Chapter Thirty Eight

"I came to win. To fight. To conquer. To thrive.

I came to win. To prosper! To rise!

To fly To fly."

                             --Rihanna ft Nicki Minaj

                                Fly

Lindsey's POV

"Then tell me on what grounds should you have married my son? In essence what do you bring to the table?"....

What do I bring to the table?

The question left me frozen in thought…what exactly did I bring to table?

The thought had never really occured to me before. I mean with everything that had been going on from my mother's health to me and him basically dry humping at the charity event. I had barely had the chance to process what exactly it was I was supposed to be in this marriage.

Of what value did I bring into ethan's life? Incessant arguing? The occasional lust cra