a little more about him.
Though I could have just ran a simple background check at the pack house, but I also wanted to spend time with him.
Unfortunately I’ve been here twenty minutes and the only thing I learned was that Rose liked my mate and couldn’t keep her hands to herself.
She was constantly touching him and he didn’t seem to mind.
I was two minutes away from jumping over this table and ripping her throat out with my teeth but, I had to tame myself no matter how difficult.
I usually had amazing control over emotions but, the mate bond had a way of messing with a wolf’s rationality.
All your feelings are heightened when it comes to your mate; Jealously, anger and possessiveness all rise to maximum lengths which is why it’s critical to keep your self control.
That’s also the reason I won’t allow Brayden to see his mate.
He needed to calm down before he did something he’d regret.
“Anita, are you okay?” Kelly asked drawing me out of my thoughts.
“Yeah, sorry. I was just thinking about something” I said taking a sip of my water.
“It’s fine. I sometimes get lost in my head too” he commented with a shy smile.
I reciprocated one back causing his cheeks to redden a little.
“So, what is it you do?” Rose spoke.
“I come from a family of successful doctors. My mom and dad have built countless hospitals across the U.S. I’m not much into the medical part so, I stick to the business side of things now that they’re retired” I responded smirking.
“Hmm, that’s amazing” Kelly murmured, looking surprised.
“Thank you” I breathed.
“Yeah that’s cool.
“I am 23 years old” I said trying to control a growl that wanted to escape.
“We’re 25. You're almost 25 and haven’t been married? You're very pretty, so why not?” Rose asked.
The more words that left her mouth, the more I wanted to shove my fist down her throat.
“I haven’t found the right guy I guess. Work has kept me a little busy, and taking care of everyone else around me. Now I’m at that point in life where I’d like to focus more on myself and what I want” I answered.
“No offense but, wouldn’t you like to date guys more your age?” she questioned and that was the last straw.
Kelly may have been my mate, but I refuse to entertain someone who clearly didn’t like me. I needed to leave before my wolf showed this bitch what the meaning of respect is.
“Rose that’s enough. You don’t even know her!” Kelly barked, glaring at her and as much as I wanted to smile at him for defending me, I was still pissed.
“I would say that I enjoyed this, but I’d be lying." I started, addressing Kelly. "A little advice maybe, never bring a guest to a date. Especially one that obviously likes you as more than a friend. Bye!” I sighed, standing up and leaving.
As I walked out the restaurant, I pulled my keys out of my purse. I was going to get in my car when I heard Kelly calling my name.
Ignoring him I pressed the unlock button and went to open my door, then I felt someone grab my elbow.
By the sparks that spread along my skin, I could tell it was Kelly.
“Wait” he breathed as I spinned around to look at him.
“Yes?” I mumbled.
“I’m sorry about Rose. I expected this to go differently” he explained.
“You're not the only one” I whispered.
“Can I make it up to you? There’s a place I’d like to show you” he asked.
“I don’t know” I said.
“I promise we’ll be alone this time” he told me.
At that, I nodded and allowed him to take my hand.
I didn’t speak as he led me away, just enjoyed his touch all the way. Before I knew it, we were walking down a path of what seemed to be a park.
It was very beautiful and reminded me of certain places of our forest at the pack house.
"What do you think?” Kelly questioned as we stood on a small wooden bridge over a river.
“It’s gorgeous” I sighed flashing him a smile.
“I like it up here. It helps me calm down when everything and everyone becomes too much, which is quite often. Plus, I have never brought anyone here” he spoke staring at the water.
“So, does that mean I’m special?” I laughed.
“I don’t know yet. You feel different, even though this is only my second time meeting you” he breathed clutching my hand.
“I hope it isn’t the last” I whispered.
“Definitely not” he hummed and at that I smiled because I could feel the bond becoming stronger.
We stood there for a while, talking and getting to know each other better. To be honest, Kelly is actually a cool, nice guy. Very much nice for a nerd, I thought.
This date started off rocky, but, you know what they say- It isn’t so much about the beginning, but the end; and I intend for our ending to be perfect.
“Do you want me to go with you this time?” Anita asked as I fixed my tie in the mirror.“You have a meeting with Henry and your father” I muttered.“Not till later this afternoon,” she said.“I can go by myself. I prefer it actually” I replied.“Okay. I just thought this year might be different” she hummed.I sighed before turning around to look at her. She looked beautiful and it made me proud to know she was my mate…“It isn’t. It won’t ever be. You can’t come with me.I’m sorry but, that is how it has to be” I breathed.Anita’s eyes flashed florescent green telling me she was angry at my defiance but, she didn’t say anything else on the subject.“Alright,” she murmured leaving our bedroom.Grabbing my keys, I headed downstairs. I was about to walk out the door when I heard the patter of small feet behind me.Smiling I turned around picked up my son before he ran into my legs.”Daddy!” Joseph giggled.“Good morning. I will be back, okay? Love you” I spoke kissing his forehead.Goin
“Are you happy?” Caroline asked.She decided to take me out to lunch since we haven’t spent much time together.She’s been with Henry and I have the pack and Kelly.We’ve spent time together trying to reconnect and get back what we lost.“I am” I answered playing with my glass of water.“Anita you are my best friend. I’ve known you all my life. What’s wrong?” she hummed.“Kelly and I have been working to move forward.He says he forgives me and I want to believe him.I do but, there is this doubt that I’m going to wake up and he’ll be gone.That he will come to some sort of revelation and leave for good.I wish I could just let it go because I hate feeling this way” I sighed.“What do you mean?” she asked.“He makes me weak and vulnerable. Two things I haven’t felt since I was a child.I’m an Alpha, therefore, I need to be strong and fearless.Other emotions just cloud my judgment. It’s difficult though because Kelly makes me feel everything” I confessed.“Well, you love him, sweethea
“Until we have seen someone’s darkness, we don’t know who they really are.Until we have forgiveness someone’s darkness, we don’t really know what love is”–Making the decision to come back wasn’t easy. It was actually kind one of the hardest choices I’ve ever had to make.I love Anita. I would be lying if I said otherwise. The thought of her death made me physically sick.I couldn’t lose anyone else. I made the decision to try and put what happened in the past.I wanted to move forward and when I pictured my life she was there, even after everything she still was my future.“Are you okay?” Anita asked.I have been back for about two weeks and things were still awkward between us.We barely talked about anything and I mostly stayed to myself.I wasn’t comfortable interacting with the pack members yet so, I mainly stay in the apartment and worked.At the moment we were spending lunch together.Though if someone would have come in they’d probably think were complete strangers to one an
A month. I had bed sentenced to bed rest because the pain was so bad.There wasn’t any medicine strong enough for my Alpha metabolism, which meant I was on my own.My wolf was barely there and I knew it was only a matter of days before she disappeared for good.I wouldn’t be able to survive without her so, I would perish as well.I didn’t regret my decision, even after all this. I did what I had to.I needed to protect my pack. My only regret was how I had hurt Kelly.I should have left him to his life. Bringing him here was a mistake.I had survived 23 years without a mate. I didn’t need to involve him but, I was selfish.The one thing an Alpha couldn’t be.My family and friends were all pressuring me to call Kelly and have him take back the rejection, but I couldn’t.I had no right to barge into his life again and ask that of him.Honestly, part of me was scared. Terrified that he wouldn’t want to take it back, that he’d take pleasure in seeing me wither and die.That my death could
Pain. It had grown more intense with each passing day.I had tried to hide it but, then I reached my breaking point.Waking up from night sweats in body wrenching agony was too much.I needed help whether, I wanted it or not.“Mr.Salvatore we have you hooked up to a small morphine drip.It should make you more comfortable as we wait for the test results to come back” the nurse told me as she fixed the IV in my arm.“Thank you” I mumbled.“Your welcome.Try and get some rest” she sighed before leaving the room.Staring at the ceiling I thought about all the events that led up to this point.Mainly the look on my mothers face when she found me on my sofa crying in agony.I had never seen her so scared. My whole family was on edge worrying about me.Therefore, I had no say in the matter when she decided to call an ambulance and have me taken to the closest hospital.I imagined pulling the needle out of my arm and leaving but,I knew it would only be a matter of time before the physical p
“Alpha we need to get Kelly and bring him back here” Henry said staring at me intently.“No. He doesn’t want me in his life and how can I blame him” I sighed sitting up.Its been a month since Kelly left, since he called me and said that he hated me.A month of hell. The moment the words left his mouth I could feel my wolf start to wither.He may not have formally rejected us but, it was enough.“Yeah well he thought that leaving would keep you safe.That he could walk away and not put you at risk.He needs to know how wrong he was. You don’t have much time” Henry argued.“Enough! Kelly stays where he is. We have no right,….I have no right to drag him back here.Not after everything. It wouldn’t be real” I stated.“I’m sorry Alpha. I didn’t mean to overstep” he muttered bowing his head in obedience.“It’s fine. I know your worried but, there isn’t anything we can do.I brought this on myself” I exhaled laying back against the pillows.The day Kelly left was the first among the days of
I couldn’t focus as I jogged downstairs. Every thought that seemed to pass through my head at the moment was incoherent.I didn’t understand it.The only thing I really knew at that moment was I wanted to get as far away from here as I could.Grabbing my keys from my pocket I walked out the pack house and proceeded across the grounds.I needed to get to my car and drive. Where? I had no damn clue.“Kelly!” I heard someone yell but, I just ignored them and kept going.That was until they ran in front of me and pressed there hands on my shoulders causing me to stop.“I need to leave” I sighed not looking at Henry. I knew what he was to Anita the Alpha.“You shouldn’t, not like this. You can at least try and talk things out” he suggested.“No” I muttered shaking off his hands.“Kelly-” he started but, I quickly cut him off.“I said no! She killed Rose! Anita murder my friend and that’s something I will never forget!So no, I don’t want to fucking talk!” I snapped before storming off.Rea
Weak. It was one word I refused to be associated with.Growing up, I knew I had to be strong, not just physically but, mentally.As an Alpha you had people depend on you for their safety.They looked to you for console and decisions that were in their best interest.I knew the moment, I was told there was a hunter on pack grounds they would have to be taken care of.I couldn’t risk the safety of my people. It was my job to protect them.1 life for the survival of hundreds. This wouldn’t be the first time I killed and surely not the last.“Alpha, we’re ready. Leila has her strapped down ” Henry said.“Okay, let’s get this done” I said standing up from my desk.I lead the way out of my office and over to the dungeons.When I entered the cell to see Rose hooked up and secured to the bed I knew it was something I’d never forget.“Hello Alpha” Leila greeted.“Hi. Are we ready?” I asked glancing to Rose. Her face was one of stone and it just showed her character.She was a woman that wouldn
“Are you sure about this? I mean talking to her alone”Anita asked as we stood outside the entrance to the dungeon where they were keeping Rose.“Yes. I’ll be fine” I told her before placing a kiss on her forehead.She still looked worried but, nodded her head to the guards.They opened the door and let me in. As I descended the stairs I was kind of nervous.Rose was my friend, one of the first ones I ever truly had.Part of me didn’t want to come in here, to see what kind of state she was in but,a bigger part needed answers and to see if she was ok.When I came upon her cell, the first thing I noticed were the iron chains around her ankle that was hooked to the ground.Anita had told me that this was were they usually kept rogue werewolves.It took her a while to notice my presence.“Kelly” she gasped standing up. She went to walk toward the bars but, was stopped by the chain only allowing her so far.“Are you okay?” I asked letting the worry leak through my voice.“I’ve been better