Chapter Twenty Six- We can always forgive, but never forget

Pain. It had grown more intense with each passing day.

I had tried to hide it but, then I reached my breaking point.

Waking up from night sweats in body wrenching agony was too much.

I needed help whether, I wanted it or not.

“Mr.Salvatore we have you hooked up to a small morphine drip.

It should make you more comfortable as we wait for the test results to come back” the nurse told me as she fixed the IV in my arm.

“Thank you” I mumbled.

“Your welcome.

Try and get some rest” she sighed before leaving the room.

Staring at the ceiling I thought about all the events that led up to this point.

Mainly the look on my mothers face when she found me on my sofa crying in agony.

I had never seen her so scared. My whole family was on edge worrying about me.

Therefore, I had no say in the matter when she decided to call an ambulance and have me taken to the closest hospital.

I imagined pulling the needle out of my arm and leaving but,

I knew it would only be a matter of time before the physical p